Self development for 2023

Hello blog for 2023! Am I going to update my blog only once a year? 😃 I guess so. Hahaha. Guess I only remember about blogging once every year. Keh3. 

This year, I am aiming on self development. I have a lot in mind but I am not sure which one will be realised. And one of them is trying to loosen some weights. After giving birth to my third princess (yes, a girl again 🤭) it seems so hard for me to loose those extra pounds. Well, being me who never have any troubles loosing weight before it seems hard to start on a diet plan. Hahaha. Maybe I need extra courage to make it work. Huhu. Do pray for me on that! 😄 

Other than that, I am trying to get a driving license (Japanese driver’s licence) but actually I’m scared because I am not a regular driver back home. They say the test is quite tough. A very few got it on their first try and failing for once or twice is normal 😅 Gosh, I don’t even dare to think about failing once let alone twice! But I think I really need to do this for me to be a better functioning mom 😂 At least by me having a driving license I can try make my house wife work much easier. Yes, “housewife” is a job ya. Don’t you dare say stay-at-home-mom is nothing because it is tougher than it looks. 

That’s two of my many self development strategies. Let’s just stick to two for now. I’ll share more the next time we’re on air. (Don’t know when that will be) Haha. Jya~!

Feeling Meh

Hai bloggie, my sweet potato. How have you been? I’ve been feeling meh 🫤 for I don’t know what and why. It’s just that since my husband start working at his new job place i.e being away to the office again, we’ve not been as what we used to be. Maybe because both of us were tired by the end of the day that we hardly speak nor spend some quality time together. All that we know is to find each other mistakes and play the blaming game over and over again up to the point that I’m getting sick of it. I just want this nonsense to stop but this vicious cycle had rooted too deep that I don’t know how to find the way back ☹️ Oh Allah, help please. Give me Your mercy and guidance..

COVID-19 in 2021

It has been more than a year since the COVID-19 pandemic hits the world. And up till this day we still haven’t seen the light at the end of the tunnel. With the new delta variant spreading faster and more aggressive than the previous strain, it looks like this pandemic is not even close to ending soon. 

Baby boy pretty please!

This feeling that I’m having right now had hit me ever since I had learned that I’m pregnant again. That is ‘please this baby be a BOY!’ 😆 I used to have the same feeling when I was pregnant with my first child and it happened again this time. I know I couldn’t change fate but I know I could always have hopes and dreams right? Huhu. I will continue to make prayers as long as I could. But please know that no matter whatever Allah bestow on me, I will always be grateful coz might be that the thing you wanted isn’t the best for you, for Allah knows best. He’s the Almighty, the most knowing for we know not. 

For now, I will keep on praying and hopefully my prayers will be heard. Amiiiiinnnnnnnn 😊

2021 baby

Oh my blog! Hello 2021!

I’m currently in my 2nd trimester of my 3rd child. I’m not sure if I’m ready to be called the mother of three. Hee~ Well to be honest, since I dunno when I had put in mind that I only want 2 children although both of my children are girls. Maybe because I’m already comfortable with having 2 big kids and won’t want to repeat the sleepless nights when having a baby. Haha! What a dream 🤪 But I’m still grateful for what Allah has sent me with this time. I hope it’s a boy. Please, pleaseee. 😜 

Well actually I just want to put on a review on my current pregnancy. During my first trimester I had a very bad morning sickness I never had before with my other two previous pregnancies. It was so bad that I’d hope that this all would stop and go away. Imagine spending almost 2 months or so lying in bed everyday, every hour having dizziness that won’t go away no matter what you do 😔 Not to mention nauseating all the time and vomiting at least 3 times a day everyday for 2 months 🤢🤮 No matter what you eat, you’ll definitely end up throwing. And the worst had yet to come. I remember I sometimes vomit up to 6-7 times per week that my body felt so weak I couldn’t do anything and I felt so useless and emotionally drained 😢 I lost 4kgs during that time. I even had an iv drip during my 11th week of pregnancy. But I’m lucky it all started to become better as I entered my 2nd trimester 🤗 Oh not to forget, I also had an episode of hematemesis in my 13th week of pregnancy in the middle of the night. Luckily I only had it once. Couldn’t imagine if anything worse had happened. It turned out to be because of mallory weiss tear in my esophagus and nothing more serious than that, Alhamdulillah. Now that I’m all better, I craved for foods so much and I’m gaining my lost weight rapidly. Huhuhu. Need to be careful with that. I won’t want to end up being obese and unhealthy during this pregnancy. Heee~ 

Not to mention, the weirdest thing ever happened to me with this pregnancy is that i had a very sensitive smelling sense which I hadn’t experienced before with my other two pregnancies. It’s like my senses were being heightened and suddenly I had gained a new ability like what superheroes and vampire movies would always portray them to be. Haha. So funny as it may seems but can you imagine me being in a tight situation, juggling between showing affection and coping with this undesirable newly gained capability? Hahaha. I was unable to withstand my own kids n husband up to the point that even their ordinary body smell were a troublesome for me. 😅 I will oftentimes nauseated and vomited because of this! That was how bad my morning sickness was with this one 😂 Luckily it all starts to fade away as i hit my second phase of the pregnancy 😊 Couldn’t imagine having to cope with this nasty morning sickness for the rest of the pregnancy 😆

Till then, adios~! Hope to see you soon little one. And please be nice to mommy ya. Haha 😘