for you friends

Looking at those pictures while i was in malaysia last summer and spotted this picture. it's the picture of the 2 of you. suddenly i missed both of you. felt like we're not in touch for quite some time. everybody is getting busy with life smp xde masa nk bertanya khabar. huhu. but surely i miss you two :')

Though miles may lie between us, we never far apart,

for friendship doesn't count miles, it is measured by the heart <3

chalazion former

After exm today, went to the ophthalmology department straight away to get treatment for my styes. I'm now on treatment for my current styes, Alhamdulillah. :) tapi ubat mata je da mencecah 50 genih. * long sigh* nvm, asalkn pulih. inshaAllah, amin~

an eye drop, an eye ointment and oral antibiotic capsules 

Alang2 da jumpe Dr ophthal yg baik so i asked him why do i have recurrent styes too frequent? Oh his name was Dr mohammed hassan by the way. And he answered, stye and chalezion occur due to retained secretion in the mebomian glands and there are some people who tend to get recurrent styes and they are called chalezion former. And they usually get them during summer time like now. Dont worry i expect it to resolve within maximally 10 days. But if it persist you may need to cut it open to drain.

Hoho. I was like.. there is such a thing as chalazion former eh? And definitely i'm one of them. Got styes too many time since last summer holiday. But dont say i'll get it each summer time. Malaysia dah la summer spjg tahun. X ke payah klu spjg thn nk naik ketumbit? Hoho. mintak dijauhkn! moga ini yg terakhir, and not any more. it's painful and i dont like having it again. =(

How to prevent recurrent stye

If you tend to have a recurrence of styes, you may need to practice better lid hygiene. That means regular lid scrubs to remove excess germs and dead skin cells, which bacteria feed on.

1. Put a few drops of mild baby shampoo into a teacup of warm water and stir. Using a cotton swab or wash cloth, gently brush the soapy solution along the base of your eyelashes while keeping your lids closed.

Don't have time to mix baby shampoo?
2. Scrub your closed lids with a washcloth with baby shampoo in the shower. This shouldn't take more than 30 seconds per eye.

* Regardless of the technique, it is the mechanical rubbing that keeps the lids clear of cellular debris.

3. It is always important that you avoid contact of the eyelid with expired or contaminated cosmetics, dirty towels, or contaminated hands.

4. Pinpoint tenderness involving a few eyelashes can be an early warning sign of a stye. Frequent application of warm compresses at the first sign of an infection will speed resolution and prevent further blockage of the lid glands.

5. Recurrent styes may be associated with a chronic facial skin problem called acne rosacea. Your doctor or consulting dermatologist will be able to confirm the presence of rosacea and initiate effective medical therapy.

I have always had recurrent styes since august last year and right now i encountered them again n this time i have 2 of them in both eyes! The pain...... only God knows. Nvm dear, bear in mind it is Allah who give you pain, and He is the one who hold cures at the same time. Sakit itu penghapus dosa. Seek Him and find the cure. Semoga mata cpt sembuh. esok n lusa da nk exm. :(

Wish me luck n good luck friends!

princess me

Had a little chat with mr fiance the other day.....

Him: da decide baju kawen?

Me: da cari2 idea. igt nk buat putih kot. ok x?

Him: putih? same mcm nikah? ok je kot.

Me: aah, tp yg ni nk buat fesyen lain. tp x buat kembang2 la. nk kembang2 mcm princess tp mak kata x sesuai klu wat camtu nnt x leh nk pakai lagi. 

Him: ooo, tu la. buat yg biase2 sket la boleh pakai lain kali.

Me: tp nk princesssssss

Him: u're a princess to me. xya pakai mcm princess pon xpe. :)

Me: ehe.. hee~

I'm a princess okiee ^^

Heee blushing la camni. hahahah perasan lettew. *gedikss* :p

p/s: HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY~!

It has been 6 months since we're officially engaged, and right now we're counting days to our big day that's getting closer each day. one day inshaAllah. keep on praying. may this bond last forever lasting till jannah, amin. :) 

kek batik

Alhamdulillah setelah sekian lamanya rancang nk buat kek batik akhirnya niat murni awk tercapai jugak smlm. berapa bulan ye semenjak awk mengidam dulu? huhu. dan inilah hasilnya. tada~!

And the best part of it, even though it was my first time doing kek batik but still it came out perfectly and they liked it, my friends, Alhamdulillah. ^^ siap ade yg mintak resipi lagi. hehe. resipi youtube je. bkn resipi turun temurun nenek moyang pon. huhu. so to those who asked for the recipe and yg nk cube you can check it out on youtube or from my previous post. 

Tekan link ini --> resipi kek batik

Senang je nk buat die. klu hanis adilah yg x reti masak, baking asek x jadi ni pon boleh buat, apatah lagi anda. hehe. Give it a try and good luck. :D

ujian ketahanan pd tahap kesabaran

Hari ni klu ikutkn byk je bende yg berlaku yg mmg boleh menaikkn kemarahan, tp Alhamdulillah tenang pulak awk hari ni dealing with all the situations eh hanis adilah. haha. #Alhamdulillah. ketenangan itu dtgnye dari Allah. :)

Tak dpt bygkn klu masih dlm period PMS, kompem2 da meletup n bad mood spjg hari. huhu. mane tak nye... pegi kelas jumpe dgn mulut laser. tau la org ponteng kelas pagi, tp perlu ke nk ckp camtu? hendak seribu daya x nk seribu dalih. Sy ponteng sekali je dlm 11 minggu. amboih, belagak je bunyi. X kire lg yg awk dtg lmbt, escape round pg awl, ponteng lecture. kn byk tu. huhu.

Klu ikutkn hari ni mmg x nk pegi pon kelas pagi. sebab... x de sebab. hahaha. tp gagahkn diri jugak pergi walaupon dah lambat. kul 9.30 baru nk kejar tram. smpai2 stesen tram, tram pon jalan. terlepas la sudahhh. stgh jam berpanasan di bwh mentari terik musim panas baru la tram seterusnya smp. mmg x sempat la nk g kelas pagi kn. makanya truslah menuju ke library. benarlah kirenye ape org kata, niat itu penting. You wished not to attend morning class, and so that is what you got. Maka niatlah yg baik2 setiap hari. :)

Insiden lps balik kelas pulak, tunggu lame dah kat uma kwn sb blk awl hari ni, sekali kwn tu lak blk2 wat hal. klu ikutkn mmg geram pon tp bialah mereka dgn gaya mereka. malas nk rosakkn mood sendiri. ade la tu problem dorg. itu normal. anggap sahaja dorg tgh pms. awk yg da ok dr pms tu jgn nk emo2. be nice to everyone. kne belatih senyuuuuuum saat berduka, terluka, bermasalah, ape2 ajelah.

When you are angry, you forgive. inshaAllah ketenangan akn jadi milik awk :)

smile and be happy

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.






Be happy for what you have and don't grieve over things you lost. just maybe the thing you see as bad to you are actually the perfect thing you needed. and that you thought was precious to you but you lost it was actually never was yours and if it happened to be yours, just maybe you'll suffered by it. be thankful to Allah, the Almighty and keep smiling even on bad days.

Allah is testing you because He loves you. He wants you to turn back to Him when you are becoming apart from Him. say "Alhamdulillah" for everything you have, good or bad coz you will never know for sure what's good for you and what's not while Allah knows best.

lack n lost

The clock is ticking, and i'm running out time and right now i don't know if i'm able to catch up. School is ending soon but i'm still lacking of knowledge. 

Today i got scolded by the doctor. It's painful. my heart ache. i feel like crying. i'm feeling down. useless. and that is when my heart start asking nonsense questions like why did i take medicine the first place. why am i so stupid. i'm tired. i'm sad. mum i need you...

Staying strong takes a lot of effort, and even the strongest breaks sometimes.

Dear heart, please be strong... 

Friday's Marathon

I know it's friday and yet i'm happy that i didn't let my friday morning wasted. this morning there was a charity-run event organised by Life in collaboration with Yalla Foundation the 'MARATHON FOR PAEDIATRICS KIDS'. Alhamdulillah me and a bunch of friends participate in the event.

We started the run from stanley bridge at 9.30 am and less than 1 hour we manage to reach the finishing line at the bibliotheca. 

I had fun running along the seaside especially after being dormant for so long. but the consequences of sudden heavy load exercise after being in a state of prolonged inactivity surely is a troublesome. right now both of my legs suffered from severe cramps and aches, and that it forces me to be bed ridden the whole day. this definitely will take a few days before full recovery. huuu sakiiiittt~ 

The Lordian ladies who'd join the marathon.

3 Sixstar girls~

Those who managed to complete the run until the Bibliotheca.

The others? amik short cut turun nafak n pulang. huhu.

Spread the love~

We are the champion my friend... lets fly to the mooon~!

cerdik lg bijak

My cutie pie darwisy da pandai 'mengemas'. love how he put those balls into the box. pandai lagi bijak my little nephew. you're growing up & developing well, Alhamdulillah :)

gossips

Mak penah ckp kat sekolah cikgu suke wat geng pstu gosip pstu tersebar la mcm2 cite. pstu mula la bermasam2 muka dgn satu sama lain. and today i witnessed myself. on scrolling through the fb newsfeed my eyes captured upon a status written by my school teacher.  i read it and all the comment that follows. benarlah apa yg diperkatakn mak. no doubt, you're right mom. there's such a thing as gosip cikgu2 at schools.

As a kind reminder, never forgets what Allah said in the quran,
(ingatlah) di waktu kamu menerima berita bohong itu dari mulut ke mulut dan kamu katakan dengan mulutmu apa yang tidak kamu ketahui sedikit juga, dan kamu menganggapnya suatu yang ringan saja. Padahal Dia pada sisi ALLAH adalah besar. (An nuur : 15)

"Barangsiapa yang beriman kepada ALLAH dan hari akhir,hendaknya berbicara yang baik atau diam." 

simple but big

One fine morning... *Ting~!* (received one new massage) -getting one after quite some time. Can't even remember when was the last time. :p

Sender: Salam. not sure you're still awake or sleeping, but just wanna drop by n say goodnight ;)
Receiver: Salam n good morning! still awake but getting ready to sleep. awal2 pagi msg sy ni rindu ke? hehehe :p (he wishes goodnight but she replied good morning? just so you know, it's becoz of the different in time zone) 
Sender: Kantoi. tp x nk ngaku :p
Receiver: Haha. xnk ngaku pon sy tetap tahu. heheh :p (kidding okay!)
Sender: Yela, nk tgu org tu rindu smp bile la nk kne tgu kn. huhu
Receiver: Errr..... glup! *guilty*

That awkward moment when you realize the joke you made was taken seriously =.=
I even 'ignored' the one special person of my life?
Sorry, didn't mean to 'ignore' you. maybe it's just my bad habit to take greetings lightly.
I know i seldom bertanya khabar from you. and i even didn't reply some of ur massages (that's becoz i accidentally forgot to reply them.. huhu. *post-stress amnesia #*$%) but that doesn't mean i forgot all about you. it's just that..... i don't know what to ask n talk about. haha. (awk-warrrrd). my bad, i know. and i'm sorry. hope you understand n i know you do. hehe :p

Even if it's few, but that doesn't mean it's 'little'.
Please trust me and you know that i trust you too. take care over there. :)

::new song to share::
"Let me tell you that i love you, and i never wanna wrong you, take my hand, baby come go through with me..."
Got it from my friend's twitter and accidentally loved it especially the video clip. its wonderful, colourful like rainbow. B-)