i miss u

=)

old days are memories

the old days will never come back, and they can't be undone

the moment we are living today, will become past memories tomorrow

thus, the past is evidence that we lived yesterday

That's just me

am i cruel?

yes, maybe..

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not

one thing about me you may not know.. maybe i am easily influenced by people, but once i'd decided on something i tend to stick to it. some people interpret it as being stubborn while others say it as being firm. either way, both are true i guess. maybe you didn't realize when did it happened. but those words you said, i just can't bare with it. (i'm sorry that i took it seriously). but the moment you said it, that was the day i decided my next path to be this. it was hard at the beginning, but bit by bit i manage to cope with it. alhamdulillah.. and now i think, being this way is much better. there is nobody to be blame. it's nobody's fault. it's just me being myself after all..

..sincerely me..

tok dah tua

dua.empat.empat.dua.o.satu.satu

24.4.2011

SWEET 22

^^ semoga cepat kawen. hehe ^^

Crazy little thing called L.O.V.E

Yesterday i watched this one Siamese movie with a friend of mine. huhu. very sweet movie. can't help smiling all thru the muvie. It reflects how crazy people can be when they first fall in love. haha

Yet, every love story has happy and sad times.

I remember mine.

My first love... it was crazy.. haha!

But every beginning has an ending..

So do my love (stories)..??

=P

TRUE LOVE LAST FOREVER WHILE FIRST LOVE TAKES A LIFETIME TO FORGET

Even if first love remains unforgotten, but yet one day when i found my true love, i will keep it forever everlasting, insyaAllah =) 

The past is the past. Now what's important is the future.

Paintball + go-kart

Yesterday we had some fun at green plaza playing paintball n go-kart. That was my first time playing paintball.

paintball... i was not easy at all. i don't even know how to aim for the enemies. in return, i was hit at my left arm. ouch! it hurts.. i even got bruise for that. huhu. but over all, it was fun =)

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SC bersama kak sarah:

IKHLAS tu merangkumi tiga aspek.... hati, amal dan lidah...

iM so0Ry

I have done something terrible again did i?

sorry for being insensitive..

obstetric surgery

Today we had an operative session in the O&G department.
Alhamdulillah, we got to see 2 cases..

CASE I - multiple myeloma of the uterus.. SIX! myelomata of different sizes were dissected from the patient's uterus. Poor patient. She even got a huge myeloma in the anterior wall of the uterus that seen bulging to the outside. Hopefully she can get pregnant again. she looks young. but the doctor said, she may has a familial predisposing factor due to the multiplicity of the myelomata and recurrent rate is high up to 80%. hopefully she'll be healthy always after this and that she will not get any recurrence.

CASE II - vesicular mole.. Poor patient. she got twin boys after doing ART (artificial reproductive technique) but she got molar pregnancy and was forced to terminate her pregnancy. After the doctor cuts open her uterus by C-section, two fetuses still alive! were delivered. unfortunately the babies will not survive outside at this age (16weeks of gestation). im sorry for ur lost dear mummy of the twins. myb Allah love them more. be strong! :)

two interesting cases seen today. hope to get more interesting cases next time, insyaAllah

toppozada

apekah ini..?? iron buku?!

hehe... guys... today my toppozada went wet.. tet.. ape itu TOPPOZADA??? da mcm name parasite pulak. A parasite is it..? of coz la not. it's the name of the author of my O&G textbook. so meaning my O&G textbook went wet. meshi?

so what i did was to iron the book so that it will actually become somewhat like before it got wet. and the result........

 before ironed... kembang semangkuk -.-

and after ironed.......

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TADA!!

kempis kembali! hehe.. or at least better than before.. =)

now, i juz need to hempap my toppozada ngn buku2 yg lagi berat, (like hasmah said)... so that hopefully layer2 kertas tu boleh jadi ok semula (kot).. :D

work of arts

..the end..

five months old

it had been five months already since the first day i built this blog. huhu.

HAPPY FIVE MONTHS OLD MY DEAR BLOG!

hope to get more benefit from you
to share my life, my stories, my memories, my emotions, my ideas, my love :)

OMG?

Finished with surgery and internal medicine. Now i'm entering the next posting. OMG ONG...
or to be exact, Obstetric & Gynecology
This means you are one step closer from being a real doctor. so scary!

Doctor: What do you think of Obstetric & Gynecology?

Student A: Bloody field
Student B: Difficult
Student C: Tough
Student D: Difficult but interesting

Doctor: INTERESTING! O&G is interesting. You can appreciate how ALLAH create human being. How HE bring them into this world.

Subhanallah..

There is noting easy in this world. But despite of that, there are still people who succeeded in life. It is not the matter of how easy or how hard is something, but how you put interest in it..

Wallahualam..

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Some terms to be revised and mastered: 

1. eumenorrhea - normal menstruation

2. hypomenorrhea - small amount of menstrual bleeding

3. menorrhagia - excessive menstrual bleeding

4. oligomenorrhea - infrequent but regular menstrual cycle per year

5. polymenorrhea - more frequent regular menstrual cycle per year

6. amonorrhea - no or delayed menses

7. metrorrhagia - bleeding not related to menstruation

*take note n don't get it mixed up!

aja aja fighty!

Tension free at last!

Reading the title, surely u can predict my mood rite now. I'M HAAPPPYYY!! kui3..
coz.. finally i'm free from the exams!! alhamdulillah..

To describe the exam in one word... 

STRESSFUL

starting of the exam period.. the day before osce

the day before situational osce

The days getting more & more stressful...

a mug of hot choc

and a hanged wet Lulu, si selipar musim salju sejuk beku

i accidentally spilled the mug of hot choc onto Lulu.. poor Lulu :(

studying internal medicine

hypothesis:
the more the day of exam faced, the more serabut ur meja study will be

and the more tunggang-langgang tak tersusun ur stack of books will also be

and the more messy ur bed will be

and the longer ur laundry remain untouched!
a week or so oke those clothes been abandoned

last preparation for the last paper
anaesthesia!

and also surgery

now, i don't even bother stacking the books anymore

at last, exams over! ^^

can't even imagine going through it once more. one of the worst exam ever encountered for the past 4years. huh! but finally it's over.. *relieved*

already done with exams. now waiting for the results.
GUDLUQ!

Buka lah mata, minda dan hati

Buka mata cuba kau lihat,

Buka lah minda kau kan bebas,

Buka hatimu dan kau temu cinta!

Janji yg pasti

"Maha suci Allah yg jika Dia mengkehendaki nescaya Dia jadikan bagimu yg lebih baik dari itu, iaitu syurga-syurga yg mengalir di bawahnya sungai-sungai, dan Dia jadikan pula istana-istana utkmu. Bahkan mereka mendustakan hari kiamat, dan Kami menyediakan neraka yg menyala-nyala bg siapa yg mendustakan hari kiamat"

[25:10,11]

wallahu'lam

Gaseumi apa

전 끝났어요

Bare in mind that this was just the beginning

Long way to go

More experience to gain

Move on and don't look back

Never give up

Aja aja fighting! ^_~

N.B mood korea lately. hehe. ENJOY the music video ^^

Thank you all

Down giler!! T_T

Seriously, thinking of what kind of result i might get.. it is scary...!

But, i'm thankful to those who stand by me, giving me supports in every way. Either by wishes, by prayers, by any means.. thru messages, notes, verbally or even tru liking a fb post to express their support............. thank you :)

eh,exam sok?wat leklok ;p

ye. hanis sgt kuat! harap kecik je lbih but dun play2 aa...

push sket... x lama habis la tu

all the best :)

gud luck!

org jepun kalo nmpak sakura baru nk kembang die akan rasa happy and lebih semangat nk belajar/kerja.
hope hanis pon semangat gak nk blaja. good luck for today's exam! 

InshaAllah, u did well! concentrate utk written pulak

*a mistake today will give thousands of benefits tomorrow* ♥

THANK YOU ALL!

i appreciate it so much ;)

Not to forget, to mum & dad who never felt tired of praying for my success. thank you..

Two more papers to face for this semester. hope i can cope with this till the end. insyaAllah, amin...

Lost a blogger-fren

And so today, i lost a blogger friend, a sifu of mine
Thanks for encouraging me on this blog all this time
May every and each step u took or will take is the best choice for you
Wallahu'alam~

ceyh.. yo-o je. as if tomoro the blogger will start blogging again lak. cess...
"have a nice day" ^^

Sanah helwa ya gamilah

To dear Hajar & Diba,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

28.03.2011

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03.04.2011

And the battle begins...

Bismillah..

2/4/2011 - MCQ Surgery
4/4/2011 - Clinical OSCE (short & long cases)
6/4/2011 - Practical OSCE (Situational OSCE)
9/4/2011 - Written Internal Medicine
12/4/2011 - Written Surgery

wish me luck!

occult carcinoma

Here are the sites for occult carcinoma:

• Supraclavicular

1. External auditory canal
2. Maxillary sinus, paranasal sinus
3. Nasopharynx
4. Oropharynx (posterior third of the tongue)
5. Hypopharynx (pyriform fossa)
6. Thyroid gland (the papiilary type)

• Infraclavicular

1. Bronchogenic carcinoma
2. GIT (stomach, esophagus, colon)
3. Kidney & suprarenal gland
4. Prostate, ovary, testes

Baik kawan2, hafal ye. huhu

source: Buku Maher Zeiny part I

Earthquake

Earthquake in Greece

Tremor felt here at around 3.45pm 

Hope will be no aftereffect or tsunami

Nauzubillah~

"Ya Allah, hanya kepada-Mu kami berserah"