Love by giving

I want to give love and feel loved by giving more instead of receiving more.

scrolling bloggie

Bila dah lama x bukak blog, at one point when you scroll back your own blog you can see how much you have grown. from a rebel and hot tampered young lady to a wiser woman. haha. even the content of your story change somehow. but still just rumbling about my life nothing else. no big issues. no info ilmiah-ilmiah mahupon to promote any online shopping. hihi.

Now that i look back, rase nk tergelak kat diri sendiri pon ada. hahahah!! *laugh out loud* ... *but in silence*

Ok need to stop laughing coz it's hard to laugh in silence (if you know what i mean..) or else your daughter will become curious and start asking... "ummi, kenapa ummi gelak sorang- sorang?" (-_-)''

what is next?

salam,

can't wait to end housemenship but at the same time fear to face the fact that i'm entering the next phase of this profession. hmm.... i don't have the confidence and i am not perfect. anyhow, praying for a good future ahead. may Allah ease and guide my every steps. to Him i belong and to Him i return. 

*I'm now listening to old songs. my childhood songs. guess what song i'm listening to right now? 2 become 1 from spice girls! hahaha... oh what a memory. i love hearing to music, just that i'm not up to date to the new ones. :p

just a random post. 

Persiapan raya - ke ikea kiter

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah selesai urusan membeli belah perabot rumah di ikea hari ni. Kami plan balik kl minggu ni semata2 kerana nk ke ikea. Hehe. Semangat x my hubby. Die bile semangat datang mmg berkobar sungguh. Hehe. Selain nk shopping raya di ikea kami balik sb nk berbuka dgn famili coz since awal ramadhan x berpeluang lagi nk berkumpul dan iftar bersama. Tp apakan daya lepas iftar kne terus balik ke ipoh. Esok i oncall 😢 so now we're on our way back to ipoh. Alhamdulillah to sum up i think we really did spent our weekend wisely. Alhamdulillah. Tq abg teman syg balik ifter with famili and in return i teman u shopping di ikea. Hihi 😆

Persiapan raya - lampu raya!

Assalam,

Tahun ni masuk tahun ke 3 kami menginap di ipoh. Dan sepanjang itu x pernah kisah nk decorate rmh smpailah mak tegur, "raya tahun ni x nk tgk lampu kat living hall awk terjuntai2 lagi". Haha cuba bayangkan dah duduk 3 tahun tp lampu pon masih pakai bolb lamp dgn wayar terjuntai2. So raya tahun ni hubby n i berazam nk invest lebih sket utk home decoration. Hopefully ada penambahbaikkan drp tahun2 sebelumnya. Hehe. 

Ramadhan 2016: apa pencapaian fasa 1

ramadhan dah masuk hari ke 9, fasa pertama dah hampir tamat. pencapaianku? jauh sekali dr 'baik'. i think im failing. :( better keep up before im left behind. what will i get when ramadhan ends? astaghfirullahalaziim. Ya Allah Ya Rahman, engkau pemegang hati ini. teguhkan hatiku, kuatkan kepercayaanku kepada-Mu. 

stye again!

Untuk ke-ntah tatau berapa kalinya..... stye lagi!!!
With this condition how can i read? i can't even see properly. can't open my eyes properly. sakiiiiiit. T_T
I see water in my view. like when you're crying, you don't see sharp images. they all blurred. that's what i'm suffering from right now. but just that you can't wipe off the tears. :(

*me and my teary eye*

uwaaaaaaaa TT__TT

ops! jerawat. :o 

shiny2 tu sbb letak ointment yer bkn sbb muke i berminyak ok. *denial* hek3

dr hany

Dr Hany... ^^ surgeon plg baik pernah jumpe. ramai je lagi surgeon lain yg baik2 but i particularly like him the most. sejak dari 4th year lagi. he is very gentle and amazing at the same time. my sc murabbi once told me and the others, when you see good manner in someone and you liked it, you can pray to Allah to have someone with the same good attitude. and so, here i'm praying may Allah grant me a husband as soft and as lovely as him. aminnn. :)

Tgh2 tulis post ni keluar lagu The Chosen One by Maher Zain. then it came across my mind, kalau ade manusia yg baik seperti Dr Hany i can't imagine macam mana pula akhlak Rasulullah nabi junjungan kita. Insan yg memiliki sebaik2 akhlak. subhanallah... rindunya pada rasulullah! :')
Allah hummasoli'ala Muhammad, wa'ala alihi wasohbihiwassalam. 

dugaan ketika bertunang

F: selalunye org yg tunang ni byk dugaan, tp awk xde dgr pape pulak. - rare
Me: ooo yeke? Alhamdulillah :) *dlm kepala mind setting 'dugaan' tu mesti bile ade pihak ke-3 'ehem ehem' yg hadir di antara pasangan tunang ni.
H: she had hers. but just in a different way. *talk talk talk*...
Me & others: owwwhhh

Now i understand that the 'dugaan' masa tunang is NOT just when there's conflict with the 'lovey lovey' 3rd party but it can come in different ways too and inshaAllah we will fight to the end. yosh~! bertahan ye wahai diri n mr fiance.

Counting days.. may Allah ease ^.^

cuci di waktu cuti

Alhamdulillah hari ni ade jugak bende berfaedah yg awk buat selain melekat depan laptop tgk RM je. hehe. sgt hepi fridge da bersih suci murni seputih salju gitu.. hehe. 

 

Skg dah kemas baru ade feel sikit nk bkk fridge selalu. hehe. ^^

p/s: nk update pasal trip to bahriya tp mcm biasa sgt kurang rajin nk susun2 ayat n last2 x update terus. like what happened to the trip to spain. asek bertangguh smp skg x update pon. huhu. 

new books

Alhamdulillah buku yg ditempah tempoh hari da smpi :) bought 2 new books, the book of fikh wanita and wanita muslimah. currently reading the fikh wanita but had to stop reading for a while, bagi mberi laluan kepada exam yg bakal tiba. huhu. 

Next week, we the 6th year medical student of alexandria university are going to sit (sit? actually, we have to stand during the exam)  for another exam. but this time i'll be taking my exam in the surgery department. may Allah ease. wish us good luck! :)

chalazion former

After exm today, went to the ophthalmology department straight away to get treatment for my styes. I'm now on treatment for my current styes, Alhamdulillah. :) tapi ubat mata je da mencecah 50 genih. * long sigh* nvm, asalkn pulih. inshaAllah, amin~

an eye drop, an eye ointment and oral antibiotic capsules 

Alang2 da jumpe Dr ophthal yg baik so i asked him why do i have recurrent styes too frequent? Oh his name was Dr mohammed hassan by the way. And he answered, stye and chalezion occur due to retained secretion in the mebomian glands and there are some people who tend to get recurrent styes and they are called chalezion former. And they usually get them during summer time like now. Dont worry i expect it to resolve within maximally 10 days. But if it persist you may need to cut it open to drain.

Hoho. I was like.. there is such a thing as chalazion former eh? And definitely i'm one of them. Got styes too many time since last summer holiday. But dont say i'll get it each summer time. Malaysia dah la summer spjg tahun. X ke payah klu spjg thn nk naik ketumbit? Hoho. mintak dijauhkn! moga ini yg terakhir, and not any more. it's painful and i dont like having it again. =(

cerdik lg bijak

My cutie pie darwisy da pandai 'mengemas'. love how he put those balls into the box. pandai lagi bijak my little nephew. you're growing up & developing well, Alhamdulillah :)

home library

When reading this post (luangkn masa utk mbaca) from amalina peter, i remembered my childhood days. every week daddy will take us to the public library and had us spend the whole day in the library just to read books. later we had (it's a must) to borrow at least a book from the library to take home and of course to be read. but unluckily the little me was too lazy to take benefit from what daddy had done. his effort was to make sure that his cute daughters and son will love reading books. but i had never did it properly and the outcome is the present me who's not really into books. what a waste and now i regret it. dad im so sorry for being a lazy kid. =(

Utk tebus kesalahan hanis, i'll make sure to teach my children (ur grandchildren) to love books, inshaAllah! hee =D

Rumah idaman sy adalah a house with a mini library. one like this...

I'll make my dream house a dream come true, inshaAllah. :)

home you go

One box ready to be send home. 

May you reach malaysia safely my lovely american legend. hehe

#shipping #cargo

new year project

Tadaa~!

I'm currently on a new project this year and it is called crochet. hehe. it is somewhat similar to knitting but it's not knitting. you use the same wool yarn but different kind of needle and it is called the crochet hook.

This is new to me. never once i do crochet before. and so it's a new experience for me. right now i'm still a beginner. i only know very few basic things and would like to know more. for start i'm only practising on one type of stitch, which is the double chain, cross over just to train my hands on the crochet. right now i'm still having difficulty on coordinating both hands with the crochet hook and the yarn but soon improving. hee.

A special thanks to my cute sensei, hajar kawaii for teaching me. i'll be your good student okay sensei? hehe. ^^

mesh up payphone

Currently addicted to this song. ---> payphone/telephone/call me maybe
One of my favourite mesh up from sam tsui. Hey sam tsui you never failed to make me fall in love with your mesh-ups. you screwed the songs so well and i loved it! ^^

No body said it was easy

Alhamdulillah just finished with my 11th semester exams last thursday and tomorrow i will be stepping into my very final semester in this school of medicine. wow how time flies that even i didn't noticed it passed by so quickly. when looking back to the years that has gone, i can't even imagine how i managed to get pass through the roughness of the road taken. no body said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. but yet i manage to let myself into the final sem, means i can do it even if it's so so so hard, and i will finish this strong. chaiyok3! you only left less than a year to go, so don't give up!

p/s: to Mr You-Know-Who, gidalyeo? =)  

ten months from now

You only have less than a year to complete your degree in medicine. 

I guess 6 years was not that long after all. 

Lets strive successfully. 

All the best! ^.< 

p/s: it was raining heavily and the wind was blowing wildly a while ago that force us to cancel our plan on going to the forum of "hakikat syiah" tonight. sadly. but its okay, might be that Allah is protecting us from harm? Allah knows best. :) 

target of today

Alhamdulillah dah dpt sup panas sama teh tarik! ^_^
Ok dah boleh sambung study dgn rajin nyaa..

For today, i'm targeting on finishing 7 topics of the toxic but till now i only finished 2 of them. got 5 more to be completed. chaiyok3 hanis! tonight i'm attending the forum on the topic of "Hakikat Syiah" and so i need to make sure to finish all the 7 topics before 7 pm. go hanis go! All the best :)