story of a doctor's struggle

Found this on fb and thought it was interesting. so i'm sharing it here ;)

STORY OF A DOCTOR'S STRUGGLE

She was in 12th!!!
I was in 12th,
She got B.COM!!!
I got Bachelor of Medicine and Surgery, - Yaaaahoooooo!
She got M.COM!!!
I was doing Bachelor of Medicine and Surgery, -Oh nooooooo! :( 
She got MBA!!!
I was still doing Bachelor of Medicine and Surgery, - Impossible!!!
She got married!!!
I completed Bachelor of Medicine and Surgery & started as MEDICAL OFFICER, - I don't want to be alive ;-(
She became a mother!!!
I was preparing for Fellowship part 1, - Life goes on and I have decided to live single forever
Her daughter is in class1
I m writing my Fellowship exam, -Her daughter is quite cute :-) 
Her daughter passed 10th
I completed my Fellowship, - God!! I'm still young!!! B-)
Today is my WEDDING & Her Daughter is my WIFE.
This is the Happiest moment of my life :-D :-D

LOVE IS ALWAYS SUCCESSFUL! :-P


Well yes of course medicine is cruel for giving us struggles and hard times. during our time in medical school, we may missed a lot of lifetime chances and seems to be left some steps behind others, but at the end of the day Allah will give us something so much better, if only we have faith in Him. so lets have faith in Allah and insha-Allah you will find that being a medical student isn't that bad after all. ;p


Best wishes for tomorrow's imtihan my fellow 6th year's friends. may Allah make it easy for us to face the exam and may He gives us a fluent tongue and a clear mind, inshaAllah. robbuna yusahhil ;)

be happy to serve

Wealth and children are (but) adornment of the worldly life. But the enduring good deeds are better to your Lord for reward and better for (one's) hope. 

[Al-Kahf 18:46]

Don't ever get tired of doing good deeds. although sometimes it may seems hard to cope with a painful situation but inshaAllah there's always rewards for your hard work and patience in doing amal kebajikan. 

Don't give up on Allah because there's always hope for you :)

terkelu dan terkedu. oh! aku rindu

Mak, "Nnt hanis blk da nk kawen. kejap je hanis nk duduk dgn mak lagi. xpela, elok la perempuan kawen awal. mak pon da makin tua, da x larat nk jaga hanis."

Ya Allah sebaknya rasa hati bila dgr kata-kata itu drp mak. Mak nape ckp mcm tu. sedih hanis. sepatutnya skg hanis la pulak jaga mak abh. sampai hanis dah besar pon mak masih fikir utk jaga hanis. tapi hanis, pernah fikir x nk jaga mak abh?

Ya Allah ampunkn dosa-dosaku, ampunkan dosa-dosa kedua ibu bapaku dan kasihanilah meraka sebagaimana mereka mengasihani aku dari aku kecil hinggalah aku dewasa.

Mak abh, hanis saaaaaangat sayang mak dan abah. hanis tau x mungkin mampu utk hanis balas jasa mak abh tapi harap hanis x akn pernah lupa siapalah dua insan yg byk mendidik, membela, membesarkan hanis. hanis doakan agar Allah sentiasa pelihara mak dan abah di dunia mahupun di akhirat. dan hanis berharap kita sekeluarga dapat sama2 berkumpul semula di syurga kelak, insyaAllah :')

Saat menulis post ini, air mata jatuh berjurai2. rindunye pada mak. mak maafkan hanis. byk salah silap hanis pd mak n abah tapi mak abah x pernah benci hanis. ampunkan hanis. hanis sayang dan rindu mak abah. terlalu syg dan terlalu rindu!

Doaku buat ibu dan abahku selalu. sentiasa dlm doaku.
Love you mum n dad. forever and always. :')

~The Apple of My Eye~

Ni je gambar latest yg ade. Daku ingin pulang~~

four months

Someone asked me, "ape perasaan lepas jadi tunang org?"

I answered, "hmmm rase biasa je. why?"

The person went... =.=! xde perasaan budak ni..

My question is should i felt different? and if the answer is yes, why is that? haha.

Well it's logic to not feel different, after all it does not change anything to my life, well i mean major changes. i'm still me, still going to the same school (alone), still doing the same busy daily routine (alone), still living by myself and still taking care of me, just me. so how do you expect me to feel different? haha. 

But..... just so you know...

It might not feel different before and after being a fiancee to my fiance but one thing i'm sure for most is that i felt more at peace after knowing him, and i'm glad i found him. =)

Happy FOUR months Mr fiance~!

I'm happy to have you as part of my life :)

Four months and counting~~

May Allah ease our way. praying for the best. ^^

respect

Source of the parody:: Forum suara mahasiswa

You ask for respect from others when even yourself do not respect them, then how do you expect people to respect you? Paku dulang paku serpih, mengata orang dia yang lebih.

How could you compare people by their educational background?? so arrogant of you. and ask people to respect you just because you are older than them. that is not how you teach manners to the young generations. through showing kindness and good attitude, simply you can educate them about manners. no need all those tellings. you speak too much, you make mistakes much more. say when it is necessary otherwise remain silence. Beware of words, they may harm you. terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya.

One more thing, just because they are younger then you and less education background than you don't assume they are stupid and you are clever than them. give them chance to speak their mind and hear them out. maybe their opinions are far much better than yours.

So be nice to everyone. Small gestures can go a long way B-)

mensyukuri nikmat tubuh bdn

Last thursday, we had a small discussion, the ladies garden on an interesting topic of 'penawar bagi hati'.
Alhamdullillah byk yg dikupas, especially on the aspect of 'zina', on how our parts of the body could lead us to zina and also how to appreciate nikmat anggota badan yg Allah kurniakn from head to toes. utk bersyukur akn nikmat Allah it's easy actually, but many of us failed to do including me. :(

By doing good with our anggota tulang empat kerat ni and avoid using it for bad things is enough to show our gratitude to the Creator. so friends, always show you are happy with the nikmat given to you by using both hands to help people, both legs to go to nice places, both eyes to see Allah's creations, both ears to listen to good news, use the mouth to speak good words and use the other parts of our body wisely and avoid doing sins with them. inshaaAllah you'll be blessed! :)

Not to forget, each time during wudhu', make it a habit to make du'a on every part you wash.
Say, "Ya Allah, hilangkanlah zulmah (kegelapan) pd anggota-ku ini"

Ya Allah hilangkanlah zulmah pada wajahku dan serikn lah ia dgn nur iman-Mu  
Ya Allah hilangkanlah zulmah pada tanganku dan serahkanlah buku amalanku kelak dgn tgn kananku bkn tgn kiriku
Ya Allah hilangkanlah zulmah pada ubun2ku dan mudahkanlah keluarnya rohku
Ya Allah hilangkanlah zulmah pada telingaku
Ya Allah hilangkanlah zulmah pada kakiku dan tetapkanlah ia atas titian sirat-Mu 

And after finished taking wudhu, recite the doa slps wudhu.

Moga2 kita terpelihara drp melakukan kejahatan dgn anggota tubuh kita. ingatlah, sesungguhnya setiap nikmat itu adalah pinjaman Allah buat kita di bumi ini dan kelak kita akan dikembalikn kpd Sang Maha Pencipta. maka peliharalah diri sebaiknya mudah2an kita dpt mempersembahkan yg terbaik di hadapan Allah kelak, inshaAllah :)

love and sacrifice

Antara cinta dan pengorbanan, antara konvo dan perkahwinan, manakah satu pilihan hati?

I say... i choose both. both are important to me. i lived knowing medicine for almost 6 years. i've planned to attend my convocation ceremony since 6 years ago and that means convocation is a big event for me. same goes to the upcoming wedding. unfortunately i can only choose one but not both and that what makes me feel very sad about. thinking of holding the wedding earlier, but i didn't get the permission from 'the final decision maker boss' and to postpone the wedding isn't a very cleaver idea anyway. for me to choose between two important things in my life isn't an easy task. why can't i choose to have both? 

Time is running out and im still in the early phase of making decision with no progress. to be honest, im starting to get bored of thinking about the wedding and all it's possible consequences that follows. and i hope not to think about it. so people, can you help me with not talking to me about weddings or at least not this time. i don't want to talk about it and i wish to take a little rest from it. im stressed and i need an escape. i promise i'll come back to it when i'm all fine and when i'm done sorting things out. thank you for your understanding. i appreciate it a lot. :)

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::Teman Pengganti:: Sedap suara Black. terjatuh hati pulak. hehe. =D

Happy 11th anniversary Legislatures. it had been 11 years since i first set foot in semashur. =O and now we are all grown up, having new jobs, new family and making names across the universe. but nobody knows who we were and how we started. only we know the beginning to the story. what a history :)

Seriously, im sick

Im not in the mood of talking about marriage right now. Haha. Boleh x. Pk pon malas da. Can you give me a break. I'll come back when im done with school.
But u cant and that is so making me miserable.
Im having a serious heart problem. Can anyone save me?

new year project

Tadaa~!

I'm currently on a new project this year and it is called crochet. hehe. it is somewhat similar to knitting but it's not knitting. you use the same wool yarn but different kind of needle and it is called the crochet hook.

This is new to me. never once i do crochet before. and so it's a new experience for me. right now i'm still a beginner. i only know very few basic things and would like to know more. for start i'm only practising on one type of stitch, which is the double chain, cross over just to train my hands on the crochet. right now i'm still having difficulty on coordinating both hands with the crochet hook and the yarn but soon improving. hee.

A special thanks to my cute sensei, hajar kawaii for teaching me. i'll be your good student okay sensei? hehe. ^^

do good and find peace

And said, "If you do good, you do good for yourselves; and if you do evil, you do it to yourselves." 

[Al-Asra' 17:7]

It's friday people, lets recite Al-Kahfi shall we? And make more du'a to ourselves, our parents, family, brothers and sisters in Palestine, Syiria and others. May Allah put peace into our hearts, inshaAllah. Happy Friday!

wish to post more and more

So many things to update in here but my time is very limited. what a heartache. this final semester, it's tough, tiring, rushing and too much to study. sorry bloggie if i'm kinda like abandoning you. trust me, to put an effort on you is my wish but my busy hectic life won't allow me. byaneyeou