third step

Alhamdulillah, it went on smoothly and the juries said YES! Alhamdulillah. congratulation on the acceptance =) Indeed, you deserve an applause *clap3*

InsyaAllah we will plan for the next steps ahead. May Allah help us in every step we took n will take and give His blessings always.

one step closer......♥

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the guilt inside me

i'm having this guilt inside me...
huh! felt guilty but still too stubborn to forgive. =.=

"....and when they are angry they forgive." [As-Syura::37]

antara ego dan iman..... timbanglah dgn baik

Hanis, sdgkn nabi ampunkn umat. sdgkn Allah ampunkn hamba2-Nya. siapalah kamu utk hidup bermegah di atas muka bumi Tuhan?

Wahai hati, berilah sedikit ruang utk aku memaafkn.

cinta muka buku islamic version

found this video on my sister's fb. i think i like this version of the song cinta muka buku more than the original one. huhu. at least it gives us some moral values. enjoy!

countdown :: four days to go =)

biasa-biasa saja

"Cintailah kekasihmu dengan biasa-biasa saja, kerana boleh jadi suatu hari nanti dia akan menjadi sesuatu yang kamu benci, dan bencilah sesuatu yang tidak kamu sukai dengan biasa-biasa saja, kerana boleh jadi suatu hari nanti dia akan menjadi sesuatu yang kamu sukai."

I remember feeling some dislike towards you back then during school life although i don't have any specific reason for that. haha. truly SORY! ;p

countdown --> f.i.v.e days to go!

love and sacrifice

she's really a good woman. well, it's true Allah will give you what you ask for. if you ask and search for good surely Allah will help you.

"Aku adalah seperti sangkaan hambaKu"

Actually this isn't the first time i heard this kind of story. i have an acquaintance who shared her love story that is somewhat similar to this, and i was so amazed and inspired by her that i was too keeping the spirit to become like her. and now i'm looking forward to having my love story to be told like hers :)

"Allah listens to a sincere heart ♥

dan sememangnya bila kita nakkan Cinta Allah... Dia akan minta dari kita benda yang kita sayang untuk dikorbankan. barulah Allah akan membalas cintaNya, kerana Allah nak kita Cinta Dia lebih dari segala-segalanya..." Sarah Mohd Rashid

Kak sarah, you had always been my inspiration. TQ

dear sweet:potato, happy [1]year [1]month [1]week [1]day birthday! ^_^

speak to improve oneself

i don't like people telling me what to do when at the same time they are doing just the same thing that they tell others not to do and give excuses for why they are doing it so that they won't look like the bad ones. for me, if you really speak to admonished then make sure that the first person who will get the message is yourself. if you speak only for the sake to improve others but not yourself, that's jealousy and envy.

lazy me

since entering neuropsychiatry round i've been a bit lazy on studies. this is not good, totally not. l need to gain back my strength. ganbare! chaiyok3!! 

morning at costa

the day after the obgyn end-posting exam.......

enjoying my hazelnut hot choc with portifillo..(?) haha couldn't remember the name. hehe. but what can i say, "i feel good~" ^^

hopes for a brighter day

everytime i remember how we met n went through the journey, i will smile at myself and say, "what a miracle this is" :)

may Allah help us always through this journey of life and gives us His blessings. And may this effort of us be part of our investment for the hereafter, insyaAllah :)

hoping for a brighter day ahead

nafkah is fully husband's responsibility

something that i would like to share especially to husband-to-be. may this help us to understand a little about the difference between what's called nafkah and when is it possible for husband to use wife's money. hope we won't do something that is haram without knowing it's haram.

i'm studying

Love it when i open multiple books at once. Thats mean i'm studying. Not just studying but actually studying.

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the plan

About 3 weeks left before you come to visit. hehe. looking forward for that. hopefully what was planned will come true insyaAllah. benda baik insyaAllah Allah tolong. hopefully this is a good n right choice.
may the business when on smoothly, insyaAllah, amin..

looking forward to 16 sept 2012. (cuti satu malaysia beb). hahaha

the power of words

Dunno why, but since morning i got the feeling that Allah is trying to give me His signs. i was depressed yesterday. it was a long tough day and i got a bit irritated and without i even realized i was sumwut blaming and complaining bout this hectic life of mine. how rude and arrogant am i towards My Lord. and today, i felt like many things that i read, that i heard was pointing to me. it stabbed me straight to the heart the very moment my friend preach about how we should stop complaining on everything.

Yeah, i was wrong. i was simply wrong towards myself. haven't God had told you that He is what His servant's assumptions? (Aku adalah seperti sangkaan hamba-Ku). actually it's the power of words that matters, coz words are DO'A. if you always says good things, in other means you are asking to God good things for you but if you often says bad things, actually you are requesting bad things for yourselves.

so lets us improve on our daily speech and conversations. instead of saying bad things or complaining much, how about changing it into good ones so that hopefully good things happen to us each time and everyday of our lives, insyaAllah =)

~in the hopes for a better me

pencari cinta

Ya Allah, 

Jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintai-Mu

Ya Muhaimin, 

Jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu

Ya Rabbana,

Jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada-Mu

Ya Rabbul Izzati,

Jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu

Ya Allah,

Jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi keindahan bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhir-Mu

Ya Allah,

Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu

Ya Allah,

Jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu

Ya Allah,

Peliharalah hatiku dan kesucian cintaku demi Mu Ya Rabbi

Seandainya susah, permudahkanlah; andainya haram, sucikanlah; dah andainya jauh dekatkanlah.....

the secrets of pyramids

Subhanallah, kagum dengan ilmu dan kepakaran yg telah Allah kurniakan kepada manusia tamadun awal dunia. sejarah membuktikan bahawa tiada penambahbaikan dlm ketamadunan dan kemajuan seperti yg sering diwar-warkan. hakikatnya, kemajuan telah lama dikecapi sejak berjuta tahun yg lalu tetapi musnah kerana kemegahan dan keangkuhan manusia terhadap Allah. inilah roda kehidupan dan pusingan masa. belajarlah daripada sejarah dan muhasabahlah diri. semoga sejarah mengajar kita utk lebih mengenali Yg Maha Pencipta.

p/s: to you i cherished, i will always want to accept you just the way you are as long as you are my destiny. =)

giving up the ball

still thinking..... to whom shud i give up the ball? 

tot of returning it back to you, but im pretty much sure you even hate to face me again and after all, we ain't friends nemore. don't even think you will want to see me. but sooner or later i must let go of the ball. tot of just keeping it since it's unique, but think things may get worse if i keep on keeping it. even every now and then ppl still ask about you n me. felt sumwut discomfort. and for some reason, i don't want ppl to think that way. simply just don't.

this is how i was born

This is my history......

When others prefer to have head first out, i decided to have my butt first instead. hehe. actually my mum told me that i was born by a breech presentation. it was dangerous, but i felt lucky to be among the 3.5% people who bravely took the risk on their birth day to welcome the world by feet first instead of head. hehe. maybe it's because i was too eager to step on the ground with my two tiny feet. who knows. ;D

And myb because of this birth history of mine, my dad named me by HANIS which means 'brave'.. (if i was not mistaken. remember finding it somewhere in the book of himpunan nama-nama)

Glad and thankful to Allah that i was given the chance to face the world and live up to this point. Alhamdulillah ^_^

p/s: sorry to those who cannot understand even a single thing this guy is explaining. not your fault. just that the theories aren't meant for you guys.  

the best role model

We always said that Rasulullah SAW is the best role model. but do we really make him the role model of our life? do we follow his sunnah? too bad we didnt :(

So let us start taking his good roles and make it part of our life style. 

May we live a healthy life like our dearest Rasulullah SAW do, InsyaAllah :)

p/s: i'm glad i met you. may Allah make our path an easy one iA =)

hidup itu ujian

hidup ni meaningless melainkn kpd org2 yg tahu erti sebenar dan matlamat sebenar dia hidup. hidup ini ujian. oleh sbb itulah kita sering ditimpa kesusahan. andai kata hidup ini sentiasa indah tanpa pernah ada kesusahan melanda maka apakah tujuan kita melalui kehidupan? ingatlah bahawasanya kita hidup kerana ALLAH. kerana kita akan kembali kpd Allah. itulah tujuan hidup.

lately im feeling a bit down and stressed out. and the very part i hate the most is when i start blaming others for things i couldnt accept. things like, why did you do this and not that. why you must do that, you should do this. why you do it when actually you are the one hating me doing it last time. etc...

this actions, this questions im asking inside me, they are all there because im selfish. im arrogant. i forgot that life isnt just about satisfactions. but life is about going through all the struggles with open hearts, with hopes for pleasing Allah and not myself.

Ya Tuhan kami, limpahknlah kesabaran kpd kami dan matikanlah kami dlm keadaan muslim (berserah diri kpd-Mu)

si hensem

bukan setakat hensem but also cute n seksi! hehe.

Tp andainya suamiku kelak ditakdirkn bukan lah sorg Al-Tahfiz, asalkn akhlaknya sempurna dan pegangannya Al-Quran & As-Sunnah sudah cukup buatku. mudah2an termakbul doaku ini. amin =)

Dr. Haytham in memories

Setiap yg hidup pasti akan merasai mati... Kalau beberapa tahun yg lalu warga Iskandariah telah digemparkn dgn berita pemergian Dr Farid Fathy El-Gebaly, pada hari ini sekali lagi kita kehilangan seorang guru, tokoh ilmuan yg byk berjasa mencurahkn segala ilmu di dada iaitu Dr. HAYTHAM. Kehadirannya dirasai, pemergiannya ditangisi. Semoga setiap ilmu yg dicurahkn kita manfaatkn sepenuhnya. Semoga Allah mengampuni dosa-dosanya, serta semoga rohnya ditempatkn dlm kalangan org2 beriman. Al-Fatihah~

<You are always in our hearts>

keep the faith

Dr slalu on call, jarang ada kat rumah, so...

1)masa bersama dgn anak kurang
2)jarang duk dapur. asek makan lua je, lama2 X PANDAI MASAK
3)rumah xde sape nak kemas
4)org lain holiday, dr bz keje.
5)nerd
6)dll.


uhuk2. ini ke masalah yg dialami oleh Doktor2 seluruh dunia? patutla byk doktor yg x kawen kot. their life is devoted only to work. 


Nehh,, dun look at the bad side of it. say to yourself, nothing is impossible. you can do it. you will get through it. keep the faith! ^_~

1 year!

happy birthday! ^^

happy to have you for one whole year :)

hoping to make more memories with you in the coming years (",)

smileee

Hating someone is like drinking the poison yourself and wanting someone else to die. Don't hate, don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile :)

Fakta-fakta tentang wanita

1.Bila seorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih..., tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata, itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2.Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3.Wanita susah untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayangi (karena itu banyak wanita yang patah hati bila hubungannya putus di tengah jalan).

4.Jika seorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di pikirannya walaupun ketika itu dia sedang bersama dengan lelaki lain.

5.Bila lelaki yang dia cintai merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6.Wanita memang menyukai pujian tetapi selalu tidak tahu cara menerima pujian.

7.Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang menyukai kamu setengah mati, tolak cintanya dengan lembut, jangan berkasar dengannya karena ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tidak akan tahu bila dia telah membuat keputusan, dia akan melakukan apa saja.

8.Jika seorang gadis sedang menjauhkan diri darimu setelah kamu tolak cintanya, biarkan dia untuk seketika. Jika kamu masih ingin menganggap dia seorang kawan, cubalah tegur dia secara perlahan-lahan.

9.Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa. Muzik, puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10.Jangan sesekali beritahu kepada perempuan tentang apa yang membuat mereka langsung merasa tidak berguna.

Looking at myself as a woman, i guess these facts are somewhat true..

And for fact No. 4, in my opinion, although she remembers the other guy, but that doesn't mean she's being untrue to the one she's with now. it's just that it's hard for her to fully forget the past, especially her first love. but of all the love she has, she will never want to betray the love of her life. =)

beautifully imperfect

[11.11.11]
Alhamdulillah my blog is now 11months and 4weeks old. it's nearly a year. too many memories i treasured here. the sadness and sorrows, the happiness and joys, the hopes and wishes, the thanks and glads, the apologies and forgiveness, and many more. may you be my best storybook forever :)

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"In the end, that these small things that you remember, the little imperfections that make them perfect for you. I hope one day you too find yourselves life partners who are as beautifully imperfect as your father was to me."

I once asked my opah, 

"opah, ini cincin apa?"

"cincin tunang"

"ini tanda apa?"

"hasbullah"

My opah maybe old and forgetful, but what moves me was how she can clearly remember the love of her life even though he had gone long. hope that one day i too find myself a life partner who are beautifully imperfect to me.

matruh siwa

Alhamdulillah, after having a two days one night trip to matruh and siwa i was finally home the night before raya. it was tiring, full of adventures and survivals but on top of all, it was superb! 2 nights of an inadequate sleep, 2 days of no bath, 2 days of an unorganized meal time, hours of sitting on the coaster, and a too hard to find with long ques toilets was terribly unaccepted but the experience gained paid off all pains. hehe. the best part of the trip was the roller-coaster feeling ride of safari and the chance of living in a badwi's village and sleeping in the tent in the middle of the desert. harsh but awesome. (^_^)v

Hamam Cleopatra. 

The big stone you see in the middle of the sea was the place where Cleopatra used to take her bath.

The statue of Cleopatra.

A short story about Cleopatra, she was one of the Egyptian ruler. She had ruled Egypt for some time before Egypt finally fall into the hand of Rome. She had married twice, the first was with her elder brother while the second was with her younger brother. And according to history, there were 2 standpoint of how she died. opinion 1 says that she was bitten by a snake on her way to Rome while opinion 2 stated that she killed herself after been captured by Rome.

One of the beach in Matruh.

Next, we went for safari in the middle of the Sahara desert. We had a ride in the jeep and it felt like having a roller coaster ride in the middle of the desert. hehe.

Only us were there in the desert.

Firah wa rus.. delicious! we had 3x of firah and each time we got 1/4 of a chicken. if you multiple by 3, meaning we ate 3/4 of a chicken only in two days. amazing how arabian can eat that much of a chicken. hehe.  

The hot spring. 

Siwa is a desert, but because of the hot springs it owned that make it a place of living.

A picture of the siwa original villagers having a maghrib prayer in the middle of the desert. 

Islam is a simple religion. You may hv your prayer anywhere in the world :)

This is the tent where we had our one night sleep in the desert. 

To tell you the truth, night in the sahara was totally cold. chills up to the bone!

The toilet. nice kn? hehe.

A monumen that tells the history of siwa.

This was the main entrance of the place of worshiping the god of Amon once upon a time.

Kolam Cleopatra.

Its water was so clear you can even see the bottom of it. 

Jabal Al-Dukrur.

Shali.

You can see the whole view of the village from the top of Shali.

Jabal Al-Mauta, The Mountain of the Dead.

Lastly, we went to the East West Restaurant before heading back to Alexandria.

What caught my eyes the most was its billboard. Usually people will tell others when they have other branches but in case of this restaurant, they tell others when they do not have other branch apart of the restaurant itself. very honest of them. hehe.

After lunch, we headed straight back to Alexandria and reached Alex around 10 pm. Alhamdulillah.

That's all for my trip to Matruh n Siwa.

Enjoy the Eid! ^_~

selamat hari raya aidil adha!

maaf zahir batin semua :)

mak abah lynn... selamat menunaikan haji.

along angah mira kak wa.. selamat berhari raya di malaysia!

take care semua walau di ceruk dunia mana pun anda berada

ingat ni baik-baik.. i mish u all much3!! luv ya all. muax <3

silence is a loudest cry

okay... this is true. tp apsal gambar latar die gambar laki ngeng? xseswai la weh. ok, ignore the background. focus ur eyes only on the wordss.. ngehee~

dun worry

Coz not everyone is meant to stay in your life forever. Sometimes they are only there long enough to teach you the lesson that you needed to learn..

cincin oh cincin

si A: cik aidoru, sape masuk meminang?
**sambil 4 biji mata memandang ..

aidoru: haha. ni mesti sbb pakai cincin kn. 
(dlm hati.. erkk, ape nk jawab)
**mereka tertawa saja~~

Dr husein, Dr husein...

31.10.11
student: Dr Husein, when will we present the assignment?
Dr Husein: you will present tomorrow because i will not be around on wednesday n thursday.
student: tomorrow??

**rushiing2, skipped class.. stayed up only for the assignment..........

1.11.11
student: Dr Shaimaa, is Dr Husein around? we suppose to present the assignment with him today.
Dr Shaimaa: He told me you didn't make any appointment with him today.
students: huh?! *puzzled*

oh! mesir tanah ternaik tekanan darahku.. sabo je la.

The operating system: Husband 1.0

Hehe. the idea is brilliant. but what most important is to understand the message. good luck madam!

the baby with beautiful big eyes

The boy i met today was TOTALLY CUTE! his eyes i admired the most. so bulat woo! and the way he stares with those beautiful eyes... so innocent n cute. hehe.

Dear baby, may you live a wonderful life even though a part of you is sick. being sick doesn't make you weak. so stay strong baby! if you can lived up till now, sure you can make it to the end. don't give up on life. find miracles in it instead =)

lots of love from dukturah hans <3

ahlan ya Mecca

::23102011::
Mum dad and the lil' one, lynn... have a safe journey to mecca. may your Hajj will be accepted by The Only God The Almighty... haji mabrur insyaAllah :)

Ya Allah, selamatkanlah perjalanan pergi dan pulang ibu bapa dan adikku ke tanah suci mekah. semoga Engkau menerima ibadah mereka. Dan peliharalah meraka di mana jua mereka berada. amin.. 

sepanjang hidup

Comel pulak tgk videoclip lagu ni. ::sepanjang hidup::
the sence was from a house of a single man, to a married couple up to having kids. how sweet is that. hehe

Mudah-mudahan kita dipertemukan Allah dgn cinta hati kita yg tulus ikhlas cintanya demi Yg Maha Pencipta

andai bukan dia

¸.•❤• Hatiku terpikat padanya kerana DIN yang ada pada dirinya, hingga ia terpancar pada TINGKAH LAKU dan PERIBADINYA lalu menarik perhatian jiwa ini untuk MENDEKATINYA.. Namun hakikat HASRAT itu akhirnya terpaksa DILUPAKAN selama-lamanya, kerana mungkin ini sekadar UJIAN untuk hatiku dan DUGAAN untuk jiwaku..¸.•❤•

ya ALLAH..

~✿ Bila kehadiranku mengganggu hatinya, tidak membawa kebaikan padanya, maka Kau pisahkanlah kami biarpun kami terluka..

~✿ Bila aku tidak layak dan bukan yang terbaik untuknya, maka Kau jauhkanlah aku darinya..

~✿ Bila bukan aku yang tertulis untuk melengkapkan separuh dari agamanya, maka jarakkan kami agar tidak timbul rasa yang mengundang kecewa…

the story of us

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, How we met and the sparks flew instantly. People would say they're the lucky ones. I used to know my spot was next to you. Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat. Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on. Oh, a simple complication, Miscommunications lead to fallout. So many things that I wish you knew. So many walls up, I can't break through.


Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room. And we're not speaking. And I'm dying to know, is it killing you, Like it's killing me. I don't know what to say since a twist of fate. When it all broke down. And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.


Next chapter


How'd we end up this way? See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy. And you're doing your best to avoid me. I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us. How I was losing my mind when I saw you here. But you held your pride like you should have held me. Oh I'm scared to see the ending. Why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how. I've never heard silence quite this loud.



Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room. And we're not speaking. And I'm dying to know, is it killing you, Like it's killing me. I don't know what to say since a twist of fate. When it all broke down. And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest Of who can act like they care less. But I liked it better when you were on my side. The battle's in your hands now. But I would lay my armor down If you'd say you'd rather love then fight. So many things that you wish I knew But the story of us might be ending soon.


Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room. And we're not speaking. And I'm dying to know, is it killing you, Like it's killing me. I don't know what to say since a twist of fate. When it all broke down. And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

You see, this song did mean something to me. it's kinda reflecting the situation i was once in. how i hoped for things to get along well, but it seemed so hard for that. and i guess it really did end at last. from a love story to a tragedy. we lost it. myb it was because we were never meant to be together. and now, im waving the white flag. stepping out of it and trying to start a NEW LIFE.. ouh, i remember challenging myself on that.

And now i think i've made it through, although a part of me still remembers the past. it's okay, time heals. so dun give up.

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When i hear this song, it reminds me of someone. the one who introduce me to this song. tak jiwang konon. wekk. haha :P but it was bcoz of you, i becoming to like it. Thanks for sharing :)

i guess songs do play their roles in creating memories. so lets create beautiful memories out of songs ;)

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red and black htcs

hey, did i ever mentioned i bought a new phone? hehe.

the same brand as before.. both are HTCs.. but this time it's incredible. what's so incredible bout it? bcoz it's an Incredible S. hehe. joking. nothing incredible. only that this time it's an android. previous was windows. alhamdulillah it's nicer than my late htc. more advanced i think. but (ade gak but tu. ish3 syukur2) the thing im not quite satisfied is that i cannot manage blog posts using the phone and i don't know why. so each time i feel like posting, it has to be with my laptop. and one more thing, i cannot shout in my shoutout box! that's kind of irritating coz i loove shouting there alone. hehe. and now that i cannot do it, so most of the time i shout on twitter. but it's kinda too open to shout out there, less privacy than shouting here i guess. hehe. nvm... but on top of all, im very3 thankful to Allah (Alhamdulillah), to my dad whose paying (hik!), to my along with his lovely wifey and the lil' lynn boy, also not to forget abg pit for accompanying me the night before my last day in malaysia to mines to buy this lovely new htc. its red. that's cool B-)

to my late htc.. thank you for your 2 years services. may you rest in peace! (^^)V

in memories... the black HTC

Apa makna cinta tanpa pengharapan hanya kpd Allah

CUKUPLAH AKU MENCINTAI DALAM DIAM ♥

Kalau kita sukakan seseorang, jangan beritahu si dia. Nanti Allah kurangkan rasa cinta padanya. Tapi luahkan pada Allah, beritahulah Allah. Allah Maha mengetahui siapa jodoh kita ..

Cintai dalam diam, dari kejauhan dengan kesederhanaan dan keikhlasan.

Jika benar cinta itu kerana ALLAH maka biarkanlah ia mengalir mengikut aliran ALLAH kerana hakikatnya ia berhulu dari ALLAH maka ia pun berhilir hanya kepada ALLAH.

"Dan segala sesuatu Kami ciptakan berpasang-pasangan supaya kamu mengingat kebesaran ALLAH." (Adz Dzariyat : 49)

Tetapi jika kelemahan masih nyata dipelupuk mata maka bersabarlah, berdoalah dan berpuasalah...

"Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina; sesungguhnya zina itu adalah satu perbuatan yang keji. Dan suatu jalan yang buruk." (Al Israa' : 32)

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang, Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya dan Dia telah menciptakan seseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu kelak.

Ketika kau merasa bahawa kau mencintai seseorang namun kau tahu cintamu tak terbalas, Allah SWT tahu apa yang ada di depanmu dan Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala yang terbaik untukmu.

Cukup cintai dalam diam...
bukan kerana membenci hadirnya... tetapi menjaga kesuciannya
bukan kerana menghindari dunia... tetapi demi meraih syurga-NYA
bukan kerana lemah untuk menghadapinya... tetapi menguatkan jiwa dari godaan syaitan yang begitu halus dan menyelusup

Cukup cintai dari kejauhan...
kerana hadirnya tiada kan mampu menjauhkan dari ujian
kerana hadirnya hanya akan menggoyahkan iman dan ketenangan
kerana hadirnya mungkin membawa kelalaian hati-hati yang terjaga

Cukup cintai dengan kesederhanaan...
kerana memupuknya hanya akan menambah penderitaan
kerana menumbuhkan harapan hanya akan membumbui kebahagiaan para syaitan

Cintailah dengan keikhlasan...
kerana tentu kisah Fatimah dan Ali Bin Abi Talib diingini oleh hati, tetapi sanggupkah jika semua berakhir seperti sejarah cinta Salman Al Farisi..??

".. boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. ALLAH mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (Al Baqarah : 216)

Jangan memberi harapan pada yang belum pasti, kelak ada insan yang bakal dilukai.
Jangan menaruh harapan pada yang belum tentu dimiliki, nanti hati yang kecewa sendiri.

Sebaliknya, gantunglah segenap pengharapanmu kepada Yang Maha Memberi. Nescaya dirimu tak sesekali dizalimi. Kerana Dia mendengar pengharapanmu setiap kali dan Dia menunaikannya dgn cara-Nya yang tersendiri.

Cukup cintai dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhaan dan keikhlasan, kerana tiada yang tahu rencana Tuhan. Mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan.

Kerana hati ini begitu mudah untuk dibolak-balikkan. Maka serahkan rasa itu pada Yang Memberi dan Memilikinya. Biarkan DIA yang mengatur semuanya hingga keindahan itu datang pada waktunya.

"Barangsiapa yang menjaga kehormatan orang lain, pasti kehormatan dirinya akan terjaga." (Umar Bin Khattab ra)

“Sesiapa sahaja yang memberi kerana Allah, menolak kerana Allah, mencintai kerana Allah, membenci kerana Allah dan menikah kerana Allah, maka bererti ia telah sempurna imannya.” 

(HR. Al-Hakim)

Ya Allah, sempurnakanlah imanku.....

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“You keep running after the love of the people, but you’ll never get it. And what you do get, will never be enough. The hole inside you is too big. You see, it was made by God for God. How could anything less fill it?” (Yasmin Mogahed)

::cinta terakhir::

doing sins are like nothing

kejamnya manusia akhir zaman

berzina itu dosa.. membunuh itu dosa..
wahai manusia, tidakkah kamu takut akan kemurkaan dan siksa api neraka Allah??
apabila hidup tidak melandaskan syiar Islam, tidak mengharapan keredhaan dan keampunan Allah, maka manusia akan berjalan megah menyombong di muka bumi Allah. nauzubillahuminzalik.
Ya Allah peliharalah kami dari dosa dan siksa api neraka-Mu Ya Allah..

advice for husbands & wives

advice for husbands... mercy n silence

advice for wives... smile always! ^_^

The princicle of marriage: worry about your obligations and forget about your rights

take care of the other side :)

wut the tutttt...!

gosh! i couldn't believe my eyes! was it true? really? really? or wut i saw was just an illusion? are they like glued together?! seriously, if my eyes don't lie.. i saw what i saw. okay myb it was an illusion. but but but... i can say it's like ALMOST all the pictures taken with hooked (ok admit, a bit hyper. hik3. don't bother) shoulders. im quite sad to see those act. yeah.. after all, the guy in the pic, he is someone close to me. or at least i may say, we were quite close back then. i mean close like very close. so i still cared for him. i don't expect him to... to... hmm you know what i mean? to.... what ever lah!

im very happy that they are back together. (siap LIKE lagi tu td). ngahahaha! but after seeing other photos, those 'hooked shouder' photos, i came to disliked it. i mean it is not that i dislike them to be together. im happy to see their happy faces. but the way they mingled, it's a bit too over. (for me lah, sorry to say).

selemah-lemah iman adalah membenci dgn hati. ouh, lemahnye iman =.=

Ya Allah, peliharalah aku, ibu bapaku, ahli keluargaku, saudara-saudaraku dan sahabat-sahabatku daripada gangguan dan bisikan syaitan. amin..

can cook but not handsome please!

it is best when you know your man can cook. (makes your life easier eh? hehe)

but i dont like the feeling of getting a handsome/hot guy, coz they aren't easy to be take care of. Ngaa! XP

new look

alhamdulillah, bilik kesayangan sudah berwajah baru! :)
with a new bookshelf yg berharga LE 234 (da tahun 5 baru nk beli rak buku ke kak. heh!)

the bookshelf

the room before

and after the reno..

the only difference btwn before and after, was only becoz of the bookshelf and the position of the desk. so xdela new look sgt pon. hik3

a boy vs a gentleman

i somewhat agree with this statement. huhu. i remember once experiencing a try-to-make-me-jealous situation. but to be honest, you don't need to do that dear coz by doing that you are actually making matter worse. sorry dear, that's not how to show love. absolutely not by trying to make your girl jealous. it doesnt work that way. only immature do that kind of act, while a wise man will make others jealous of his woman. and that's how you treat your sweetheart =)

life up to the fullnest

watch on youtube

something i found while facebook-walking yesterday. happy to share it here.. :)

burning spirit. hooyeaa~

target for this sem...

the very most important, i should improve my time management!!!!
disiplin diri itu penting. huhu

secondly, my diet. eat only nutritional foods. chocolates, ice creams, cakes, sweets, etc.... (gosh! i love all those stuffs) should be in limited amount. fast foods, junks.. should be the last thing you wish to have on earth. hoho. (smgt membara beb) fresh foods must be on the top of the list. healthy dietary habits generates healthy people with healthy brains. those 'retardrogenic' foods... please avoid it. hee~

lastly, but of course the most important thing is to always tajdid niat, being positive, husnuzon towards Allah and the mankind. hablumin Allah hablumi nan nas.

i need positive energy around me, to keep me 'alive' all the time.

say NO to negativity~
say NO to failing exams. haha (hate it! yucks!) >:(

tropmed part II

subhanallah.. what a fate! Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan hamba-Mu ini. Aku pohon andai rezekiku di langit, maka turunkanlah. andai rezekiku di bumi, maka keluarkanlah. dan jadikan aku hamba yg bersyukur. amin

the tropical medicine questions i answered just now was truly perghh a hardcore! hahaha!!! Dr fatma, why are you so mean to us? can't you just give us simple questions??? haha. *demanding*

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya telah aku berusaha yg terbaik. selebihnya aku berserah dan bertawakal kepada-Mu.

back in egypt

Alhamdulillah already back at home back in egypt. it's another year to face. im now officially fifth year student of medicine with one carry paper that i hope the debt will be paid off this sunday. huhu. pray for my success! Ya Allah, give me Your help and provide me with good strength. aminn.

today, it was a one day travel from malaysia, my home town to egypt, my second home . i boarded from klia airport this morning on the 7th October at 6.55am malaysia and arrived safely at home in Alexandria late at night of the 7th oct at 11.00pm egypt which is 5.00am malaysia. so approximately i traveled for one whole day! fuhhh... felt really exhausted right now. just thinking of the bed. huhu.

nite everyone! 

erk !

tercenggang gak la td. huhu. quite true, i didnt even had a glance of his face or a once talk-in-the-phone first before i decide to gv a space. hoho. gila berani mati la yu. what were you thinking in the first place huh? hahaha. bab kerja gila kasi kat hang. mmg pro la. hambik tercenggang sekali. hahahaha. all-iz-well, all-iz-well. keep the faith! >_^

sorry i lied

hari ni tetipu org lak. huhu. ops! sori tok, i lied to you. ngee. awat la hg p tanya ada blog ke dak. cek xmau jawab la. haish la.. kn da tetipu. huhuhu.

syuhhh!!!! jgn bgtau tok tau. make it our lil' secret. hehe