third step

Alhamdulillah, it went on smoothly and the juries said YES! Alhamdulillah. congratulation on the acceptance =) Indeed, you deserve an applause *clap3*

InsyaAllah we will plan for the next steps ahead. May Allah help us in every step we took n will take and give His blessings always.

one step closer......♥

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the guilt inside me

i'm having this guilt inside me...
huh! felt guilty but still too stubborn to forgive. =.=

"....and when they are angry they forgive." [As-Syura::37]

antara ego dan iman..... timbanglah dgn baik

Hanis, sdgkn nabi ampunkn umat. sdgkn Allah ampunkn hamba2-Nya. siapalah kamu utk hidup bermegah di atas muka bumi Tuhan?

Wahai hati, berilah sedikit ruang utk aku memaafkn.

cinta muka buku islamic version

found this video on my sister's fb. i think i like this version of the song cinta muka buku more than the original one. huhu. at least it gives us some moral values. enjoy!

countdown :: four days to go =)

biasa-biasa saja

"Cintailah kekasihmu dengan biasa-biasa saja, kerana boleh jadi suatu hari nanti dia akan menjadi sesuatu yang kamu benci, dan bencilah sesuatu yang tidak kamu sukai dengan biasa-biasa saja, kerana boleh jadi suatu hari nanti dia akan menjadi sesuatu yang kamu sukai."

I remember feeling some dislike towards you back then during school life although i don't have any specific reason for that. haha. truly SORY! ;p

countdown --> f.i.v.e days to go!

love and sacrifice

she's really a good woman. well, it's true Allah will give you what you ask for. if you ask and search for good surely Allah will help you.

"Aku adalah seperti sangkaan hambaKu"

Actually this isn't the first time i heard this kind of story. i have an acquaintance who shared her love story that is somewhat similar to this, and i was so amazed and inspired by her that i was too keeping the spirit to become like her. and now i'm looking forward to having my love story to be told like hers :)

"Allah listens to a sincere heart ♥

dan sememangnya bila kita nakkan Cinta Allah... Dia akan minta dari kita benda yang kita sayang untuk dikorbankan. barulah Allah akan membalas cintaNya, kerana Allah nak kita Cinta Dia lebih dari segala-segalanya..." Sarah Mohd Rashid

Kak sarah, you had always been my inspiration. TQ

dear sweet:potato, happy [1]year [1]month [1]week [1]day birthday! ^_^

speak to improve oneself

i don't like people telling me what to do when at the same time they are doing just the same thing that they tell others not to do and give excuses for why they are doing it so that they won't look like the bad ones. for me, if you really speak to admonished then make sure that the first person who will get the message is yourself. if you speak only for the sake to improve others but not yourself, that's jealousy and envy.

lazy me

since entering neuropsychiatry round i've been a bit lazy on studies. this is not good, totally not. l need to gain back my strength. ganbare! chaiyok3!! 

morning at costa

the day after the obgyn end-posting exam.......

enjoying my hazelnut hot choc with portifillo..(?) haha couldn't remember the name. hehe. but what can i say, "i feel good~" ^^

hopes for a brighter day

everytime i remember how we met n went through the journey, i will smile at myself and say, "what a miracle this is" :)

may Allah help us always through this journey of life and gives us His blessings. And may this effort of us be part of our investment for the hereafter, insyaAllah :)

hoping for a brighter day ahead

nafkah is fully husband's responsibility

something that i would like to share especially to husband-to-be. may this help us to understand a little about the difference between what's called nafkah and when is it possible for husband to use wife's money. hope we won't do something that is haram without knowing it's haram.

i'm studying

Love it when i open multiple books at once. Thats mean i'm studying. Not just studying but actually studying.

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the plan

About 3 weeks left before you come to visit. hehe. looking forward for that. hopefully what was planned will come true insyaAllah. benda baik insyaAllah Allah tolong. hopefully this is a good n right choice.
may the business when on smoothly, insyaAllah, amin..

looking forward to 16 sept 2012. (cuti satu malaysia beb). hahaha

the power of words

Dunno why, but since morning i got the feeling that Allah is trying to give me His signs. i was depressed yesterday. it was a long tough day and i got a bit irritated and without i even realized i was sumwut blaming and complaining bout this hectic life of mine. how rude and arrogant am i towards My Lord. and today, i felt like many things that i read, that i heard was pointing to me. it stabbed me straight to the heart the very moment my friend preach about how we should stop complaining on everything.

Yeah, i was wrong. i was simply wrong towards myself. haven't God had told you that He is what His servant's assumptions? (Aku adalah seperti sangkaan hamba-Ku). actually it's the power of words that matters, coz words are DO'A. if you always says good things, in other means you are asking to God good things for you but if you often says bad things, actually you are requesting bad things for yourselves.

so lets us improve on our daily speech and conversations. instead of saying bad things or complaining much, how about changing it into good ones so that hopefully good things happen to us each time and everyday of our lives, insyaAllah =)

~in the hopes for a better me

pencari cinta

Ya Allah, 

Jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintai-Mu

Ya Muhaimin, 

Jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu

Ya Rabbana,

Jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada-Mu

Ya Rabbul Izzati,

Jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu

Ya Allah,

Jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi keindahan bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhir-Mu

Ya Allah,

Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu

Ya Allah,

Jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu

Ya Allah,

Peliharalah hatiku dan kesucian cintaku demi Mu Ya Rabbi

Seandainya susah, permudahkanlah; andainya haram, sucikanlah; dah andainya jauh dekatkanlah.....

the secrets of pyramids

Subhanallah, kagum dengan ilmu dan kepakaran yg telah Allah kurniakan kepada manusia tamadun awal dunia. sejarah membuktikan bahawa tiada penambahbaikan dlm ketamadunan dan kemajuan seperti yg sering diwar-warkan. hakikatnya, kemajuan telah lama dikecapi sejak berjuta tahun yg lalu tetapi musnah kerana kemegahan dan keangkuhan manusia terhadap Allah. inilah roda kehidupan dan pusingan masa. belajarlah daripada sejarah dan muhasabahlah diri. semoga sejarah mengajar kita utk lebih mengenali Yg Maha Pencipta.

p/s: to you i cherished, i will always want to accept you just the way you are as long as you are my destiny. =)

giving up the ball

still thinking..... to whom shud i give up the ball? 

tot of returning it back to you, but im pretty much sure you even hate to face me again and after all, we ain't friends nemore. don't even think you will want to see me. but sooner or later i must let go of the ball. tot of just keeping it since it's unique, but think things may get worse if i keep on keeping it. even every now and then ppl still ask about you n me. felt sumwut discomfort. and for some reason, i don't want ppl to think that way. simply just don't.