Goodbye surgery & facebook

Felt it had been a while since i last updated this blog. rendu nk bercerita2 dcni, but unfortunately i've been busy lately. but today alhamdulillah, i was given a chance to do so...

After about 2months (7weeks to be exact) i've been in the head & neck unit of surgery department, finally it is the time to say goodbye. sad.. happy.. thankful.. relieved.. scared.. i felt it all..

It is sad when u have to say goodbye even though u r not feeling like saying it. the bond we've built between friends and doctors have become stronger each day. so strong that we never hope for an ending to come. every single day we when through for the past two months, it was fun.

Im happy to get the chance to meet n to get to know all the doctors. you are amazing doctors~! surely im gonna miss u all. and im thankful to all the doctors for the effort they have shown us, in the hope that one day we'll be a good doctors.. insyaAllah, pray for us!:)

Besides of feeling sad n happy, i also feel relieve that finally surgery round have finished. but still scared to face the upcomming examination. Very hoping that i can do the best for both internal medicine n surgery. Give ur best shot!*cuak ouh*

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today, we had held a small farewell party for the doctors and as a token of our appreciation and thankful to them.

  

*pictures will be attached later, insyaAllah*

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Doctors of the head & neck unit in memories..

1. Dr Habasyi.. the head deparment
2. Dr Ayman.. the highly determined coordinator
3. Dr Rafeeq.. the best surgeon in head & neck
4. Dr Kader.. xray session each tuesday
5. Dr Yasser.. the driver who teaches us to drive the car
6. Dr Esam.. the most macho & cool
7. Dr Hani.. the most gentle & loving
8. Dr Faez.. the grandfather type
9. Dr Tarek.. the strict but sporting
10. Dr Waleed.. the sweet japanese

list of residents:
1. Dr Micheal - the craziee photo lover
2. Dr Qistina - the only nisa'
3. Dr Hisyam - the sleepy head & child like
4. Dr Ibrahim - the too many excuses
5. Dr Muhammad - the good looking

last but not least, Muhamad.. pembuat kopi terbaik ;)

a moment to remember~

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facebook have been blocked in egypt starting from today i guess.. i had already tried to refresh the page many times but still each time the result was a blank page:(

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myb i must say... facebook in memories too.. hehe~ to friends & relatives.. feel free to contact me tru other sources other than fb. email.. blog.. ym.. skype.. or even letters & telegram.. hehe.. insyaAllah will be available in egypt.. and insyaAllah u can still reach me thru those sources mentioned above.

till we meet again~

Congratulations!

To my dearest kakak SC yg sgt cumil + cun-melecun.. congratulations upon ur engagement :)
im happy for u. may this bond yg bakal terjalin will last everlasting..!

altho its kind of sudden, i must say.. im proud of you abg zainal! ur style of proposing... fuhhhh caiya~!=D

A++ !!!

tp kak sarah n abg zainal.. why must this winter breakk??!! *heart broken* :((

ZAINAL ABDULLAH B. ZAINAL ADLISHAH 

& 

SARAH BT. MOHD. RASHID

selamat pengantin baru :)

Diantara tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu pasangan-pasangan daripada jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya di antara kamu rasa kasih dan sayang. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu, benar-benar terdapat petanda bagi kaum yang berfikir." (Ar-Rum: 21)

p/s: To batch LORD Sapphire... aii sunyinye.. xde sape2 ke nk ikut jejak langkah mardhati? huhu.. (still waiting for the next newly wed couple) ^_^

Masih adakah hari esok?

sape kat sini berani jamin die akn hidup 100 tahun lagi?? ade ke..ade ke..?? oklah, b real sket knn.. sape kat sini yakin seratus peratus die pasti akn jumpe lagi hari esok?? xada siapa yg tahu sama ade masih mampu bernafas pada esok hari. tiada siapa tahu bilakah ajal akn dtg menjemput. begitu juga apa yg saye rase. myb hari ni kita gelak ketawa dgn ssorg tp belum tentu lagi esok lusa kita akan boleh bertemu dgn org tersebut.

kepada semua yg mengenali diri ini, pohon maaf andai saye ade melakukan salah silap. bimbang jika ini kali terakhir kita bertemu, kemungkinan tidak sempat lagi utk meminta maaf pada masa hadapan.. saye cuma hamba yg tidak tahu akn bila tibanya ajal..

Pada hari ini, 17 Januari 2011 seorang rakan seperjuangan Nurul Iman telah kembali ke rahmatullah.. mungkin Allah lebih menyanyangi saudari.. Al-fatihah... semoga roh saudari berada dalam kalangan org2 beriman.. aminn..

The answer is with Allah

If you ask me about love and what i know about it, my answer will be.. It's everything about Allah=)

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on.. You feel so lost and that you are so alone. All you is see is night and darkness all around. You feel so helpless, You can`t see which way to go.. Don`t despair and never lose hope, cause Allah is always by your side... Insya Allah, Insya Allah, Insya Allah you`ll find your way.....

Insya Allah i will find my answer, but first u have to pray for HIM. ask HIM, n only HIM.. *istikharah mesti istiqamah*...Ya Allah, help me diz time n each time. only to YOU i lean to. guide me in finding the truth.aminn..

costa~!

Alhamdulillah last sunday, three of my friends and i went to costa~! why on sunday? it's not like the next day was  a day off for us alexandrians' doctors to be.. we even had class at 8.30 with TBL session the next morning.huhu.. but bcoz we were craving for costa coffee we didn't even bother going out that nite.. redah,,,, asal dapat.. xlari mcm vampires thirsting to death for human blood. huahaha..
we left for carefour at around seven and without even thinking of anything else, we head off straight to costa coffee. i had a huge dinner that night. mine was even the highest price! haha.. nafsu mkn menjadi2, xpadan dgn kecik! :D
this is what i had::

main dish: smoked turkey

main issue: caramellato

main desire: carrot cake

this is faturah

after eating... faturah plizz~ dot dot dot... alahai hanis, mahalnye awk punye~! total up, it's LE 56.25 for one person. r u out of ur mind?! catu mkn pasni.. hehe

afterwards we went for window shopping for a while. n while we were supposed to window shopping only, i accidentally caught my eye on sumtin beautiful. it's a bag! bag again?! daddy will kill me if he finds out that i bought a bag.. again! huhu.. sory daddy, i can't be helped XD

so here is my new baby, she's beautiful isn't she?

at about 11pm we reached home. n guess wut.. the coffee i had before caused me trouble sleeping. it forces me to stay awake all nite. not until 3am i eventually managed to fall asleep. n unluckily i was feeling restless n sleepy the next day. i even slept 9 hours compensating the loss sleep hours of the day before. huhu.

That's all about costa.. meanwhile im having a little problem rite now.. its not like huge one, juz one tiny problem. hate to think of it, but what can u do.. its not like u can choose to face it or not.. so juz face it!! after all, wut life means without problems to solve.. ^_~

nk rase marah ni.. ape patut buat??

iiiissshh... ish..ish..ishh!! kalau rase annoyed + geram ape patut buat aa??

eee.. ketuk kang!

Sometimes we tend to get angry easily even for small matters especially when we were in stress. I know coz i do the same too.. hehe

But actually getting mad is not gud, coz when u get angry ur face will turn red.

red=fire=satan..

Rasulullah saw teaches us, when we get angry..

1. Stop from what we are doing or change our position. If we are standing, we sit. If we are sitting, we lie down. By this, it can calm us down. IA

Satan is from fire, and to stop fire we need water or sand.. 

2. So take wudu' and perform solat sunat 2rakaat.

3. Lastly, always Istighfar.

Hope this will help a bit. Let us together try to be a better person, InsyaAllah..

It's not safe!

Today is Christmas~!

If u wanna know, Egyptians celebrate christmas on 7th January not on 25th December like in other places.. b.bb..but why? u ask me?? how shud i know....ask them la why.. hehe

Ok don't bother bout why they celebrate today not in december, coz it's non of my business n it's actually not the reason why i wanna post this.. so let it be as wut it is.. huhu

This morning the rain was pouring a bit heavy since the early morning even until nearly afternoon. I was at my friend's house sleeping over there yesterday night. At first i decided to go home early in the morning but because of the rain i couldn't n so decided to wait for the rain to stop n then walk back home.. but after waited for some time it still does not show any signs that the rain will stop. 

Without hesitation i took the decision to not wait any further n immediately by joining my friend as she too wants to go out to visit her ex-house mate who just got married last summer holiday, i walked home Reaching the four junction road, my friend n i were separated as she took the left roadway while i took right. And so here i go from now alone along the lonely wet pathway. Then just another few steps towards the front door of my imarah, when i was just about to cross the road suddenly a silver car stops in front of me. Well guess what, there's a policeman in the car and suddenly he started to ask me questions in arabic!! 

At first he was asking me my name and from where i come.. Later on he started to ask other questions that i couldn't understand. Felt a bit silly coz eventho i had attended an arabic class before but still there'e no improvement in my arabic language!! aiyoyo~ guess it really needs practice to be good in speaking.. And so he asked if i could understand english or not.. surely yes.. Then he started to ask me about my age and other things.. Lastly he asked where am i going? Briefly i answered "home", pointing my hand towards the building across the road.. 

Then he ask if i want him to send me home.. Upon hearing this my facial expression suddenly changed. I lost the smile i had and with a blur expression full of question marks i replied him "no, it's okay. Thank you".. So he just said okay and drove his car. I was surprised he asked that. In my head i just thought of bad things that could have had happened if i had said yes. After all it's friday morning. There's not much people around in streets. Most of them were in bed enjoying the day off. Even if i screamed my lungs out most probably nobody hears me. But i guess he was just trying to look an eye on me. 

After the bombing attack last 31st December, Alexandria is no longer render a safe place for you to run around especially today since it's the day of the celebration to the believers of the religion. Not to mention what religion it is, but u shud've known urself. I'm not the only one who was been approached by a policeman. Even yesterday my friend who was on his way back from the clinic was stuck in a roadblock. Another friend of mine told me that even the day before yesterday, the police were all over the shopping malls; carefour, san stefano.. They were putting on extra surveillance and protection. 

So here is just a reminder to all Alexandrian students. For these few days, it is safer for u all to be staying at home unless if u have something important to do. If it is just to hang out to have fun or to release tension, better if u postpone it to another week. Because Alexandria is not quite safe at the time being. Just be careful keyh~!

happy vs sad

u always like to make surprises don't u...
make unpredictable moves... changes in character.. one second u r ok, the nex minute u r not..

few minutes ago i discovered something.. sumtin gud? sumtin bad? i dunno..
rite now i dunno if im feeling happy or sad.. but i guess it's both..

happy coz even u seems like avoiding me but actually u care.. tQ *smiling*
sad coz i dunno y u r easily hurt n upset.. sumtime it makes me think wut did i do wrong..? why u suddenly mad at me..? are u angry or u juz ok..? am i making ur life harder..? n wut am i apologizing for this time again..? *all puzzled up*

but how sad, all my questions end up with no answers.. i'm left burdened by them..
dats wut hurts me the most..

i miss the time when we will only share happy moments together.. laughing at each other's joke.. killing time together doing only fun.. giving comfort, faith, hope, strength..

but lately, we barely speak..

miss the happy times... mis the u~

It's all about Day 3

CASE I
Alhamdulllah, presentation is over.. thinking that i had perform quite okay juz now i felt relieved! ;)
Cancer Esophagus ;; bcoz of this topic it took me a week or so to qhatam the Bailey&Love.. so rajin of me to read that book..huhu.. after all short practice je pon~! ahah.. see it for urself if it is short enuf after u read it!!
but thanks to ira for lending me a copy of ur browse.. it helps me a lot to simplify the topic as simple as possible.. without that book i think i may go crazy trying to understand all the informations written in the B&L n put them in my slidess... i may end up blank minded kott tym present.. hehe... n last but not least, thanks to all for listening :)

CASE II
Arabic Handwritting Test ;; aisyehh mann.. sriously, ur fault oke.. sape soh xstudy?? senang je kot soklan.. soh tulis2 je pon.. but bcoz u didnt do ur revision so u dunno wut is wut.. the information are not present inside ur head so how on earth wud u know?? "the eyes do not see what the mind do not know".. so moral of the story, next time be fully prepared! expect the worse.. if u think that way, surely u'll work harder.. remember keyh~!

CASE III
Chatting ;; for sooo looong we didnt ask about each other.. but today we did.. happy to spend a little time chatting with u.. may u always have a blissful life =)

CASE IV
Ready to make an exposure..??
not really actually.. but it's quite ok i guess.. hehehe
if before i juz sit back n hide behind the bush, now im coming out from my hiding place to see the world la konon.. haha

till then, take care dear (^_~)

need you now

I might look okay..

You might see me smiling..

But actually i'm not...

Mother, i really need u rite now.. 

I need your comfort.. 

I need your courage..

I need a hUg

I need u :'(

Ya Allah, give me strength

study

Dalam kepala asyik pk pasal study je skg ni... mantaplah hanis! alhamdulillah berubah juge akhirnye.. ntah bape lame bole bertahan..hahah! xmo srabutkn ngn bende2 remeh-temeh...xberkembang minda+) mcm ayat sorg kwn sye ni.... "huh, malas nk pikir. lebih baek study pandai2" pinjam ayt ye kwn..huhu... terkesan ngn ayat ni... btul btul btul... watpe nk srabut2 pk hal2 chickiee, lets aim HIGH! it's like when u go to coffee roastery my favourite place for steak, are you there for the main dish or you just love to eat the side dishes more?? think!


We are the 100% people... we must work 100% we must act 100% we must think 100% we must behave 100%.... 100% 100% 100%... ALL 100%... kullu~!


"org yg menuntut ilmu, dimudahkan jalan baginya ke syurga"


To get the most precious thing you must work extra hard for it... and you must work smart.. people like bonuses & rewards.. when Allah says, to those who search for knowledge Allah make it easier for his path to heaven... then why don't we grab the opportunity to Allah's offer? afterall, it's not this life we are after.. it's the life thereafter :)


Today is the last day in 2010... tomorrow is another year to come.. goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011~