mmg xlayak.. so dun dream~

there was once (so not true once, oke more than twice) i dreamt of getting married like in fairytales. but at that time i don't realize yet being a wife is not an easy task. but one day sumone (dun ask who) opened my eyes for me to see clean & clearly about this matter. the question is not just about being a wife, (if it's just the title that matters, then it won't be a big deal eh) but it's about being the SOLEHAH wife.

i even never could be a solehah daughter towards my father and mother, (too many times i disobey them, sorry mummy and daddy) and now im dreaming of being a solehah wife?! that is way3! too out of reach. with me becoming a future doctor (insyaAllah), having a busy life plus++ no or too little time to spend with my husband who's korean and kids (in my dreams!), it will be double the hardness. wut if im collecting sins (by being a disobedient wife yg byk songeh) rather than getting pahala?? [so am afraid]..

so lets just forget awhile about getting married and focus on becoming a true muslimah doctor (that's the least i can try to be). at least wut i know now, either you like it or not u must become a doctor one day. it's a fardhu ain on you! orait doctor to be, lets get to work! =)

::The woman girl with issueS::

online dgn Tuhan

rajin2lah mentadabur al-Quran ulkarim.. nescaya kamu akn dapati al-Quran itu sumber rujukan dan motivasi paling best, tiada tandingan.. (^_-)V

why a doctor?

i found this piece from my fren's fb page and find it kind of interesting..
but it's not like it's totally true.. juz sumtin nice to share.. uhu~

why shud u marry a doctor...??
well.. it's bcoz....

1. The stethoscope.
don't know why.. wat's so0 spacial bout da stethoscope? myb coz it can be use to hear heart sounds..?? hoho

2. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always at work.
aha.. nice aren't we..?? :P

3. They can give you a free medical consultation.
 limited tutorial oke.. haha

4.You save yourself the embarrassment of going to a doctor with a water infection!!
hahaha.. no comment.. o_0

5. They are smart!!
reli? alhamdulillah.. everything's from Allah :)

6. They are heavy weight party people in the weekend
not sure bout diz one..

7. They can check your heart rate when u r angry....!
twit! the blood pressure to be accurate.. ngee

8. They are well trained to listen
quite true i guess.. uhu..

9. They know how you feel, or at least pretend to!!
haha.. diz one is nice! :D

10. They always have a strange new story to tell.
pretty sure.. each patient presented differently..

11. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying (it is a reflex)
not reli.. we reflexly offer u a shoulder to cry on to! haha

12. They can stay up all night if you want them to accompany you watching a horror movie because they are used to have 'on call'.
dark environment juz tend to make us fall asleep out of tiredness.. how about a walk under the moonlight? surely we wont have the chance to fall asleep during walking! hik3

13. They can guide you in the gym.
we JOIN u in the gym.. nice!

14. Money!!! (Although they work long hours for it)
so much of being rich.. heh

15. Free medical samples!!
full supplement u may get.. huhu

16. They are unshockable!!!
looking calm at all time.. that is we.. hehe

17. They know what you want to hear and say it!!
dot.dot.. dunno -n0.0n-

18. They always try to dress nice!!
dress simple n express yet nice! ^^

19. They are trained in breaking bad news
ppl used to say that doctors are heartless. are we? =.="

..love doing wut im doing..

harry potter vs tafakuh

yesterday, as usual my weekly routine when it comes to thursday nights.. TAFAKUH! i'm enjoying myself very much by joining this class even though i only started attending them juz recently. (haii.. dah dok hampir 4 tahun kat sini baru nk join ke kak..ish3) nvm it's never too late to change.. hehe.. may You always give me the strength to keep on searching for Your blessings Allah :)
maybe before this i usually spent my thursday nights by hanging outs but lately i found spending my long free night hours at tafakuh is much3 fun..! at least i can gain some infos that not many ppl could get.. huhu

but yesterday, you really did made me think a while my fren.. myb u were right.. i understood well what u're trying to say. (yela xkn la nk wat baik sensorg je kn. alang2 nk cari pahala ajak la ramai2.. self-centred la u).. hmm, i know i shud've at least try. i tried once. and myb that once was not good enough and i should've tried again.. but i didnt.. coz i usually think that im not good at affecting other ppl. or myb coz i dont usually like ppl nagging at me so that's y i tend to not doing the same to other ppl. but that kind of thinking is not good la u.. u shud change.. camne nk berdakwah camni.. *sigh*

my dear, ::be.wise::think.wise::act.wise::

lets just put it this way, whatever u do let it juz be for Allah.. insyaAllah He's always there to help u :)

note: cam xde kaitan lak post ni ngn tajuk die.. haha
(tapi....seb bek harry potter smlm xbrape nk bez.. so xde la rase rugi xjoin skli.. he3)

khat class at four

yesterday i had an arabic handwritting class at 4pm.. quite an interesting class tho.. for ur information, there are few types of khat writting.. they are nas, ruk ah, tuluf, diwali, farisi, ali diwali and gufi.. ignore the spelling coz im not sure of it, i just wrote what i think i heard from the ustaz pronouncing it.
and yeahh~ doing the writting is not easy as it seems..  i made quite alot of mistakes.. afterall, i'm not good in art at all! huhu...

this is one that i manage to produce from the skill that i have.. lovely?? huhu.. tq! ^_^

hahaha.. it's too good to be true.. of coz lah it's not my handwritting.. it's ustaz's... so beautiful! thanks ustaz :)
ok guyz, if u think u r gud in reading jawi... so what does this mean??

and here's another one... so anyone can guess?? i'll give u present if u can.. haha
pretty sure it's hard to read this kind of khat.. huhu

they are like pretty to look at but hard to understand.. that's u khat! :D

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ok enuf with the khat story.. shifting to another kemushkilan of mine..
do u guyz know what 'lol' and 'lmao' stands for? coz im quite curious of their meanings.. hmmm....

i pronounce you husband and wife

alhamdulillah.. syukur ke hadrat Ilahi... at last my only bro dah pon selamat melafazkan kata-kata azimat tu (dgn skli lafaz je oke) to his X-fiance and now they're officially become a married couple.. congretz! ^_^

i juz called home and spoke to my mum. i excitedly asked her,"so mum, how do you feel rite now?".. and she blindly answered.. "mmm, bese je.." hoh, to tell u da truth im a bit disappointed..!! am i the only one who's being too over excited bout this whole marriage thing! (ok beside my brother la kn.. klu die pon x excited gak xtau nk ckp ape lah) hohoh..  but afterwards i start to think, yeah why am i being so excited? its not like im the one who's getting married.. hahah.. hmm myb because of not being able to be there at the time of event so it pushes me to become this! haha

anyhow, im happy for you my dear brother.. may Allah blessed you both in everything you do.. n may you find happiness in this life & thereafter.. aminn :)

and to my beloved family that i miss so much, have a good rest ya all! (^^,)

..the eager me..

am i ready enough for this?

pagi yg indah pada hari raya kedua aidil adha.. pas subuh sedang sy bersuke-ria mrayau2 d internat (dunia tanpa sempadan tuu) tb2 nampak ayhku tercinta tgh online.. ape lg.. grab the opportunity.. bkn slalu dpt borak ngn abah.. kol pon slalu xclear.. dan skg lgsung xbole kol.. tatau ape kehalnye ntah laptop ni.. tua da kot, byk pulak ragam die.. (myb die nk soh tuka yg baru la tu kot.. hehe).. n so berchit-chatting la sy with my beloved father, tb2 abh tye...

abah: ada kawan balik msia ke?
saye: mmm sorg tu die balik kawen
abah: uda pun nak balik kahwin juga ke
saye: ehhh hanis mane ade balik nk kawen.. hanis balik sbb along nk kawen la.. hehe
abah: klu uda nak kahwin boleh la balik
abah: kalau along kahwin along lah balik
saye: haha.. yelah, nnt klu hanis nk kawen hanis balik ye....
saye: hahaha
abah: hehehehe
abah: dah ada calon ke?
saye: eh?
saye: ni abh ke mak ni?
abah: abah la

haaa... cuak i... mane tak nye.. abh yg tak penah2 tye soklan camtu tb2 tye.. siap tye balik ni mak ke abh?? hahah!

mmm, i guess i'm really becoming an adult now.. n old enough to talk bout stuff like marriage with her own father..!! "it's ok daddy, when i'm ready with that i'll let you know okay?" hehe..
for the meantime, i'm still your sweet little daughter and will always be ur swit.lil.doter.. alwaizzz
miss u daddy :)

yey.. yey.. raye dtg lagi

As mentioned before, in my last post.. that today is raye haji
happy eidul ahda to all muslims all over the world.. :)

"kullu sannah wa enta toiibbin"

as usual, name pon org melayu kn.. so even being anywhere, even u r not in ur own country but the tradition of visiting relatives during ari raye still on... oyeah.. i like! know y? coz there's food food food!! hehe.. bila hari raye menjelma maka byk la org yg wt openhouse.. sane openhouse, situ openhouse, sini openhouse.. byk sungguhhh... las2 balek uma mlm raye terbongkanggg.. mane tak nye, perut da kyg mula la parasympathetic system take upperhand.. rest & digest.. which equal to eat and sleep.. and if i continue on with this habit, don't be surprize if one day i find myself being obese~! hoho..xmo lahh... (naseb baek bkn ari2 raye..haha)

anyhow, i'm enjoying myself today.. 4 openhouses in a row (including my ous) do kills my gut..what a crime! haha.. but what can i do those foodss really drive me crazy.. so delicious~! :D

mmm im getting totally sleepy right now n need to go to bed..nite!

2nd post

mm dok uma tak wat pape pon arini.. asek ngadap laptop je.. mkn pon xyah riso sb pose sunat.. jadi aktiviti arini cume la solat then afterwards dok ngadap balek dpn laptop.. tu jek.. snanye byk je mase tp buku jugak malas bace.. (trok2.. bile nk brubah ni cek oiii)

hmm, ari kedua berbloging kat cni, i dah tuka my blog address.. hehe
snanye i'd tried to keep the last address but some complication came up that forces me to change into something new..  sorry sifu :(   even so.. jasamu tetap dikenang~! :)

actually i dont have any idea what to write at the moment.. myb because there's nothing interesting happened today.. but since someone ask me so i'll try to write sumting then..

mmm let see... tomorrow all muslims are going to celebrate aidil adha (i'm not sure about other places, but  if i'm not mistaken for egypt, tomorrow is the day)

thus, my wish to all my dear brothers and sisters, the nation of Islam..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

may Allah blessed us always with His love and mercy :)

finally

bismillah..
awl mula pertama mula..
fuhh... alhamdulillah! akhirnye slps penat berhempas pulas berjam2 utk merekacipta blog ni, finally~~
inilah hasilnya...... http://nasiimpitnkuahkacang.blogspot.com/  ^_^
thanks to someone for giving the effort and help needed to make this a success.. arigatou gozaimasu! :)
without ur help i'll still be struggling right now.. huhu
n here, my first few words to ppl out there who ever come across this blog.. i only write for fun and for self satisfaction. no less no more.
and pleaseee mind my language/s.. as im a human being, make mistakes alot! also any spelling errors, grammar errors and so on so on so on... pejam mata, anggap xnampak.. hahah!
till then..
life's beautiful in every way when u know the reason for ur living~