end of year present

He just took our wedding rings at the shop today. they are beautiful. can't wait to wear it on my 'sweet' ring finger. hehe ^^

Goodbye 2012, you brought many joys into my life. too much wonderful memories to remember for this year. And welcome 2013, may the coming years will bring more joys to our life, inshaAllah.. There's so much more awaiting for next year. can't wait to be there~! ^.^

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS~!

mesh up payphone

Currently addicted to this song. ---> payphone/telephone/call me maybe
One of my favourite mesh up from sam tsui. Hey sam tsui you never failed to make me fall in love with your mesh-ups. you screwed the songs so well and i loved it! ^^

protein and esrd

Now i know how most slimming products work. they give you proteins and deprive you from carbohydrates. by doing this you'll use your excess body fats as the main source of energy. brilliant idea actually but be careful too much protein consumption may be harmful for your kidneys. overloading the kidney with proteins might end you up with kidney failure. it's bad actually bcoz ESRD will put you on renal replacement therapy for life! well that's not very helpful is it.

So to those people out there, it's okay to loose weight and get ideal body by the help of 'the helper' products but first make sure you understand the mechanism of it's action on slimming your body, then weight its benefits vs harmful side effects. after you do that, then you decide whether to use the product or not okay. well happy slimming then n good luck! ^.^       

apologize

A friend said to me, maybe you were the one who's at wrong. at some point, you were wrong. don't you want to apologize to him? i do, but i don't know how. tried before, but i guess it didn't worked out well coz part of me still harbours the resentment towards him. he reacted badly and you hated it. but it's not his only fault he became that way, part of it was bcoz of you, or most of it i think. so forgive him please dearie dear me. forgive him with all your heart. 

And now i don't even know when is the suitable time to do so. deep down i want to let it go, cut it clean, be peace to my mind n soul. each time i think of what i did, i couldn't help to think how foolish was i back then. i'm such a kid. and now i kept on thinking should i ask for an apology one more time or just ignore and let it be as it is. i wish for the best and yet i don't really know what's best to be done. does ignoring helps or one last apology would be better? deeeeep so deeep inside me i really felt sorry for him and sincerely wanted to apologize but i am afraid if it would make matter even worse and so i hold myself back. never was my intention to hurt anybody but bcoz i'm just human, i can't run from making mistakes to myself and to others, and so i'm so sorry that i particularly hurt you physically, mentally and emotionally. hope you will someday forgive me with an open heart. byanata, byane. 

The singing song: apologize - one republic

No body said it was easy

Alhamdulillah just finished with my 11th semester exams last thursday and tomorrow i will be stepping into my very final semester in this school of medicine. wow how time flies that even i didn't noticed it passed by so quickly. when looking back to the years that has gone, i can't even imagine how i managed to get pass through the roughness of the road taken. no body said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. but yet i manage to let myself into the final sem, means i can do it even if it's so so so hard, and i will finish this strong. chaiyok3! you only left less than a year to go, so don't give up!

p/s: to Mr You-Know-Who, gidalyeo? =)  

Dont be a disobedient child

I know to some ppl they cannot accept when their parents dont gv permission to marry. But to me obeying ur parents are just as important as getting married soon (in the terms of avoiding zina n sins- these are the usual reasons for them) or maybe much more important than getting married quickly. Becareful, maybe Allah is testing you.
Just imagine, at the very last moment of you being under the responsibility of ur mum n dad, u ruin it instead of finishing it with clean records. How do you suppose Allah will bless ur marriage when you didnt even get the blessings from ur parents?
'Redha Allah, redha ibu bapa'
Jgn hnya kerana kita mahu penuhi cita2 cinta hati kita, kita melukakan hati org tua kita. Dont dont dont, never! Letakkan perkara yg hak pada tempatnya. Igtlah sblm kahwin, ketaatanmu kpd ibubapamu, lps kahwin nnt barulah taat pd suamimu. Jgn terbalik pulak. That's what ppl usually do =.="
May all our actions get the blessings of Allah. Take care of Allah, then Allah will take care the rest, inshaaAllah.

mengidam kek batik

Tgh2 study forensic tajuk DEATH termengidam kek batik pulak. ade kaitan ke kek batik dgn death, apsal termengidam lak ni? huhu.

Jadi tersearch pulak resipi. hehehe. dissbkn sy kurang rajin nk membaca, lebih suke yg bersifat visual animation makanya cari la resipi kat youtube.

And so here is the recipe of kek batik.

Tapi sbb skg tgh under stress exam, makanya terpaksalah postpone niat murni nk wat kek batik ni kpd 20hb disember lepas exam. huhu. sabar ye hanis, and make sure niat murni awk tu murni smp bile tiba masanya. jgn nnt dah habis exam trus hilang lak niat murni awk tu. typical me, when it comes to cooking or anything related like baking etc. i am easily demotivated. hehehe. ok, pk as salah satu praktis before kawen. heheh.

To you n to me, selamat maju jaya. push ourselves to STUDY! few more to go, don't give up! ;)

ten months from now

You only have less than a year to complete your degree in medicine. 

I guess 6 years was not that long after all. 

Lets strive successfully. 

All the best! ^.< 

p/s: it was raining heavily and the wind was blowing wildly a while ago that force us to cancel our plan on going to the forum of "hakikat syiah" tonight. sadly. but its okay, might be that Allah is protecting us from harm? Allah knows best. :) 

target of today

Alhamdulillah dah dpt sup panas sama teh tarik! ^_^
Ok dah boleh sambung study dgn rajin nyaa..

For today, i'm targeting on finishing 7 topics of the toxic but till now i only finished 2 of them. got 5 more to be completed. chaiyok3 hanis! tonight i'm attending the forum on the topic of "Hakikat Syiah" and so i need to make sure to finish all the 7 topics before 7 pm. go hanis go! All the best :)

the betrayal of muslims

And Satan will say when the matter has been concluded, "Indeed, Allah had promised you the promise of truth. And I promised you, but I betrayed you. But I had no authority over you except that I invited you, and you responded to me. So do not blame me; but blame yourselves. I cannot be called to your aid, nor can you be called to my aid. Indeed, I deny your association of me [with Allah ] before. Indeed, for the wrongdoers is a painful punishment." 

Ibrahim [14:22]

Look to how arrogant n a betrayal satan is? don't make satan our companion coz he never was a true friend. he is a true enemy instead. he leads us to disasters and then leave us to deal with ourselves alone. remember O' muslims, Allah promise your the truth, while satan promise you nothing but destroyment. may we be in the Rahmah of Allah.

Wallahu'alam...

faith and tawakal

Dan mengapa kami tidak akan bertawakal kpd Allah, sdgkn Dia tlh menunjukkan jln kpd kami dan kami sungguh akan tetap bersabar terhadap gangguan yg kamu lakukn kpd kami. Dan hanya kpd Allah sahaja org yg bertawakal berserah diri. 

Ibrahim [14:12]

Read this verse of the Al-Quran just now then i remembered our brothers n sisters in Palestine. it reflects to me that those people in Palestine are those who give themselves to Allah (berserah diri, bertawakal) even though they are suffering there. it's because they know Allah have shown them the right way and for that they will keep holding on to Allah even if they die in the hand of the zionist they will never give up on Allah.

So, brothers n sisters, if those palestinian can devote themselves to Allah even in the hardest of time, then why can't we? our calamities is nothing compared to them. be content with what Allah had decreed for you, and you will be the richest of all people. 

To palestinian, hold on. victory will be ours, In Sha Allah. Allahu Akhbar!

Let us pray for our brothers and sisters in Gaza.

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To LORDians, final exam has finally arrived. good luck in studues during this cold winter season. the last winter, inshaAllah. create a meaningful memory for this final winter. this is our jihad. lets study hard, answer the exam with confident and be happy with what you get later, all pass inshaAllah. robbuna yusahhil! ;)

aku datang

Addicted to this song. kept on abusing the youtube play button the whole day. don't really know why but i did. =.=" 

Btw, lisa surihani looks too cute in here. just can't get my eyes off her. :) 

p/s: Istanbul, when can i be there? you are one of the place i would like to set foot on but still haven't got the chance. hopefully one day i will, InshaAllah :) 

before sleep

Always remind yourself to recall everything u did the whole day before you sleep.
Don't forget to...
1. Muhasabah diri
2. Maafkn kesalahan org lain thdp kita
3. Berazam agar hari esok lebih baik dari hari ini.
Mudah2an hari esok kita akan lebih bermakna, bermanfaat dan kita lebih bersemangat utk menempuhi hari itu :)