nak dunia ke akhirat? tepuk dada tye iman..

Brgsiapa mgkehendaki kehidupan skg (duniawi), maka Kami segerakan baginya di dunia ini apa yg Kami kehendaki bg org yg Kami kehendaki. kemudian Kami sediakan baginya di akhirat neraka jahanam; dia akan memasukinya dlm keadaan tercala dan terusir.[18] Dan brgsiapa yg mgkehendaki kehidupan akhirat dan berusaha ke arah itu dgn bersungguh2, sdgkn dia beriman, maka mereka itulah org yg usahanya dibalas dgn baik.[19] Kpd masing2, baik golongan ini (yg mghendaki dunia) mahupun golongan itu (yg mghendaki akhirat), Kami berikn bantuan dari kemurahan Tuhanmu. Dan kemurahan Tuhanmu tidak dpt dihalangi.[20] Perhatikanlah bgaimana Kami melebihkn sebahagian mereka atas sebahagian yg lain. Dan kehidupan akhirat lebih tinggi darjatnya dan lebih besar keutamaannya. [21] Janganlah engkau mgadakn tuhan yg lain selain Allah, nnt engkau mjadi tercela dan tehina.[22]  

Al-Isra`:17 

Ya Allah, mudah2an aku sentiasa berusaha utk mnjadi golongan yg mengejar akhirat lebih drp dunia. Engkau teguhkn dan peliharalah aku agar tidak mudah terpengaruh dgn keindahan dunia.Aminn...

Yang Terlebih Baik!

Em-PAt perkara yang Terlebih Baik....

Nabi SAW bersabda, ada 4 perkara yang dipandang baik tetapi terlebih baik ialah.....

1. Sifat malu pada lelaki adalah baik, tetapi terbaik jika sifat tersebut terdapat pada wanita
~ape lagi kengkawan, mari kita tanamkn sifat malu dlm diri.. tp malu bertempat la.. dun gv excuses to be shy in studies okayy +)

2. Keadilan adalah sifat yang baik pada setiap orang, tetapi sifat tersebut terlebih baik jika terdapat pada seorang pemimpin.
~remember that we are all leaders of ourselves.. so lets take this as a challenge, be just to ourselves keyh!

3. Taubat seorang yang sudah tua adalah baik, tetapi taubat seorang pemuda adalah terlebih baik.
~yeaa... we're the teen Rasulullah was telling about.. aren't we wanna be da best of da best? if so, take note!;)

4. Derma dari seorang jutawan adalah baik, tetapi terlebih baik jika derma adalah dari seorang yang fakir.
~we're not jutawan and we're not fakir.. just in the middle.. but still, derma adalah sstu yg 'baik'.. so why dont we make it as a practise.. ^.^V

ppl lets grab the chance to get 'yang terlebih baik' tu... mudah2an we are among the best of the best =)

[Dipetik dari 1001 Feqh Nasihah]

dear friend

if a lover is like a moon then friends are like stars

have you noticed that the sky can be beautiful without the moon 

but not without stars....

you may hear nothing from me on how i appreciate you

but beyond our silence... our friendship creates a beautiful sound in my heart <3

thank u friends for always being near me during rough & tough time..

and thank u for sharing the tears n laughters together..

4 years.. sure we shared a lot of happy and sad times together..

after we finish studies later on.. surely we'll be missing each other..

dear friends... thank u =)

ukhuwah fillah, insyaAllah~

p/s: ade org ckp.... "kat blog awk tu mcm awk ckp ngn diri sendiri lak"...and i answered, "haha... aah kn... xpela, xde sape pon nk bace blog tu.. diri sendiri gak yg bace.. susa2 tulis je utk diri sendiri.. hehe"

My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow

And each road leads you where you want to go

And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed

I hope you keep on walking until you find the window

If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile

But more than anything, more than anything..

My wish for you

Is that this life becomes all that you want it to

Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small

You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to

I hope you know somebody loves you

And wants the same things too

Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget

All the ones who love you

And the place you left

I hope you always forgive and you never regret

And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake

And always give more than you take

But more than anything, yeah more than anything..

My wish for you

Is that this life becomes all that you want it to

Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small

You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to

I hope you know somebody loves you

And wants the same things too

Yeah, this is my wish

Dear self, anytime when u r feeling down always remember that somebody loves you..

& dat's ME! =)

dreaming high

(",)... waiting for February to come... hello Jordan, here i come! (insyaAllah)

(",)... waiting for August to arrive.. hello Mecca, can't wait to see you! (insyaAllah)

(",)... waiting for late August to finally be there.. hello Malaysia, i'm looking forward to be home again! (insyaAllah)

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thank you AMANI for the knowledge u taught us for the past few months

hope we'll get the chance to meet each other again.. insyaAllah =)

mind ur step!

step..step..step.. surgery on the list~

helo guys~!
One question... ... ...

Have u ever heard about the recurrent laryngeal nerve before?

this crucial nerve that lies somewhere in the area of our neck is a branch of the vagus nerve that supplies motor function and sensation to the larynx which is also known as the voice box. so frankly speaking, this nerve is important for the process of producing voice!

so why am i suddenly bringing up this topic?

This' bcoz the nerve is best known for its importance in the thyroid surgery, as it runs immediately posterior to this gland. So surgeons to be, remember diz... while performing the total thyroidectomy, pleeasee plis pliss! take care of this one crucial nerve okay guyss :)

injury to the nerve will cause trouble to ur patients..
if it happens to be a unilateral partial injury to the nerve, then ur patient will come with dyspnea (difficulty in breating) as only one side of the vocal cord is functioning, interfering with the air flow into the lung.

if the injury is bilateral partial injury to the nerve, then ur patient will suffer from chocking or stridor.. and the only way to manage is to perform a tracheostomy to allow the air flow.. if not, say bye2 to the patient!

if it is a unilateral complete injury, then the patient will suffer from dysphonia (difficulty in speaking) as only one vocal cord is intact..

and if it is a bilateral complete injury, then the patient will be in the state of aphonia! bisu oke~
as both vocal cords are in the cadaveric position ++ no vibration of the vocal cord --> meaning no voice produced!

If u accidently damage this nerve during surgery, pity on ur patients to suffer such a bad ugly outcome..

owaiz remember wut Dr Ayman said today..

primum non nocere which means DO NO HARM!

orait surgeons :)

p/s: Dr Ayman.. is it okay if i do the rehearsing by writing it on my blog rather than do the talking?? ngee :D

wahashittni

abah,
hanis rindu nk bermasam2 muka ngn abh, majuk2 sbb abh suke suro hanis wat bnde hanis xnk..
hanis rindu nk tgk2 kn abh n igt kn abh slalu spya hati2 sb abh slalu clumsy2..
hanis rindu bila abh kol pg2 pas abh da pegi keje kejut soh bgn sb takut hanis n along lmbt ke bengkel..
hanis rindu bila abh sakat2 hanis n anggap hanis cam dak kecik lg..
hanis rindu abah =(

mak,

hanis rindu nk naik honda ngn mak sambil dgr lagu sami yusuf..

hanis rindu nk teman mak pegi shopping ptg2 pas mak abes skola..

hanis rindu nk baring sebelah mak sambil dgr cite mak..

hanis rindu nk dgr nasihat2 mak yg slalu tenangkn hati hanis..

hanis rindu bila mak pesan supaya slalu bersabar n syg Allah slalu..

hanis rindu mak =(

along,
hanis rindu nk pegi bengkel sama2 tiap2 pagi..
hanis rindu nk jage kaunter n tolong along kat bengkel lagi..
hanis rindu keadaan kelam-kabut xmenang tgn kat bengkel sbb byk sgt kereta dtg servis..
hanis rindu bila ujan lebat bengkel banjir pastu kita tolak air same2..
hanis rindu bile kita dok kat bengkel dari pagi sampai malam..
hanis rindu along =(

*hanis doakn bengkel along sentiasa maju..aminn*

angah,

hanis rindu bila angah telepon hanis smgt2 cite pasal ur new experiences kat sane..

hanis rindu bila angah dtg peluk hanis n ingat kn hanis pasal byk bende yg hanis slalu lupa..

hanis rindu bila hanis keco2 n angah tetap tenang cam gitu..

hanis rindu angah =(

mieyah,
ude rindu ur silly jokes yg kdg2 doesn't make sense at all..
ude rindu ur presence dat always make me smile..
ude rindu ur spontaneous unstoppable actions dat kept me laughing all the time..
ude rindu rah =(

lynn,

ude rindu the time we argued upon small things..

ude rindu the time i will come nagging at u n u will start hating n shouting at me..

ude rindu the time we took pic together making funny faces in front of the camera..

ude rindu the time we hanged out n went to the movie together..

ude rindu nin =(

ma pa along agh rah nin, i miss u all alot! 
hope to see them soon coz i miss them SO MUCH!
take care u all~

lotz of luv <3<3<3

kenape?

kenape org suke carik kesalahan org lain semata-mata nk deny tindakan sendiri?
kenapa msti berlumba2 wt bnda salah.. klu bende baik xde lak nk ikut..
xbaik tuding jari kat org lain... satu jari u tuding kat org, lg 4 tu mgarah ke mane lak?

kwn,
saya bercakap bukan hanya sekadar seorang sahabat.. tp juga sebagai saudara seIslam dan atas sebab saya hamba Allah.. bukan niat utk mencari kesalahan dirimu, tp juga utk mengingatkn diri sendiri..

hey u klu ade yg menegur tu pasti ade sbb die tegur..
muhasabah diri balik... tanye diri sendri ape yg kita da wat spjg tempoh ini sehingga ade yg tidak puas hati..
bukanlah maksud u need to be perfect in other ppl's eyes.. but juz enuf to be alert with the surroundings..

dan selemah2 iman adalah apb melihat kemungkaran, dia membencinya dgn hati
tp klu kemungkaran itu kita sendiri yg buat..... dmana iman kita pd waktu itu?

klu rasa dah semakin jauh dariNya, maka kembalilah
kasih sayang Allah itu melebihi kemurkaanNya

jgn berhenti mgharap keampunanNya

i love u as a fren, but i dont like ur style..

"Dan jika syaitan datang menggodamu, maka berlindunglah kpd Allah. Sungguh Dia Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui" 

[7:200]

prince charmed!

alhamdulillah, the long mashghulah week has come to the end...

• assignment....checked!
• radio xm.......checked!
• arabic class...not check yet coz there's still 3classes to go..

well it's okay.. at least wut i concerned now is the week has finished! yes~! finally i can rest a bit.. so ape lg.. jom sambung tgk cole!

"sape cole??" 

lalala~

okay3....allow me to introduce u 2 diz guy...
have u ever heard of a tv series "charmed" before?
xpenah?! u're sure? nvm, i'll gv u a hint.. myb u'd heard of it b4 but can't remember coz da story was aired long2 time ago so u forgot.. huhu..

does it ring a bell?? hope so ^^

haa! lets jump to main point.. diz guy (pic below)... die ni lah cole...

Julian McMahon a.k.a Cole Turner

ensem x? macho x? haha

diz guy i admired him since long.. since the first time i watched the series.. (skola rendah kot tym tu)... n yet still admiring him.. as cole la wut i mean..

noe y? coz he, cole (the character) was cool~! macho lak tu.. haha... oke sye da gile.. (ignore me)

tonite, i have a date with him... but rite now im going out for a date with my gelfren.. hehe..

p/s: jap ea yang.. nk solat asar jap.. meet u at the midway k.. c ya!^^

tension~!~!~!

bole tak pas abes blaja nnt nk dok uma goyang2 kaki je.. 

mak~~~ hanis nk balik ='(

*mode analyzer : bad mood! ++homesick 

kalah sleeping beauty

oke yesterday night i slept like CRAZEE! hahah.. berjam-jam kott! mmg xigt dunia lahh..

if u say it's bcoz u slept late the other nite, so not true.. awal kott! not even 11 yet u started terhangguk2 and immediately dashed into bed.. only after those seven loong hours of sleeping u woke up the next morning at 5++.. so for sure it's not the reason.. huhu

mmm myb bcoz i'd been awake for the whole day... can i make that as a reason...? min saah khamsah assubh lahad saah tis'ah billail.. [5am-9pm] hey, isnt dat's ur daily routine? u even awake longer than that.. so, no no nosss... that's surely not ur main reason..

haha.. but dun forgett.. u've been melalak the WHOLE DAY yesterday.. woke up at five, went to class at eight (da la pegi lambat, klas kul8 kul 8 kua rumah.. sO0o wit ur azam baru.. kah3).. but alhamdulillah everything went smoothly.. i bravely rode the tramco alone to class yesterday morning.. (if i considered taking the tram, myb at 8.30 baru sampai.. ngee).. double thankful coz this one ammu helped me to cross the morning chaotic traffic.. and triple thankful that the class hadnt started yet.. alhamdulillah =)

first day of class..... NICE! class at eight, but started at 8.30.. 2hours of lecture on anaesthesia (suppose) but as it ended at 9.30 so an hour lecture only.. from the start of the class i kept on wondering why on earth that i remembered seeing this lecturer before..? imagine.. only after about half of the lecture had passed i suddenly said, "oo! this prof yg aja cpr tuu.. no wonder mcm penah nmpk" and my fren went like "aah mmg la" cehh, lmbt pickup tol.. >,<

at ten, we had a practical in the hospital.. as usual the doc came late.. cant blame them tho.. u shud know dat all these docs are bz... after waited for quite some time, finally the doctor came.. it's the first time to enter the OT/OR .. kat cni la i mean.. and we had to stand the whole hour! (adeh..sakit pinggang..) know why? bcoz there's no chairs in the OT (of coz) and the very main reason is bcoz we are learning with a surgeon (anaesthetist).. they are used to stand for hours during surgery.. no wonder they dont seem to feel tired of standing... hmm..

after class, i went to carefour along with my two other friends.. we had lunch there... after lunch we wanted to withdraw some money for shopping.. guess wut.. the atm was temporarily out of service!! arghh... mmg xde rezeki nk shopping gila2... patut pon kot.. klu x, tak igt dunia lak nnt.. huhu.. so it's ok, we juz went to carefour to buy some stuff, then went for window shopping for a while (a while ke? haha).. and bought drinks that worth 30genih per cup.. bajet ade fulus pule padahal mafish fulus khalis! nex time before buying a cup of coffee dun forget to ask for the price.. haha

the drinks.. LE30/cup.. not worth it!

at 4 we headed back home.. and i was supposed to have a study group after asar at my house but bcoz i hanged out for too long and came back late, so the study group was cancelled.. felt guilty to my dear fren who waited for so long sampai tetido2 la.. hehe, sory dear.. gomenn2~

that nite, after maghrib my fren and i went to class tafakuh but unfortunately i was so tired and sleepy that i missed quite alot of  info.. sory ustaz akli for sleeping in ur class.. it's not bcoz ur class was boring but it's bcoz i was so tired.. gomenn.. tp tdo dlm mjlis ilmu dpt pahala kn.. ngee

last night's topic was about halal & haram dlm perkahwinan dan ape ntah.. i didnt paid attention coz i was bz sleeping.. haha.. but for sure i heard the ustaz said Islam melarang tidak berkahwin.. (haaa, ape lg kwn2.. jom kawin... tet~!) hehe

the class ended at 8++ and we went home straight after the class and reached home at about 8.40.. afterwards i immediately went to bed.. and woke up at 3 in the morning for my isya' prayer... alhamdulillah, syukur.. at least i got the chance to do qiam last nite.. da byk ari xwat sb asek bgn lewat da subuh pon.. then when to sleep again at 4 till 5.30.. bajet nk bace buku, siap da bwk atlas anat naik katil tp letak kat tepi amik beary peluk n sambung tdo.. haha.. after subuh, my fren messaged me, asking if i wanted to join her cycling in ma'moura.. i replied her massage saying that i juz woke up and myb will be late if i wanted to join.. n so juz say no thanks.. then continued sleeping until 8.. hahah... tido lg lg n lg!! 

this morning, i woke up feeling soo happy to be sleeping that loong hours.. haha..

but still too lazy to get out of bed.. senjukk! guess winter really makes ppl hibernate a lot! hik3

ok guyss, how many hours do u think i slept last nite? alot rite! 

=the happy sleeping beauty=

internal medicine in memory

fuuuhhhhhh~~~~ ALHAMDULILLAH! at last... i can finally say.. "osce is overr!! relex n enjoy!!" huhu.. but not for long.. surgery is expecting my arrival to open a new chapter in the book of medicine.. hence, making all those moments in the internal medicine as an unforgettable memories.. surely im gonna miss all those funs.. but yet hoping not to lose even a single knowledge gained!

and here comes the story behind the 'fun playful' osce:

first spot with Dr Perihan :: taking pulse
my comment: regular, 80 beats per minute, normal force & volume, no special character, unequal with slightly weak pulse on the left side, and the vessel wall is not felt. dorsalis pedis & posterior tibial are both felt. (and she went.. gud, gud) *happy2*
second task i was asked to palpate the carotid artery... ops2!! i've done it wrongly.. my hand was like dancing all over the patient's neck searching for the artery but failed! =.=" (thank god the doctor was kind to give me chance).
and the best part.. she gave me full marks! she even showed me my marks.. huhu thank u doctor for the full marks.. luv.u.doc! <3

second spot :: inspect the lower limb
the first thing i comment, there's LL edema. and the doctor goes, "okay. but u hv to inspect"
silly me, how do u know it's LL edema juz by inspection.. u shud palpate for that.. huhu
and here's another story.. after i'd finished commenting on my findings and while the doctor was busy giving marks, i noticed the patient was giving a non verbal signs telling me bout his amputated right leg.. the most important finding i shud comment on but didnt.. hahah! thank u my patient for ur help.. hope it'll improve my marks a bit ;)

third spot :: examine the thyroid
the first worse spot ever! first question from the doctor.. what is the item of examination? i answered, "inspection, palpation and auscultation." and then i started to examine the patient.. while giving the comment, the doctor asked, "how do u know it's the thyroid?" ... i answered, "by asking the patient to iblag (swallow)" ... and then the doctor asked sumtin (i can't remember wut) which made me went blurr *ting tong* and then he said, "u forget to mention about percussion" (gud hint there) but still im in blurness~~ only after the xm i noticed that he was asking me to percuss the upper part of the sternum to see if there's enlargement of the gland extending to the mediastinum.. argh~!! hate it! hate it! hate it!

fourth spot :: auscultate the mitral area
my comment: muffled S1, pansystolic murmur, radiating to the axilla. "what is ur possible diagnosis?" .. i answered, "mitral regurge" ...(doctor nod2)...  "what are the causes of systolic murmur?" actually, i didn't really get the question.. and so i juz stand there blankly staring at the doctor without answering.. i shud hv asked him to repeat the question!! and now im regreting for not answering it.. u knew, but u lost the chance to answer..huh!

fifth spot :: inspect the back
not much of a story to tell.. it went smoothly, but still worrying about the marks... nice doctor, giving points to comment on, but bad me for not mentioning all of them =(

sixth spot :: acromegalic patient, inspect the face, hand and feet
the first comment i gave, slight slanting of the forehead.. suddenly the doctor asked, "why all of u gave the same comment? there's no such a thing of slanting of the forehead.. from which medical book did u get this term?" errkkk! "i dunno doctor, but this is the knowledge we got during our preclinical year." "wut?" "yes, the doctor from our preclinical studies told us this" and the doctor when.. "hmm..." ....but actually it's true, the doctors of internal medicine never once told us this point.. it's juz us making use of previous knowledge clinically.. huhu... but still im confused~! why taught us points that not even exist?! 0_o

seventh spot :: papate the spleen
nice spot... with very direct question.. and altho my comment was not 100% completed but still the doctor gave me full marks!! yeay! alhamdulillah, thank u Dr amani~ :)

eighth spot :: inspect the abdomen
the first item to comment is the shape... but unfortunately i lost my words! there was quite a long silence with me doing some stupid movement of my hand hoping that the word im searching for will immediately pop-up into mind.. haha.. even the doctor assessing started to pray "a'uzubillah himinash syaithonirajimm".. huhu.. but alhamdulillah not for long after, i managed to find a suitible word to describe.. fuhh~ *relieved!*

ninth spot :: auscultate the chest
hate this spot! there's too many mistakes i've done.. after reading the task, i went... BLURRRR!!!
i juz stood beside the bed looking at the patient's chest but not knowing wut to do.. and then suddenly i started to palpate for his apex?! for wut??? it's not the heart u shud examine, it's the chest! haha.. after quite some time, i realized im doing the wrong examination.. i immediately started auscultating his upper, middle, and lower lung zones trying to hear for the breath sound, any wheezes or crepitations.. after i felt satisfied with my findings i went to the doctor who's face was s00ooo horror oke.. not even a little smile present.. after commenting on the breath sound and the wheezes, he asked.. "wut about the vocal resonance?" AAaa~!! i forgot about that part of examination..!! *frust2* quickly running back to the patient, and do the xm.. then went back to the doctor and said.. "increase".. haha.. actually i dunno if the answer was correct or not.. bcoz i lost my focus and cannot interpret wut i heard exactly... hmm, at that state forgetting a step in an examination do add up my nervousness!=.="

tenth and last spot of the day :: taking history of jaundice
when i looked at the assessor... Dr zed?! i was like.. im dead meat! i remembered the time he assessed me during the long case last time.. it was horror!! asking to auscultate the aortic area.. so not knowing wut i heard.. but this time, alhamdulillah.. his question was quite simple and i managed to answer it.. but still im worried of my marks coz i caught my eyes looking at the marks of my friends previously assessed by him.. not even a single person got full marks.. even worse sumone got not even half of the full marks! oho doctor, pilzz be generous to me.. plizz, plizz..

and at last... fuhh.. i managed to call it a day! =)
now, im looking forward for surgery.. those who had juz finished their surgery exams said the exams was so sO SO hard! uhuk3 takutnye! but insyaAllah i'll try my best... 
chaiyok2 my dear friendss.. let us together fight to be the best future doctors graduating from alex.. aminn~

~salam maal hijrah~

mmg xlayak.. so dun dream~

there was once (so not true once, oke more than twice) i dreamt of getting married like in fairytales. but at that time i don't realize yet being a wife is not an easy task. but one day sumone (dun ask who) opened my eyes for me to see clean & clearly about this matter. the question is not just about being a wife, (if it's just the title that matters, then it won't be a big deal eh) but it's about being the SOLEHAH wife.

i even never could be a solehah daughter towards my father and mother, (too many times i disobey them, sorry mummy and daddy) and now im dreaming of being a solehah wife?! that is way3! too out of reach. with me becoming a future doctor (insyaAllah), having a busy life plus++ no or too little time to spend with my husband who's korean and kids (in my dreams!), it will be double the hardness. wut if im collecting sins (by being a disobedient wife yg byk songeh) rather than getting pahala?? [so am afraid]..

so lets just forget awhile about getting married and focus on becoming a true muslimah doctor (that's the least i can try to be). at least wut i know now, either you like it or not u must become a doctor one day. it's a fardhu ain on you! orait doctor to be, lets get to work! =)

::The woman girl with issueS::

online dgn Tuhan

rajin2lah mentadabur al-Quran ulkarim.. nescaya kamu akn dapati al-Quran itu sumber rujukan dan motivasi paling best, tiada tandingan.. (^_-)V

why a doctor?

i found this piece from my fren's fb page and find it kind of interesting..
but it's not like it's totally true.. juz sumtin nice to share.. uhu~

why shud u marry a doctor...??
well.. it's bcoz....

1. The stethoscope.
don't know why.. wat's so0 spacial bout da stethoscope? myb coz it can be use to hear heart sounds..?? hoho

2. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always at work.
aha.. nice aren't we..?? :P

3. They can give you a free medical consultation.
 limited tutorial oke.. haha

4.You save yourself the embarrassment of going to a doctor with a water infection!!
hahaha.. no comment.. o_0

5. They are smart!!
reli? alhamdulillah.. everything's from Allah :)

6. They are heavy weight party people in the weekend
not sure bout diz one..

7. They can check your heart rate when u r angry....!
twit! the blood pressure to be accurate.. ngee

8. They are well trained to listen
quite true i guess.. uhu..

9. They know how you feel, or at least pretend to!!
haha.. diz one is nice! :D

10. They always have a strange new story to tell.
pretty sure.. each patient presented differently..

11. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying (it is a reflex)
not reli.. we reflexly offer u a shoulder to cry on to! haha

12. They can stay up all night if you want them to accompany you watching a horror movie because they are used to have 'on call'.
dark environment juz tend to make us fall asleep out of tiredness.. how about a walk under the moonlight? surely we wont have the chance to fall asleep during walking! hik3

13. They can guide you in the gym.
we JOIN u in the gym.. nice!

14. Money!!! (Although they work long hours for it)
so much of being rich.. heh

15. Free medical samples!!
full supplement u may get.. huhu

16. They are unshockable!!!
looking calm at all time.. that is we.. hehe

17. They know what you want to hear and say it!!
dot.dot.. dunno -n0.0n-

18. They always try to dress nice!!
dress simple n express yet nice! ^^

19. They are trained in breaking bad news
ppl used to say that doctors are heartless. are we? =.="

..love doing wut im doing..

harry potter vs tafakuh

yesterday, as usual my weekly routine when it comes to thursday nights.. TAFAKUH! i'm enjoying myself very much by joining this class even though i only started attending them juz recently. (haii.. dah dok hampir 4 tahun kat sini baru nk join ke kak..ish3) nvm it's never too late to change.. hehe.. may You always give me the strength to keep on searching for Your blessings Allah :)
maybe before this i usually spent my thursday nights by hanging outs but lately i found spending my long free night hours at tafakuh is much3 fun..! at least i can gain some infos that not many ppl could get.. huhu

but yesterday, you really did made me think a while my fren.. myb u were right.. i understood well what u're trying to say. (yela xkn la nk wat baik sensorg je kn. alang2 nk cari pahala ajak la ramai2.. self-centred la u).. hmm, i know i shud've at least try. i tried once. and myb that once was not good enough and i should've tried again.. but i didnt.. coz i usually think that im not good at affecting other ppl. or myb coz i dont usually like ppl nagging at me so that's y i tend to not doing the same to other ppl. but that kind of thinking is not good la u.. u shud change.. camne nk berdakwah camni.. *sigh*

my dear, ::be.wise::think.wise::act.wise::

lets just put it this way, whatever u do let it juz be for Allah.. insyaAllah He's always there to help u :)

note: cam xde kaitan lak post ni ngn tajuk die.. haha
(tapi....seb bek harry potter smlm xbrape nk bez.. so xde la rase rugi xjoin skli.. he3)

khat class at four

yesterday i had an arabic handwritting class at 4pm.. quite an interesting class tho.. for ur information, there are few types of khat writting.. they are nas, ruk ah, tuluf, diwali, farisi, ali diwali and gufi.. ignore the spelling coz im not sure of it, i just wrote what i think i heard from the ustaz pronouncing it.
and yeahh~ doing the writting is not easy as it seems..  i made quite alot of mistakes.. afterall, i'm not good in art at all! huhu...

this is one that i manage to produce from the skill that i have.. lovely?? huhu.. tq! ^_^

hahaha.. it's too good to be true.. of coz lah it's not my handwritting.. it's ustaz's... so beautiful! thanks ustaz :)
ok guyz, if u think u r gud in reading jawi... so what does this mean??

and here's another one... so anyone can guess?? i'll give u present if u can.. haha
pretty sure it's hard to read this kind of khat.. huhu

they are like pretty to look at but hard to understand.. that's u khat! :D

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ok enuf with the khat story.. shifting to another kemushkilan of mine..
do u guyz know what 'lol' and 'lmao' stands for? coz im quite curious of their meanings.. hmmm....

i pronounce you husband and wife

alhamdulillah.. syukur ke hadrat Ilahi... at last my only bro dah pon selamat melafazkan kata-kata azimat tu (dgn skli lafaz je oke) to his X-fiance and now they're officially become a married couple.. congretz! ^_^

i juz called home and spoke to my mum. i excitedly asked her,"so mum, how do you feel rite now?".. and she blindly answered.. "mmm, bese je.." hoh, to tell u da truth im a bit disappointed..!! am i the only one who's being too over excited bout this whole marriage thing! (ok beside my brother la kn.. klu die pon x excited gak xtau nk ckp ape lah) hohoh..  but afterwards i start to think, yeah why am i being so excited? its not like im the one who's getting married.. hahah.. hmm myb because of not being able to be there at the time of event so it pushes me to become this! haha

anyhow, im happy for you my dear brother.. may Allah blessed you both in everything you do.. n may you find happiness in this life & thereafter.. aminn :)

and to my beloved family that i miss so much, have a good rest ya all! (^^,)

..the eager me..

am i ready enough for this?

pagi yg indah pada hari raya kedua aidil adha.. pas subuh sedang sy bersuke-ria mrayau2 d internat (dunia tanpa sempadan tuu) tb2 nampak ayhku tercinta tgh online.. ape lg.. grab the opportunity.. bkn slalu dpt borak ngn abah.. kol pon slalu xclear.. dan skg lgsung xbole kol.. tatau ape kehalnye ntah laptop ni.. tua da kot, byk pulak ragam die.. (myb die nk soh tuka yg baru la tu kot.. hehe).. n so berchit-chatting la sy with my beloved father, tb2 abh tye...

abah: ada kawan balik msia ke?
saye: mmm sorg tu die balik kawen
abah: uda pun nak balik kahwin juga ke
saye: ehhh hanis mane ade balik nk kawen.. hanis balik sbb along nk kawen la.. hehe
abah: klu uda nak kahwin boleh la balik
abah: kalau along kahwin along lah balik
saye: haha.. yelah, nnt klu hanis nk kawen hanis balik ye....
saye: hahaha
abah: hehehehe
abah: dah ada calon ke?
saye: eh?
saye: ni abh ke mak ni?
abah: abah la

haaa... cuak i... mane tak nye.. abh yg tak penah2 tye soklan camtu tb2 tye.. siap tye balik ni mak ke abh?? hahah!

mmm, i guess i'm really becoming an adult now.. n old enough to talk bout stuff like marriage with her own father..!! "it's ok daddy, when i'm ready with that i'll let you know okay?" hehe..
for the meantime, i'm still your sweet little daughter and will always be ur swit.lil.doter.. alwaizzz
miss u daddy :)

yey.. yey.. raye dtg lagi

As mentioned before, in my last post.. that today is raye haji
happy eidul ahda to all muslims all over the world.. :)

"kullu sannah wa enta toiibbin"

as usual, name pon org melayu kn.. so even being anywhere, even u r not in ur own country but the tradition of visiting relatives during ari raye still on... oyeah.. i like! know y? coz there's food food food!! hehe.. bila hari raye menjelma maka byk la org yg wt openhouse.. sane openhouse, situ openhouse, sini openhouse.. byk sungguhhh... las2 balek uma mlm raye terbongkanggg.. mane tak nye, perut da kyg mula la parasympathetic system take upperhand.. rest & digest.. which equal to eat and sleep.. and if i continue on with this habit, don't be surprize if one day i find myself being obese~! hoho..xmo lahh... (naseb baek bkn ari2 raye..haha)

anyhow, i'm enjoying myself today.. 4 openhouses in a row (including my ous) do kills my gut..what a crime! haha.. but what can i do those foodss really drive me crazy.. so delicious~! :D

mmm im getting totally sleepy right now n need to go to bed..nite!

2nd post

mm dok uma tak wat pape pon arini.. asek ngadap laptop je.. mkn pon xyah riso sb pose sunat.. jadi aktiviti arini cume la solat then afterwards dok ngadap balek dpn laptop.. tu jek.. snanye byk je mase tp buku jugak malas bace.. (trok2.. bile nk brubah ni cek oiii)

hmm, ari kedua berbloging kat cni, i dah tuka my blog address.. hehe
snanye i'd tried to keep the last address but some complication came up that forces me to change into something new..  sorry sifu :(   even so.. jasamu tetap dikenang~! :)

actually i dont have any idea what to write at the moment.. myb because there's nothing interesting happened today.. but since someone ask me so i'll try to write sumting then..

mmm let see... tomorrow all muslims are going to celebrate aidil adha (i'm not sure about other places, but  if i'm not mistaken for egypt, tomorrow is the day)

thus, my wish to all my dear brothers and sisters, the nation of Islam..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

may Allah blessed us always with His love and mercy :)

finally

bismillah..
awl mula pertama mula..
fuhh... alhamdulillah! akhirnye slps penat berhempas pulas berjam2 utk merekacipta blog ni, finally~~
inilah hasilnya...... http://nasiimpitnkuahkacang.blogspot.com/  ^_^
thanks to someone for giving the effort and help needed to make this a success.. arigatou gozaimasu! :)
without ur help i'll still be struggling right now.. huhu
n here, my first few words to ppl out there who ever come across this blog.. i only write for fun and for self satisfaction. no less no more.
and pleaseee mind my language/s.. as im a human being, make mistakes alot! also any spelling errors, grammar errors and so on so on so on... pejam mata, anggap xnampak.. hahah!
till then..
life's beautiful in every way when u know the reason for ur living~