when problems come, you know it isn't the end of the world

I don't know what happen to my dear friend but what ever it is i'm pretty sure it's huge. she's been isolating herself from the outside world. what happened to you dear? i'm sorry i wasn't able to be there beside you when you needed a holding hand. and you know i'm not very good at this either. but i believe you are strong. strong to face your challenge. and you will win over yourself. have faith in you n in Allah.

Just look into your heart, ALLAH is there for you :)

i'm 24

Alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang utk hidup, utk menghirup udara pinjamanNya dan semestinya utk mencari Dia dlm kehidupan. Alhamdulillah, pd rabu yg lepas maka genaplah umurku 24 tahun. apa yg telah ku kecapi dlm tempoh itu? semoga byk yg ku dapat utk bekalan ke akhirat kelak. dan Ya Allah jgnlah Engkau jadikn baki hidupku berlalu dgn sia2. rahmatilah umurku dan kehidupanku. amin.

Alhamdulillah this year i got multiple birthday celebrations from friends around me. and it feels like my birthday was the whole week rather than a day. myb i should just call it a birthWEEK instead. what a blast! hehe. thanks friends for this special treat. i appreciate it so much. *crying*

With my loving housemates. 

With whom i share 5 beautiful years together. :')

birthday party at ibnu balad

With my lovely costa-mates. 

From them i learn about coffee. hee :D

birthday party at de la vega

With my ex-roommates bilik 203.

With them i took my first step in this challenging world.

birthday party at coffee bean

The wonderful birthday presents. i love them all. 

Thank you friends. ^^

We shared smiles, we wiped the tears. And through the years our friendship has grown along with us. 

You all are truly a wonderful part of my life. 

Friends, thanks for the beautiful years you gave me. i'm so happy to have all of you be a part in my life. thank you Allah for sending them to me. ukhuwah fillah. =')

dugaan ketika bertunang

F: selalunye org yg tunang ni byk dugaan, tp awk xde dgr pape pulak. - rare
Me: ooo yeke? Alhamdulillah :) *dlm kepala mind setting 'dugaan' tu mesti bile ade pihak ke-3 'ehem ehem' yg hadir di antara pasangan tunang ni.
H: she had hers. but just in a different way. *talk talk talk*...
Me & others: owwwhhh

Now i understand that the 'dugaan' masa tunang is NOT just when there's conflict with the 'lovey lovey' 3rd party but it can come in different ways too and inshaAllah we will fight to the end. yosh~! bertahan ye wahai diri n mr fiance.

Counting days.. may Allah ease ^.^

pervert.. serves you right

Those perverts who violated my dignity, i curse you everyday you'll be impotent your whole life. serves you right. i hate perverts and most of them are young teens. what a waste of human source.

Doa org teraniaya makbul tau. x takut ke buat jahat kat org? you'll be lucky if you happened to bump into those people with pure heart, they'll pray for your goodness. but unfortunately you bump into someone like me who happens to be cursing for you. not until you pledge on your knees asking for forgiveness will i forgive you. 

emo pulak memalam ni. #eh!

a mind of a bride to be

"Nanti bile awk announce mesti org terkejut kn." said a friend to me.

Nampak sgt mcm x ready kn. org lain yg nk kawen sume nmpk matang, kt x pon. i replied.

Then she said, "Aah" sambil gelak. 

Hahaha. terbukti mmg mcm x layak je nk kawen. org plg dekat dgn sy, hidup sebumbung, yg hari2 tgk muke ni pon sendiri x caye org mcm sy nk kawen. hahaha. Tidak mengapa, kena yakin dgn diri sendiri yg awk boleh even though from the outside you don't look like one. kah kah kah. inside? 

Twitter walking and read a tweet from a friend who's newly wed 2 days ago. she tweeted that she's already starts surveying on baby walker and stroller. omg!! aren't it a bit too early? NAHHH.. it's just the right time! i guess this is the mind that every bride-to-be and newly weds should have. kids, home and stuff. awk? still thinking of finishing all my movies, series, korean dramas and running man yg byk tu before married. what were you thinking? =.="

Counting days to the big day.....'s'
- biggest final exam as med student
- graduation day
- & the bridal's day
Too many big days i'm counting -.-"

To a new chapter in life. may Allah ease :)

Bahriya kami sampai

Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan menjelajah bumi Allah, mentadabur alam indah ciptaan Yg Maha Pencipta. last weekend kitorg the lordians pergi menjejakkan kaki di sebuah padang pasir, desert okay deserrrttt. with no wotaaa. STRESS~! (ala2 kang gary). the scenery... subhanallah sungguh indah! i've went to a desert before in siwa. i thought bahriya won't look much different from siwa but i was totally wrong. this time the desert is so much different. if siwa is a land of sand only but bahriya tells a different story. bahriya's desert is more to flat land and more 'rocky' (more rocks is what i mean) :D

Very beautiful. let me share few pictures of bahriya, then you can tell yourself if bahriya a beautiful place or not. hehe.

::'Jeep oggy sparrow' in black desert::
 

::Lordian ladies in black desert::


::Wanita-wanita badwi import dari malizi:: hehe


::Sepasang sahabat di tgh kawasan gurun::


::Saat terbenamnya matahari::


::Sunrise in white desert::


::Saat terbitnya pula sang mentari pagi::


::Chicken mushroom soup or rocks??::


::Crystal mountain::


::Jeep yang dinaiki kami::


Pictures are not in their chronological order. but still do enjoy the beauty of bahriya's black n white deserts. ^^

I'm not very good with words and sentences. my apology.

cuci di waktu cuti

Alhamdulillah hari ni ade jugak bende berfaedah yg awk buat selain melekat depan laptop tgk RM je. hehe. sgt hepi fridge da bersih suci murni seputih salju gitu.. hehe. 

 

Skg dah kemas baru ade feel sikit nk bkk fridge selalu. hehe. ^^

p/s: nk update pasal trip to bahriya tp mcm biasa sgt kurang rajin nk susun2 ayat n last2 x update terus. like what happened to the trip to spain. asek bertangguh smp skg x update pon. huhu. 

bahriya, here i come

Alhamdulillah another school break for us for one whole week! need to spend my holiday wisely so it won't go to waste. (betul ke idak ayat awk ni? dah mcm pelik je bile bc balik. hoho) Alhamdulillah for this Easter break, the lordian ladies is organizing a trip to bahriya. but where is that? you don't know? i know nothing too. haha~! the only few infomations i had on bahriya is that it is a place of desert, very hot, very dry and it's in egypt. hehe. is it sufficient enough to even call it few infos? haha. ignore me plis :p

I don't go far this time. only around egypt. i have been here for almost 6 years but still i haven't finish travelling even 1/2 of egypt. and the very place i regretted not going is sinai. it's like you said you stayed in egypt but didn't even went to sinai?? what a waste! =.=" i know, but i don't see any opportunity for me to go there. missed a trip and can't retrieve back. sadly... *cries inside*

Okay back to bahriya... and so we're leaving this evening around 6 to cairo first, and will depart from cairo to bahriya in the morning the next day. I'm so excited to go for a vacation. can't wait to be there. thee~ i even bought a new pair of sunglasses yesterday. haha. semangat bekobar2 x? :D

Just a simple shade. as simple as me. hehe ^^

X yah nk bajet retis sgt la. you don't even look like one. just don't dream. haha. -.-

I've listed all the things to bring along but to my surprise, for a 2 days 1 night trip only i should bring THIS lot? homaii.. definitely a woman. can't leave anything behind. =.=" trying to cut down the list but i just don't know what to left out. haha. to me all the things i intended to bring are all important. haha acamno ni? i guess i have no other choice but to bring ALL of them. hehe. 

okay peeps, need to start packing. i'm leaving this evening. hehe. see you there lordians~! =)