selamat hari raya aidilfitri

Maka berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan.. sebulan itu sekejapnya terasa bagaikan kurang dari sehari. masih byk lagi amalan yg belum mampu dicapai. semoga dapat bertemu dengan Ramadhan seterusnya..

Tiba lah kini Syawal.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. mohon maaf zahir dan batin buat semua yang mengenali diri ini. andai ada terkasar bahasa, terguris hati, termengata, terpukul, terjentik, tersepak.. sepuluh jari disusun dan sejuta keampunan dipinta. selamat menyambut hari lebaran.

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She unblocked me at last. i guess something good must have had happened between them that makes me no longer her rival. good for you, good for both of them. thank you Allah if that's the case.

May everything that happened in this life or will happen in the future will bring thousands of hikmah. wallahu'alam..

i came to visit

Yesterday was like a dream. am i dreaming? couldn't believe it myself. still... up till today, i woke up having the same feeling. "was yesterday really did happen or it was just me dreaming?" hoho.

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go-in-home

Alhamdulillah already done with packing. now all i need to do is wait for tomorrow to come and "hello malaysia! here i come".. i will be home just in a couple of time.. huhu. can't wait to see mum and dad. really3 miss you both. for this summer, think there's a lot of thing to be done. do i need a check list for that? huhu. dont bother. rite now just the "go-home-mode" :)

first step

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Tidak disangka-sangka beginikah yang bakal berlaku? kesungguhannya terpancar. maka silalah beri sokongan terbaik selagi mana tidak bertentangan dengan hasrat hati. komitmen itu penting. baiklah, akan sy sahut cabaran ini. akan sy cuba yang termampu. demi satu.. menenuhi hasrat hati :)

the hope

Hate to think of it.. each n every time i got those promising words from others, i then realized it was never gonna happen.. this time i hope either you don't say it again that way or you make it come true. think i'm ready to open up to you as long as you don't disappoint me like what the others did to me. hopefully.. 

august update

alhamdulillah alredi done with the presents yesterday. insyaAllah enuf for everyone. mum dad along angah mira lynn. ted je xde =P n to my close friends. owh! yen... (fogot) wut for u eh? ok u're the only one left. need to find sumthing for u fast. or else.. gomenn.. ngaa! XD

counting days to 25th august. can't wait to be at home =)

umrah was cancelled. feeling sad for that. but i guess it's not my time yet after all. insyaAllah when the right time comes, i'll be there one day. insyaAllah *wink2*

still remember what i dreamt for last time? dreaming high
well i guess from the 3 places i hope to go this year, i only manage to get one (insyaAllah). alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah... thankful to Allah at least i got one instead of none. huhu. but sometimes we just can't predict the future. maybe we can plan for one but at the end of the day, it is still Allah who will do the final planning. we as servants, we have no power against His will and that redha is our best companion.

today, tot of going to game' ibrahim again for tarawih, unfortunately dental smile called me yesterday night and ask me to come for follow up today instead of next monday. nvm, insyaAllah i still have few days left to go to game' ibrahim again before travelling to malaysia. hoping that this will be my last visit to the dental smile since i only have a couple of days left. insyaAllah :)

tot of cleaning up the room since the last day of exam. but up till now i didn't even start it yet. huhu. busy being outdoors to much. i can almost say it's like almost everyday! haha.

today, will have a small last sc party at my house. dunno wut r they preparing for iftar tonight. but surely it'll be the best. for sure! hehe.

k, got to go.. will update later if i feel like doing. huhu. jya~

the bad side of you

What's happening to me. plizz... im sick of this attitude!!! can't u be more polite?! can't u be more humble?! can't  u not get angry easily?! can't you can't you huh??!! gosh plis la. what's happening to me? i hate this feeling. since when did i once again started to be this?! hate that part of me. >(

redha... redha.. redha.. learn this word properly...
AL-RIDHA is the feeling of which every single tiny bit of a something that is given by Allah is the best for you.

"Ya Allah, make me a better person. aminnn..."

oo oo oo balik kampung

~~ I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us. How we met and the sparks flew instantly. And people would say they're the lucky ones. lalalala ~~~ *ringtone the story of us*

i looked at the caller and to my surprise it was my father who's calling. i picked up the phone and start talking...

me: hello daddy, why you called?
dad: nothing. just suddenly i miss you. *happy2 blushing. huhu*
me: where are you now dad?
dad: i'm in the car on the way for iftar at pearl.
me: what! i wanna folo-folo..
dad: if u want to folo-folo u shud come home this summer. hehe. are u coming home this summer? when will u go to umrah n when will u return?
me: nope. im not coming home this summer. or are you sponsoring my flight ticket? if so i'll go n buy the ticket right away. haha. *kidding2 only actually* i'll depart from egypt myb this 25th august n stays at saudi myb until early sept. so myb around 4-6 sept i'll be back home in egypt.
dad: owh.. so when will you start classes?
me: im not sure myself. but there's rumors myb will start at 8th of oct since seniors start theirs' at 8th..
dad: so u will have a month holiday then. why won't u come home? wut r u doing there for one whole month? better to come home. i miss u... i'll sponsor the flight ticket. go n find the ticket quickly..
me: *speechless*.... is this a command? haha
dad: haha. yeahh... dat'z so..

*the next day...

has: i hv a bad news for you.
me: n wut is that?
has: the juniors who's supposed to fly to jeddah this monday their visa was detained. they can't fly.
me: seriously?? wut about mine??
*speechless lagi...

me: daddy.. my trip to umrah is not sure yet. the juniors theirs' been hold back. im worried bout mine =(
dad: owh, so u're not going to umrah diz year? quickly came back home..
me: erkk.... but daddy, i wanna go umrah T_T
dad: =D

point 1: i guess my dad is more excited bout me going back than i am. haha
point 2: im worried about umrah status. it's critical at the moment. pray for us pilzz.. "Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan kami. amin amin ya rabbal 'alamin..."

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last paper... orthopedic surgery... this 11th august.. then, im free for a while. hehe. wish me luck!

N.B. da last paper baru nk letak 'gud luck wish' ni. huhu. thanks! :)

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yesterday i was outrageous. the speech of yours, it triggers my firing threshold up to the maximal level. as a result, i smashed my mirror into pieces. sorry mirror =( you've served ur master for more than 4years and yesterday was ur last day on earth. thanks for ur 4years service. RIP XP

im in love!

accidentally in love with your voice :)

mood addicted to FT skg ni. huhu

keep up the good work. make me proud of you. hik3

goodluck in music! ^_-

down..down..down

waaaa!!!! J_L

Mr Pediatric, the killer of my soul

how i wish i could have done better.. hmmm...

nvm, what had past, just let it be. 

let us see the ones ahead and try our best for that.

gudluck dear. robbuna yusahhil ^_~ 

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this one video, my best mate tagged me on facebook

sweet kan! hehe

p/s: does anyone knows what movie is this? tot of watching it some time later. seems so sweet. huhu..