Breastpump berjasa

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Sejak akhir2 ni my breastpump dah mula menunjukkan simptom2 yg bahawasanya dia sudah semakin tua dimamah usia. Tgh2 pam tetiba eh ape basah ni. Rupe2nya ade susu keluar through the pump 😰😰 so sad. I have been using it since my first child. 2014. Then pam tu diperturunkan pulak kepada my sis in law. 2015. Then my sis lak pinjam. 2016. Now im using it for my second child. 2017. Nampak x betapa berjasanya pam tu kepada anak2 ku dan anak2 buahku.. since anak dah 4 bulan skg mcm berbelah bahagi nk beli pam baru ke idok. Tapiiiiii i mmg bercita2 nk breastfeeding for 2 years since anak first lg cita2 tu. Tp apakan daya cita2ku x tercapai masa haifaa. But at least i got to nurse her until 1y3m dah berayukur sangat. And this time i really want to try my luck again for 2 years inshaAllah. May Allah ease. I love nursing my babies. I love breastfeeding. To be honest it is tough but to me it is fun 😊

16 september

Wah bestnya tgk legislatures ramai2 kumpul kat majlis min amalia. As usual org 'busy' org 'jauh' mcm kita ni mmg x akn dpt join la. Huhu. Anyhow to the newlywed, selamat pengantin baru min amalia n husband. To all malaysians, selamat hari malaysia! Last but not least, to the love of my life, selamat ulang tahun pertunangan kita abg syg <3 altho abg kata "tunang pon ada anniversary ke?" dan hari ni kita sambut 16 sept kat rmh je but its okay, i still love you. X mkn hati pon abg ckp camtu. Terguris sikit ja. Hahaha. Aaand to my beloved daughter hauraa insyirah, get well soon dear. Sbb awk dmm la kita x pegi memana hari ni. huhuhu. I love you my husband and daughters. May Allah protect us everyday. Amiiin...

First met

Again with the fb memories featuring... When i first met you.
Said to be on 16th august 2012 but you denied it and said 15 years ago at dewan titiwangsa! Haha. Your joke sounds hilarious but your answer was forever consistent which somewhat makes me believe it was true (although i know it was not for sure). Tak kan lah cinta pandang pertama kott!! hihihi. But thanks for making me think it was love at first sight. Love at dewan titiwangsa. Hahaha. Anyways, the past will only be memories but what matters now is the present and the future. I love you no matter if it was love at first sight or not. I will always hope to love you forever inshaAllah 😊

instastory

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

lately i am so into INSTASTORYYY! haha. up to the point my husband said, "syg ni semua nk instastori." kikiki.. i just can't stop myself to instastory everyday. just to kill some boredom. since now im a stay at home mom, and most of the time im only with those two little kids. instastory them is such fun! hehe. and the best part is it only stays for 24 hours and after that the post is gone with the wind. *swooshh* =D and since my IG account are for XX gene only (as i already promised my husband that IG followers will only be girlss on the day i created the account) so i feel that i have freedom to spam instastory with kiddos pictures!! hihihi. hmm. that's all for the latest update. imma off to bed. nite~!

by the way... I LOVE YOU MR GOBLIN (rambut tu..) kekeke
although we always quarrel on small things but that what makes our relationship stronger. cewaaah.

Love by giving

I want to give love and feel loved by giving more instead of receiving more.

Something that never change

I know one thing that never change about this blog... it is the place i often visit when my emotions aren't stable. Since the begining, this is the place i like to express my frustation the most. And lately my emotions are labile it seems. Im the kind of person who doesnt know how to talk to people when im down. So that is why i write. By writing it sometimes can cool me down. 

Oh Allah, please forgive me. Please giude me. I'm feeling lost again (-_-)

scrolling bloggie

Bila dah lama x bukak blog, at one point when you scroll back your own blog you can see how much you have grown. from a rebel and hot tampered young lady to a wiser woman. haha. even the content of your story change somehow. but still just rumbling about my life nothing else. no big issues. no info ilmiah-ilmiah mahupon to promote any online shopping. hihi.

Now that i look back, rase nk tergelak kat diri sendiri pon ada. hahahah!! *laugh out loud* ... *but in silence*

Ok need to stop laughing coz it's hard to laugh in silence (if you know what i mean..) or else your daughter will become curious and start asking... "ummi, kenapa ummi gelak sorang- sorang?" (-_-)''

budak jepun

Facebook memories sometimes do bring back the forgotten memories and bring smiles to my day. Hihihi.
You used to be the 'budak jepun' to mom. I long forgotten about that. Haha. I love you my budak jepun 😚

Mobile blogger

I dont understand why it is so hard to manage blog post via mobile blogger. Even to delete a post is impossible. Why lah.. *rolling eyeballs* 

As for my life update, im now a mother of two! Walla!! Truth is, me myself is still digesting the fact. Hahah! The eldest is soon to be three years old and the little one is now two months old. How lucky am i to have those little girls. They make my life happy. Thank you Allah 😊

And another hard-to-believe fact is that my marriage is approaching to forth year! Feels like only yesterday i fell in love with my husband. Hehe. And i will surely want to fall in love with you over and over again! 😙 *shame-shame cat!* 😁😁

Okay, my baby is crying for mummy now. Gotta go~!