whatever happens-happens

if you love something.. let it go,
if it comes back to you.. it's yours,
if it doesen't...
it never was and it's not meant to be...

sometimes we need to stop analizing the past..
stop planning the future..
stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel..
stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel..

sometimes we just have to go with "whatever happens-happens"

29:64

Dan kehidupan dunia ini hanya senda gurau dan permainan. Dan sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itulah kehidupan yang sebenarnya sekiranya mereka mengetahui

Al-Ankabut [29:64]

first ♥

you are us

ishq pyar mohabbat~

saya sayang awak kerana ALLAH

ukhuwah fillah, insyaAllah

the chance of being a facilitator to the young fellows was one of an opportunity

to get to know ur sisters better.. ur friends better n urself potentials better..

smart circle gabungan 2nd year

27/05/2011

what hurts the most

What hurts the most.....
..Was being so close
..And having so much to say
..And watching you walk away
..And never knowing what could have been
..And not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do

updating later

thinking of writing a post about my birthday yesterday. but still can't find the right timing. myb will update after xm which will be around early june. kinda late for an update.. huhu. or myb i can say, juz a story to treasure here. that's more accurate. huhu. but seriously rite now im juz too bz. must focus on studies this time around. no more playing around. later, u will become a doctor.. (IA).. doctors don't play much. or they don't usually hv time to play. so u must be aware u will also be the person with no playing around too. so juz train urself with that kind of situation okeyh ;)


last but not least... thanks all for the wishes.. presents.. surprises.. im so thankful to have u all as friends. luv ya'll ^^

Beginikah saya?

seniman asmara.. kah kah kah!!!!! tu paling xtahan weyhh!

oke.. dat part, sile abaikn..

but but but... do you think i do have those character like wut this dr fazilah kamsah said?

1. susah utk dimengertikn
2. disukai krn kebaikan tetapi dibenci krn perbuatan
3. org yg penuh pengertian
4. merendah diri n xmenonjol
5. suka merayu-rayu

kasi feedback naa. really like to know wut u all lot think of me. (5org je pon. haha!) arigatou gozaimasu~~  

maassalamah O&G wa ahlan Ortho

Obstetric & Gynecology alredi finished... nex station... orthopedic!
first day of  class da sesat. bhahaha.. ortho department sumwut like a jail. hehe. with tall walls and big black solid iron gate and it is situated sumwut out circuit, away from the normal busy traffic jams. feels like living in a rural area for a while. hehe. with less cars on street. not like usual morning chaotic traffic like always seen outside my bedroom window. alhamdulillah today's class was only until 12.. and we happily left the class to go home. well guess wut.. sesat lagi =.=" we did found many of those big black solid iron gate but unfortunately all of them were closed and we can't find our way out. so we tried to escape from the outpatient clinic's entrance. right after reaching the outpatient clinic, we heard loud noises and the sound of glasses being smash to the ground. well this time, org arab tgh bergadoh pulak.... haih, stuck again without any way out =.=" but alhamdulillah after a few minutes, me manage to escape from the jail-like orthopedic department. hehe.. end of today's ortho round. tomorrow we will meet again.. jgn sesat lg dah. haha

yesterday was our last day in O&G and we did held a small farewell party. it went on smoothly except for the part where the nurses came to join and did some ruination to our party. hehe. nvm.. khalas dah pon. huhu

picturess... no picture.. dey kate gambar byk kabo. name je pake dslr tp kabo gak?! haihh.. think, better to use ordinary camera like this. hahah:P

O&G in memory ^_^

see ya next year! insyaAllah...

setengah tahun

blog ini sudah berusia 6bulan 1hari..
tp follower die lima org je... hak hak hak!!

semoga awak membesar bertambah usia dgn sihat.. haha
luv u my external harddisk memory.. hik3 ^_^

silence

i don't get it..

if u feel like saying something, can u juz say it..

is it that hard huh?!

**ye, mmg susah pon!

better to keep silent...shhhh~

keep silence is a solution?

then they won't know it and you will know nothing too

**the best.. only if you don't wish to know the answer

~~~

sometimes words hurt.. but silence can also be painful

mata'a is the world

when ever i got mad, got angry or sakit hati with someone or something, i always remember this 2things.. (at least)

- remember to istighfar byk2 coz madness is hot like fire and fire is one form of satan. so remember to istighfar and seek Allah's forgiveness for we accidentally become satan's follower.

- remember that the entire world n everything in it is mata'a.. and what Allah has is better. so why bother getting mad upon sumtin that is mata'a? juz let go n believe what Allah has for you is much better, insyaAllah...

when every time i remember to do this two things, at least i can feel calm a bit and able to let go of the anger... alhamdulillah =)

this is where i got motivated by to think the way i'm thinking right now. hope it could be of a benefit to others too, insyaAllah.. ::my.motivation::

fuddruckers

5 may 2011 -----> ZATIE SWE3T 22 ^^

celebrating zatie's 22nd birthday at fuddruckers..
delicious! must try okiee ^^

kek yg super duper sedap. must try gak. huhu

this meal, it looks simple.. but actually terlalu mengenyangkn! the burger daging n the roti die super soft! lembut amat3!! delicious^^

but one thing about fuddruckers.. their meals are quite expensive.. so make sure u hv enuf cash before you enter.. but dun wori, the atm machine is just nearby. if in case the cash you bring is not enuf, feel free to 'cucuk' for more.. hehe 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZATIE

SWE3T 22!

p/s: cpt2 kawen ye.. hehe

ape nk jadi daa..

even hitler pon marah wehh..

adeh malaysia2..

lingkup anak bangsa camni..

lingkup agama!

"sesungguhnya org-org yg tidak beriman kpd akhirat Kami jadikan terasa indah bg meraka perbuatan-perbuatan meraka (yg buruk) sehingga meraka bergelimang dlm kesesatan" [An-Naml 27:4]

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a year already?

Time does run fast these days. a year ago, something huge happen to me. someone broke my heart like i don't have one. i remember being like such an idiot mourning over a love that was never mine. i was broken.. hurt.. crippled.. unable to even say "i'm okay, i'm fine"... but alhamdulillah with time past by, i eventually able to stand up once again, saved from the fall. it's all thanks to you. it is because of  you, i learned to become a wiser person. at first, i felt like this was a bad luck to me, but then i realized it was a bless to be hurt. you actually led my way to become a better me.. thank you for the hard time you gave me. :)

And on top of all, i'm thankful to ALLAH for the hardships and troubles that came into my life. alhamdulillah.. without those obstacles, i may have gone astray.. far away from You.. Nauzubillahuminzalik

ingatlah..
hidup ini adalah untuk bersyukur..

bersyukur pada yg menyakitimu, kerana dia lah yg menabahkan hatimu..

bersyukur pada yg tidak mengendahkanmu, kerana dia lah yg memupukmu utk berdikari..

bersyukur pada yang menjatuhkan kamu, kerana dia lah yg memperhebat abilitimu..

bersyukur pada yg menyeksamu, kerana dia lah yg menguji kesabaranmu..

bersyukur dgn segala ujian-Nya, kerana itu lah yang meningkatkan keimananmu..

dan bersyukurlah dgn usia ini, kerana sedetik masa lagi belum tentu kita masih bernyawa..


And now, my sad love story had gone down, down, down the drain...?? haha..
nope, still remains as the lost memory inside my active working brain. unneeded to be think of anymore. just remain there as healed wound leaving an ugly scar behind...

we're engaged!

satu.mei.dua.ribu.sebelas

friends.forever!

p/s: Dr Moneim... happy birthday!

(all egypt is on holiday today bcoz of ur birthday) :P

may Allah bless u always:)

picnic d'montaza

Last friday, the 28th of april.. we had picnic at montazah.. all thanks to kak hani for holding the picnic for us. it was fun! :)

when speaking of montazah, the first thing that will pop up into mind will be 

'the king farouk's castle'

here is the picture of the castle. nice kn? ;)

okay, first of all let me introduce you to kak hani. she's kak mushrifah of our house. she's very nice, very sporting, very happy-go-lucky, and very lepak lah! 

kak hani, we love u so much!:)

next, the activity of the day... we did quite a lot of things that day

di antaranyaa...

eating..

of coz! if no eating, then why do u called it a picnic eh? :P

so this one is a compulsory to have on that day.. hehe

the menu..

tuna and scrambled egg sandwiches

fried bihun

fried chicken

tiramisu kak hani yg sgt sedap!

we also played some game cards...

uno card

and SNAP!

this game.. im not good at it.

u need to be extra fast and extra strong to hit the card first and to be hit by others on top. saket woo kena pukul bertubi2.. merah telapak tgn. hehe

and also photo shooting!

kalau dah sampai montazah tp tak ambik gambar rugilah. the view here is very beautiful. you may not even believe urself being in egypt. i myself tot i was somewhere in europe not in egypt :P

(eh nk ckp egypt buruk la tuh. egypt pon cantik lah!) ngee

me..

and the flowers

them..

and she

eh3.. terbang pulak awk.. excited terlebih pulak awk ni :P

we..

and us

under the tree,

in front of the castle..

and in rows

finally, the picnic was over

it was time to say 'tata montazah'

see ya nex tym!

(^_^)

tira.mis.u 3am

28.04.2011 

3.00am : woke up early in the morning, genyeh2 mata n said to myself... "mmm feels like eating tiramisu.. today's friday. it's weekend n no class to attend. wut else.. wat tiramisu jom!"

so i got out of bed, went to the kitchen and started making my tiramisu.. believe it or not, it's 3am in the morning! i kan rajin.. 3am pon 3am lah! anything for my tummy.. hehehe

oke.. to be honest, the above story.. it's a lie. sejak bile pulak si pemalas ni boleh jadi rajin. haktuih!

actually how did i end up making tiramisu at 3am..? it's all because i accidentally slept early the other nite when i was supposed to prepare tiramisu for that day's dinner invitation from hasmah salleh. wat kerja last minute la kirenye ni (as usual.. haha)

and so here is my tiramisu..

reminder: DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

rupe die mmg cam buruk sikit byk.. tp rase die sedap tau. 

*eh3 terpuji diri sendiri lak, tak sengaja* =P

selamat menjamu selara!:)