ramadhan

alhamdulillah ong done already. now i still need to face 3 more final papers before i can fully consider myself a-free-man. wahahahha~
Ya Allah may Your help is with us always :)

ramadhan is approaching.....
"Allahumma ballighna Ramadhan...."
selamat menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..
semoga ramadhan tahun ini lebih baik drp ramadhan yg lepas. insyaAllah

bila nk masuk ramadhan ni teringat family kat malaysia. slalu sehari sebelum puasa kami suka keluar satu family for dinner. and the best place we used to go is muara ikan bakar.. nuuuunnnn jauh di pelabuhan klang sana nuh. but lately we seldom go there anymore since it is far away from home. and now i miss that gathering. miss home =(

rase cam nk balik la pulak. nak balik la tahun ni. waaaaa!!!! abah.... hanis nk balik. nk raya kat umah ngn mak n abh. nk balik bole? abah sponsor teket eh? mekasih abah~~
waaaa!!! abah xdgr pon. abah dgr x hanis ckp hanis nk balik ni. abah dgr la dgr la.... isk3 *lonely*

positive thinking

lesson of the day: let us become a better person with more positive energy within us. let us only think of positive things. take good things out of everything. learn to see things positively. be a positive person. insyaAllah kheir :)

a new theory gained today: you will only know the true colour of your spouse only after 5years of being together as husband and wife.
the conclusion, don't bother too much on searching your MR/MRS PERFECT coz myb the perfect things you thought you see in him/her are actually not 100% him/herself (that myb subconciously induced.. huhu). so lets just say we should try to accept someone as he/she is as long as the person can give you good commitments and in return you must also try to give yours too :)

second lesson of the day: mind your language in your speech and during communicating with others coz tongue is one of Allah's precious gift. so let us try to use it wisely so that every word that comes out from our mouth actually in the means of giving reminders to others. [WATCH YOUR TONGUE]

p/s: to you that i had hurt your feeling today (if my observation was not against me), i'm sorry. no means in making you mad. i was just saying my thoughts. but if it hurts your pride, i'm sorry.. just some words for you, i hope you can be better in handling the situation you are in right now. i know you told me that you cannot escape the crime but please do help yourself in avoiding it as much as you can. please don't give chance to our known true enemies to deceive our iman. it's a precious gift from Allah. so protect it well. don't try to give it in to shaytaan. he'll ruin you. may you be in the blessings of Allah..

qoute of the day: If the shaytaan looks at you and sees that you are consistent in an act of obedience to Allah he will try to come to you again and again. If he sees that you are persistent in your actions (despite his efforts), he will tire of you and leave you. But if he sees that you are one day like this and one day like that, he will have high hopes in you.

credits to nuura inthira:)

pss: to the one who's having an interview today, all the best! may with the potentials, the quality and the assets you have will make it hard for them to refuse you. :)

wallahualam~

perut, kenapa dgn awk?

WAAAA TAK LARAT!!!

*head flat on da table* 

sakit perut lak tu. kenapa dgn awk perut. nape awk tb2 meragam lak ni. knp? knp? knp? tersilap sumbat mknn dlm awk ke? adoyaiii... awk buat sy nk tido je canggini. =(

obgyn

for you to finish all the topics of obgyn you need to at least finish reading SEVEN topics/day... mati terkojol weh camgini T_T

okay incik aidoru, don't panic! lek2 cool bebeh~
udah2 le tu,  mainnn manjang.. you need to start working. chayok2!!!

waaa!!! cuak pulak =(

"Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kepadaku kefahaman para Nabi, pemeliharaan para Rasul dan ilham para Malaikat yang hampir dengan-Mu. Wahai yang Maha Pembuka dan Maha Tahu, bukalah hatiku seperti orang-orang yang arif."  amin...

tanjoubi omedetto hasuma-chan!

walking along the "bah" from shabty to camp chezar

**knock knock knock.....

hello! is anybody home? open the door plizzz

i need to send a request to you

here i come to give you this letter, a cake n a balloon

all in ur favourite colour =)

letter:

wahai cik hasmah yg cumill,

happy birthday dear!

may Allah's blessings be with you forever

and may you have the best birthday ever

have a blast! ^^

sweet 22

lord bila pula..

semakin bertambah ramai pengembara melayu di bumi Iskandariah ini yang bakal mendirikan rumah tangga. rata-rata dari kalangan senior-senior kami. tahniah diucapkan. semoga Rahmat serta Keberkatan Ilahi sentiasa bersama kalian.

kepada ahli setia LORD, kita bila pula ingin memecahkan tradisi membujang ini?? haha. jikalau dulu senior-senior sudah mula ada yang berkahwin bermula penghujung pengajian tahun 4, tetapi nampak gayanya tiada pula antara kita yang mengikuti jejak langkah abang-abang dan kakak-kakak kita. lord.. lord.. semua pon sekepala sahaja. haha.

apa-apa pon, saya tetap menyayangi batch lord walaupon kadang-kadang dirasakan batch ini agak pelik sedikit jika ingin dibandingkan dengan batch-batch lain. hehe. sudah la ahlinya yang paling sedikit, suka pula buat hal masing-masing. semacam tidak terkesan pun dengan perubahan persekitaran. haha.

apa-apa pun, jikalau ada yang sudah tergerak hati untuk mendirikan rumah tangga, harap dipanjangkan kepada kami semua. terutamanya yang sudah sekian lama berpacaran, sila-sila lah melangkah satu tapak ke hadapan. hehe. kami di sini amat berbesar hati untuk meraikan hari bahagia kalian bersama :)

dan juga jika ada rezeki saya untuk mendirikan mahligai cinta patik, insyaAllah akan diumumkan juga kepada kalian. tetapi sebelum itu minta jasa baik semua agar dapat mendoakan semoga dipermudahkan jodoh hamba. hihi. itu sahaja coretan ringkas, padat, mengarut cik aidoru pada malam sebelum peperiksaan osce paediatric. akhir kalam, doakan kejayaan kami (lord) pada esok hari :)

sekian, selamat malam dunia ubi gula..la..la..la~

ikhlas buat lord terchenta <3
(tapi malang sekali tidak lah mungkin untuk lord membacanya. hehe) =P

studying or playing?

laptop atas buku, buku atas laptop. adehla. serabut nye keadaan.....

lagi lagi exam

maka bermulanya aktiviti berhempas-pulas demi menghadapi peperiksaan akhir semester 8 fakulti perubatan Iskhandariah

selamat berjuang rakan-rakan. moga sukses milik kita bersama insyaAllah.. amin :)

sweet 22

happy birthday syazwan shaharudin

selamat hari lahir kawanku

wahai farhana maswan..

sanah helwa ya gamilah~

semoga anda berbahagia dunia & akhirat

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and to all my friends, gudluck for final exams! ^_^

accused as being the unappreciative

tergamak yu... T_T
penghargaan yg gimanakah yg diharapkan....?
utk memberi sejumlah wang lot3ri? atau sebuah trofi mungkin?

left helpless to defend oneself........

to say i'm not understanding, i can accept it
but to say i'm not appreciating, it is way too cruel
but if that's what you felt, i'm sorry to make you feel that way
i am truly sorry

and is it okay if i ask you, are you sure you do appreaciate me more than i do towards you?

sleep over

sleep over di rumah hasmah demi membaca buku trop med. klu dok uma nnt berangan bergundah gulana sorg2 kat lam bilik. xsyok. mau lupakan segala kegusaran buat seketika dgn mencari environment baru. hee.. so im not coming home tonight. moc jage diri ye. dun miss me. hee. sok org balik. take care! :D

carefour carefour carefour

ok today i went to carefour again n again n again n again (2PM).. this had been my 4th time or so i went there only in this month. ahah! it's not even half a month n you're over spending ur money. ok must cut it off for next month expenses X(

or else... it may hugely effecting ur budget. kata je nk menabung. menabung la sgt. heh.. actually i told myself that i only want to withdraw money for next next n also next months' sewa rumah. n then i end up spending 1/4 of the withdrawn money on things only in one day. caya la hanis.. respected! *tabik spring* 

berkotak-kotak jus, berkotak-kotak susu, berbuah-buah epal, bercawan-cawan (kah?) yogurt.

only on foods?! are you human or a food monster? ngeri~

of coz not foods only. foods only cost you few pennies (bajet uk) genih.. most of my dollar (bajet us pulak) genih lg i spent it on a pink coloured pillow, a dress (kid's size..??), a sleeveless shirt and a facial scrub. do i really need those thingsss??  tettt!!! lucky me kasut idaman xde saiz. kalau tak dgn kasut2 tu i angkut. haha. buttt... frustrated!!! the shoe..... aimed for it since long. at last, cant buy it coz there's no size for me =(
nvm, at least u save up to 100++ coz u cannot buy the shoe. hehe. lucky me ^^

even hasmah pon perasan sy kuat shopping. aii malu la pulak. hehe --> Has's

enuf with carefour. next week will be the starting of ur busy staying at home reading books activity. finals coming. osce exams are calling for you. are you prepared? NOPE! then lets get going. ganbare!!! (ayat arahan).

last time i've been learning a few japanese words with a friend of mine. he's a japanese malaysian student previously studying in japan. let us review some points of different in the word 'selamat berusaha' which usually people refer it as ganbatte

the root word is ganbaru which means berusaha
ganbatte is actually the short form of ganbatte kudasai which means sila berusaha
while ganbarimasu is the present tense of ganbaru so meaning saya sedang berusaha
and lastly ganbare is use when you are giving instruction to others utk berusaha
(sori translate melayu lak, in stead of english. i dunno what word best suit berusaha in english. gudluck i tau la =P)

ganbatte kudasai! p(^.^)q

eight months

you are eight months old. yey! ^^

hari ulang tahun ibu

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR IBUKU

MASTURA HASBULLAH ^_^

ratu hatiku

^_^

ibu dan ayah yg sentiasa bertahta di hati

mak abah.. hanis terlalu rinduuu...... ='(

13 July 2011

enjoy drinking antiseptic. lalala

Oh noo!!! i tertelan antiseptic. =.=" seriously, YEK! the taste... it only makes me vomit. nausea... even until now i can still taste the horrible bitter taste of the antiseptic, even after i drank a bottle of mineral water dan menghisap sebatang chupa chup.

So the conclusion here, when you go to see the dentist, make sure if they ask you anything, before answering any of the questions please3 make sure you are not in the phase of mouth wide open with antiseptic full inside the cavity. or else you may end up like me.. swallowing every bit of the antiseptic together with your tooth debris. heh..

what a day!

kata kata

Di saat kata-kataku mengandungi pengharapan,
di saat itu kata-katamu mengandungi perpisahan.
Di saat kata-kataku utk melepaskan,
di saat itu kata-katamu penuh penantian.
Di saat peganganku pada kata-katamu yg membahagiakan,
saat itu peganganmu pada kata-kataku yg memusnahkan.
Di saat kata-kata bukan lagi sebagai penghubung antara dua,
tiada lagi kata-kata pengubat rasa.

Apakah kesudahannya?
Kebahagiaan atau perpisahan yang diharapkan?
Atau mungkin kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan??

Tiada lagi ucapan terindah yang mampu diungkapkan setelah kata-kata pemutus yg menjadi pilihan atas kata-kata pengikat yang lebih diimpikan. akhirnya, terlajak perahu boleh diundurkan tp terlajak kata mana mungkin dapat diputarkan semula keadaan.

Love is not about finding the right person,
but creating a right relationship.
It's not about how much love you have in the beginning,
but how much love you build till the end.

unfortunately, the love you hope to build already gone. And all thanks to you. All thanks to your own good words that they finally decided to leave you behind..

Live, Laugh, Love

semoga berbahagia dgn yang tersayang ^_^

12 july 2011

prepared?

be prepared before thinking of making a step ahead towards a new life that totally different from before.
still tip-toeing, crawling, eagerly to stand up and start walking then running.
May Allah lead my way like He always do.
insyaAllah kheir :)

jika tidak mampu, berpuasalah

Rasulullah SAW dalam sabdanya yang bermaksud: "Wahai orang muda, sesiapa di antara kamu yang mampu berkahwin maka hendaklah dia berkahwin kerana ia (iaitu perkahwinan) dapat mengawal mata dan kemaluan. Barang siapa yang tidak mampu maka hendaklah dia berpuasa kerana ia (iaitu puasa) akan menjadi penjaga baginya." (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

bukak facebook, cek home. jumpe hadith ni. saje nk share kat cni. umur i pon da 22 ok.. 22 tu umo adult. so logik la klu adult nk pk pasal kawin kn even peragai xmcm adult pon =P (lantak, ade org kesah. hek3). tp malangnye masih belum berkamampuan utk berkahwin. makanya perlu bersabar. sabar sabar sabar. sabar itu indah =)

moc

lately ade je org2 yg before ni xpernah berborak pon or mcm xpernah berkawan pon even knl yg suddenly bertego sape pulak. lepas sorg sorg. haish, pelik2. tetibe je mesra alam terlebih pulak nk berborak2 kn. ish3..

tp nnt berkawan, lepas tu hilang ntah ke mane.. friends, come and go.. hmm~~
xpelah... kwn ngn moc busuk jugak plg best. hehe

nite world, time to sleep!

*infertility gak xabes bace.. main je byk.. ish3~

bosan

icdl terakhir

at last! after we had suffered for so long and finally the icdl course olredi telah melabuhkn tirainya isnin lalu (4th July 2011). relieved!

picture taken at the day of the last icdl exam

unfortunately, one of my friend she didn't manage to pass the last exam and has to resit for it this 13 july.. goodluck dear ^_~

hb apek

happy birthday apek-kun

semoga awok membesar = menggemok dgn sihat. haha 

(kurus sgt mamat ni) sila tambah muscle *wink-wink*

finals, umrah, lord blog

It has been quite a long time ago since i last updated here. huhu. sorry my dear blog. i'm having quite a rough time lately. after all, final exams are approaching! need to start doing preparation to face it later.

rite now i'm in my tropical medicine round. to be honest... i don't find trop med that interesting. i think, it's quite boring. huhu. anyhow, this is my last posting for this semester, so what i need to do is to just finish trop med quickly, take the final exams, fasting in Ramadan.... and lastly... the one thing i'm waiting for eagerly.... do UMRAH!! ^_^ seriously, i can't wait to go to mekah n madinah.. longing for it rite now. huhuhu.. "sabar, sabar, kejap je lagi" =)

yesterday i discovered a new blog, it's the LORD's... and to my surprise they are putting blogs of the lord members there. oho! am so afraid if they accidentally discovered mine n put there too. im gonna be dead mate! hopefully they won't. hoping to stay low n unidentified. hehe.

enuf for today 'talking-to-myself session'.. i'll do it next time if time allows me, insyaAllah.
till then, jya~

what a trouble some

currently watching sweet potato couple ^_^
since long i have stop watching coz i couldn't find the upcoming episodes. all thnks to youtube for removing the videos that i end up not watching wgm a year or so i guess. huhu. but after the one year of no wgm, the generous nano gave a link at dailymotion that made me start watching again. and rite now im once more addicted to themm!!

korean affection~~
so hard to prevent, once u start watching, u'll be watching all day long =.="
so better not to watch from the start eh. =P lately people kept on talking about running man. i've watched once. seriously, amused! but but buttTTT, there's a big BUT there... it's a no no to me. not after i've finished my final exam before i can start watching running man. or else i may end up 'staying up all night' just to revise running man. haha XD

this song on my blog, basically it's the song written by yonghwa to dear seohyun. so sweet potato! ^_^
" i'm genie for you girl~~ "

fyi, it was this show that i end up putting the name of this blog since i was addicted to sweet potato couple at that time. and now you know why it is sweet potato. definitely, not because i love eating sweet potato. huhu. ^_<