speechless..

cannot focus.. argh! X(

i don't think im ready n i don't think im ever gonna be ready

how can i face the exams..?!

Ya Rabb.. give me strength..

u said u loved me.. if u love me

TOLONG JGN MALAS DEAR!!!

study.. study.. study!

What is pure love?

I woke up this morning, had my subuh prayer, and after reading the Al-Quran, i sat on the praying mattress and started thinking of the past, thinking of the present, and thinking of the future. thinking of the life im living. suddenly this thought came across my mind. "Why do people bother to fall in love when loving Allah is enough?" and "Why do Allah strongly recommended us to get married and even offered better rewards/pahala to those married man?". I do believe He has reasons for that, but it seemed all blur to me. i don't understand.

There are days when i open facebook and started reading new status updates, i found something like this.. "Aku mencintaimu kerana Allah" or "Sesunggguhnya aku mencintaimu kerana engkau mencintaiku kerana-Nya"

One question, do they really understand the real meaning of the phrase they just shared to the world on how they expressed their pure love??

If so, help me out.. because right now i don't think i can understand what that means. how can i love somebody (in this context loving a RIJAL) because of Allah? i wanted to, but how? by COUPLEing?? Naahh, strictly prohibited in Islam. thus i'm sure that's not the best way to love someone because of Allah. THEN HOW..??

Someone... or some people told me that i don't have feelings (translation: HANIS TAK ADE PERASAAN. org tackle pon wat dek). Actually, i do have feelings. I even have the desire to get married. but i don't think i have the ability to fall in love again. Can't remember when did that happened. But it did.

Lately, i heard a lot of people around me got married. Seniors.. Juniors.. Course-mate (sorg je baru), house-mate?? (lom lg). I felt envious! How do they get married when i don't even understand what does it mean by loving 'u' because of Allah.

Someone told me, "klu org baik, beragama, cukup iman di dada dtg approach, sebaik2nya jgn la tolak. Because u don't have reasons to". But if u don't know that person, then how do u know that person is baik, beragama, cukup iman di dada? oh my~ 0_O

Sometimes i wish i just can leave this all aside. didn't want to bother thinking. Just wait until somebody came knocking my front door asking my hand in marriage, then i'll just accept him as long as he is a good man. but in this era, would there be people knocking ur front door anymore?? tett! xkawen la alamatnya sampai tua. -.-' And do u really believe that u will love that person with all ur heart and because of Allah?? hmmm...

Couldn't help myself out. But i strongly believe being unmarried loving couple is not the best choice to take and go on saying "I love u bcoz of Allah". Over and over again people who truly loved u kept on telling u the same thing but how sad, we only believe in what we want to believe even if it's not true. If you're ready to fall in love, make sure it is when you're ready to 'built a Masjid'. Untill then u may go off saying,

I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF ALLAH, INSYA-ALLAH

Something to share: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GybMTVGUkDo

p/s: written for self-reminder. To readers, no offense.

Mari Bersyukur

Jgn bersedih, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita

serabut

I don't think i have the strength to face this anymore.. 

Things getting worse each day..

Harder for me..

hmmm -.-'

Wut the ....?!

Alhamdulillah olredi in egypt since last saturday the March 19th. but since then didn't even touched the books!-.- O.M.G... u can juz sit around doing nothing..?? siap bole bermuvi lg?! kuang3.... ai dearie, don't u miss ur booksss?! tettt.. study la walaweii! nk fail kee?? xteringin nk abes study on time kee?? bad u bad u! study study!! hmmm...

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btw, last day before going back to egypt sumone gave me this as "hadiah selamat tinggal, balik Egypt baik2 naa"
and so i gantungla pd fon HTC (Hanis Teramat Comel) sbg kenang2an... kui3
THANKS! luv it ^^

and also my two suwit sista angkat before they left they gave me presents.. so comel! i brought along with me to egypt. huhu.. thanks dearieess :)

Okayy, enuf wit the sitting around doing nothing.. lets get working~! all the best ^_~

violin

Dulu kecik2 slalu berangan nk main violin. Tp malangnye tak pernah dpt peluang utk belajar main. Bila dah besar xde masa pulak nk belajar. Nnt dah tua otak dah lembab susah pulak nk tangkap ++ tgn n jari-jemari pon kompem2 da keras xboleh nk lentur. mcm org slalu kate, melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya. same la jugak, melentok-lentokkan jari2 biar dari mase tulang masih lembut. ceyhh.. teori ape nih? haha

Tp kesimpulannya, ade sedikit jealous la tgk org yg pandai main violin ni. Geram pon ade. kuang3..
Tidak mengapa, walaupon diri ini tidak berpeluang.. InsyaAllah peluang tu ade utk bakal anak2ku. (habisla kome.. xmo main violin pon mama nk soh jugak main semata-mata nk merialisasikan impian mama nk bermain violin yg tidak kesampaian tu. nasib la kome. hahah!) >:)

..:luahan hati sorg future mama yg kempunan nk main violin:..

Egypt, here I come

Within a few hours, i will make my way to Egypt.

Goodbye Malaysia. Goodbye Selangor. Goodbye Banting. Goodbye RTB Bukit Changgang. Goodbye home! surely gonna mis u


And Hello there Egypt. Hello Alexandria. Hello Shatby. Hello Rakoda building. Hello Apartment 10.....
Lastly....... HELLO MOCHA~! miss u so much

Finals approaching.....
Am i fully prepared?? hmm..
Go back n face it. Do ur best... AJA AJA FIGHTING!

Final exam..?

17 March 2011

Klu ikut kn skg ni da sampai egypt da. Tp alhamdulillah masih di malaysia sbb flight tunda kpd 19 mac. Semakin lambat pulang, semakin leka utk buat persiapan menghadapi peperiksaan yg sepatutnye dah lame selesai tp masih tak selesai2 lagi. Mudah2an Allah beri kekuatan kpd kami pelajar2 perubatan Tahun 4 & 5 Universiti Iskhandariah yg bakal menempuh peperiksaan akhir semester 7 & 9 utk terus berjuang, amin.

Kepada sesiapa yg bakal menduduki peperiksaan final yg bermula pada 17 mac 2011 (hari ini) semoga anda berjaya dgn cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang. All The Best! ^_~ 

Maka Kami kabulkan doanya

While reading Al-Quran page 329, surah Al-Anbiya' ayah 82-90 i realized that most of its content is about how Allah grant the prayers of His messengers.

1. The story of Nabi Ayub who had a serious illness.
2. The story of Nabi Ismail, Nabi Idris and Nabi Zulkifli who were the men with patience.
3. The story of Nabi Yunus who was eaten by the whale.
4. The story of Nabi Zakaria who had no child.

Allah told us how patient is His servants handling with problems confronted. They never stop believing in Allah and never stop praying for Allah... maka KAMI kabulkan doanya... Subhanallah..

So never should we ever stop praying to Allah. DOA itu senjata umat Islam.

Dan ingatlah, berdoa itu bukan untuk memberitahu Allah apa yang kita pinta, kerana tanpa diberitahu pun Allah sedia mengetahui. Tetapi Doa ialah pengabdian daripada seorang hamba kepada Tuhannya...

Wallahu'alam

Holiday in Port Dickson and Melacca

--12 to 14 March 2011--

Someone requested me to post the picture of a sunset at PD beach, but i end up putting a whole vacation in here.. hehe.. ENJOY!

Here is where my family and i stayed during our 2days vacation in PD

The sea, the lake and the pool

sea, lake, pool.. very nice!

Those kids, they looked really enjoying their time swimming in the pool. i felt jealous for i cannot play in pool like that no more since i'm no longer a kid like them.. huhu

And here is ur SURPRISE! tada~
LYNN is in the house

Remember that i told u in the last post about Amirah Nabilah? oke2, here is Nur Amirah Nabilah (my biological sister) with my two sister angkat Amira and Nabilah.. they are all the same age. huhu

Me with my sister-sister angkat.. huhu

Our shadows

Ouch! that hurts.. wut is it that kept on sticking onto my trousers?

ooo! now i know.. it's bcoz of this plant. it has thorn  on  it

see... they can stick to ur cloth and injured you

There were even a bunch of them growing near the lake. no wonder  they kept on getting stuck to my pants

Here is the hotel building from the beach view

The lake

The beach

Alyn <3 jimmy?! since when??!! diam2 ubi berisi ye lyn.. huhu :P

Wet sand

Doing art :)

Lynn!

Hanis!

The sunset

Okie, bye2 beach.. it's getting dark olredi

And so the dark came, we had dinner and went back to the hotel room to get some rest. ready for tomorrow pule..

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The next day, we went to Melacca from PD

We had a ride on this kind of boat along the melaka river

Amira & Nabilah

Portuguese ship that karam in selat melaka (i think, cannot remember)

wut does this called?

Finished our small trip along the melaka river. last question, how many bridges are there crossing the river? name them all.. hehe

Later that day, we sent angah to the bus station in melacca and she left for kuantan at 3pm

Had cool blog at the station. refreshing!

We played bowling after for so long i didn't played one. im having so much fun playing! huhu

bowler shoes

Bowler Ateh

Bowler Amira

Bowler Hanis

Like the X.. coz it's like once in a life time miracle.. hehe

Bowler Lynn

Bowler Shah

Next, abh went shopping for his shirts and trousers. it's no like he'll have other time to shop. very busy my dear abah

While waiting for abah, i spent my time doing sudoku. There is a story behind this sudoku book. actually i bought this book for my friend who was hospitalized bcoz he had sore eye. but i didn't gave it to him the day i visited him in the hospital bcoz the nurse was scolding him, not letting him strains his eyes too much.. so next time u visit a friend with sore eye, please dun bring books as gifts..huhu

The flavours.. they look delicious!

Lastly, we had dinner at Nando's before returning to PD

Our journey back to Port Dickson seemed so long and tiring. i even accidentally slept while i was told to stay awake teman abah drive. Abah.. no need to say la, it's like at any minute he will just close his eyes and enter into deep sleep! With the GPS gone, coz dad's phone ran out of battery it made our way back to PD became harder with only the help of signboards. But at last, alhamdulillah we finally reached Corus Hotel safely.. That's all about our holiday in Port Dickson and Melacca.

THE END