A dejavu?

Last monday, as i was spending some quality time in one of the largest shopping mall in putrajaya I think i saw someone that i used to know. Was it really you? Gosh, i hope i saw wrong. But somehow deep down i feel it was you and i dont dare to look twice tho. Haha. Might only be just some random guy who happens to look alike you. Pelanduk 2 serupa gitu. Hihi. Had it been like 8 years? Wow how time flies, that i almost forgot we was once close. Since you came across my mind this time, i pray that may Allah's blessings be with you. Amiinn..

Do not compare

Azam baru. Please do not compare your hardship with others who looks happier than you. You will suffer. Just live your life and be happy with it. Self reminder. Dont kill yourself and be strong.

Empty

I feel empty. What is happening to me?

Breastpump berjasa

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Sejak akhir2 ni my breastpump dah mula menunjukkan simptom2 yg bahawasanya dia sudah semakin tua dimamah usia. Tgh2 pam tetiba eh ape basah ni. Rupe2nya ade susu keluar through the pump 😰😰 so sad. I have been using it since my first child. 2014. Then pam tu diperturunkan pulak kepada my sis in law. 2015. Then my sis lak pinjam. 2016. Now im using it for my second child. 2017. Nampak x betapa berjasanya pam tu kepada anak2 ku dan anak2 buahku.. since anak dah 4 bulan skg mcm berbelah bahagi nk beli pam baru ke idok. Tapiiiiii i mmg bercita2 nk breastfeeding for 2 years since anak first lg cita2 tu. Tp apakan daya cita2ku x tercapai masa haifaa. But at least i got to nurse her until 1y3m dah berayukur sangat. And this time i really want to try my luck again for 2 years inshaAllah. May Allah ease. I love nursing my babies. I love breastfeeding. To be honest it is tough but to me it is fun 😊

16 september

Wah bestnya tgk legislatures ramai2 kumpul kat majlis min amalia. As usual org 'busy' org 'jauh' mcm kita ni mmg x akn dpt join la. Huhu. Anyhow to the newlywed, selamat pengantin baru min amalia n husband. To all malaysians, selamat hari malaysia! Last but not least, to the love of my life, selamat ulang tahun pertunangan kita abg syg <3 altho abg kata "tunang pon ada anniversary ke?" dan hari ni kita sambut 16 sept kat rmh je but its okay, i still love you. X mkn hati pon abg ckp camtu. Terguris sikit ja. Hahaha. Aaand to my beloved daughter hauraa insyirah, get well soon dear. Sbb awk dmm la kita x pegi memana hari ni. huhuhu. I love you my husband and daughters. May Allah protect us everyday. Amiiin...