Last call for 2018. Japan aku datang~

Tak salah kan sekali sekala merajuk berpanjangan. Hahaha.
Just becoz he didnt buy u dinner u nk merajuk. Puii.
Dinner on my oncall day eyy to be more specific.
Alkisah, dia mkn sedap2 dgn kwn-kwn, kita merana kat sini buat oncall kelaparan. Itu pasal i merajuk. Tehee..
Anyways, you are still the best for me and i love you.

21.12.18 is my last day doing oncall for this year. Then i'll be taking a long rest from work. Hmmm let say for 2 years.. heee. Seems long but time sure past by quickly that i wont be aware i'll be back on duty. Huhu.

Wish us luck on our future undertaking. New year spirit with a whole new life. Japan, please be nice to me. Cant wait to start being a fulltime housewife again but at the same time feels a bit of fear to face new challange in life. May Allah Ease!

To dear husband, i'll be by your side through every ups and downs, inshaAllah. Di sebalik kejayaan seorang lelaki adanya seorang wanita di belakangnya. Ceewaahhh.

That's a wrap up for year 2018. And hoping for something better in the near future. Aminn..

Music mode: ragaman, FT

A dejavu?

Last monday, as i was spending some quality time in one of the largest shopping mall in putrajaya I think i saw someone that i used to know. Was it really you? Gosh, i hope i saw wrong. But somehow deep down i feel it was you and i dont dare to look twice tho. Haha. Might only be just some random guy who happens to look alike you. Pelanduk 2 serupa gitu. Hihi. Had it been like 8 years? Wow how time flies, that i almost forgot we was once close. Since you came across my mind this time, i pray that may Allah's blessings be with you. Amiinn..

Do not compare

Azam baru. Please do not compare your hardship with others who looks happier than you. You will suffer. Just live your life and be happy with it. Self reminder. Dont kill yourself and be strong.

Empty

I feel empty. What is happening to me?

Breastpump berjasa

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Sejak akhir2 ni my breastpump dah mula menunjukkan simptom2 yg bahawasanya dia sudah semakin tua dimamah usia. Tgh2 pam tetiba eh ape basah ni. Rupe2nya ade susu keluar through the pump 😰😰 so sad. I have been using it since my first child. 2014. Then pam tu diperturunkan pulak kepada my sis in law. 2015. Then my sis lak pinjam. 2016. Now im using it for my second child. 2017. Nampak x betapa berjasanya pam tu kepada anak2 ku dan anak2 buahku.. since anak dah 4 bulan skg mcm berbelah bahagi nk beli pam baru ke idok. Tapiiiiii i mmg bercita2 nk breastfeeding for 2 years since anak first lg cita2 tu. Tp apakan daya cita2ku x tercapai masa haifaa. But at least i got to nurse her until 1y3m dah berayukur sangat. And this time i really want to try my luck again for 2 years inshaAllah. May Allah ease. I love nursing my babies. I love breastfeeding. To be honest it is tough but to me it is fun 😊