mmg xlayak.. so dun dream~

there was once (so not true once, oke more than twice) i dreamt of getting married like in fairytales. but at that time i don't realize yet being a wife is not an easy task. but one day sumone (dun ask who) opened my eyes for me to see clean & clearly about this matter. the question is not just about being a wife, (if it's just the title that matters, then it won't be a big deal eh) but it's about being the SOLEHAH wife.

i even never could be a solehah daughter towards my father and mother, (too many times i disobey them, sorry mummy and daddy) and now im dreaming of being a solehah wife?! that is way3! too out of reach. with me becoming a future doctor (insyaAllah), having a busy life plus++ no or too little time to spend with my husband who's korean and kids (in my dreams!), it will be double the hardness. wut if im collecting sins (by being a disobedient wife yg byk songeh) rather than getting pahala?? [so am afraid]..

so lets just forget awhile about getting married and focus on becoming a true muslimah doctor (that's the least i can try to be). at least wut i know now, either you like it or not u must become a doctor one day. it's a fardhu ain on you! orait doctor to be, lets get to work! =)

::The woman girl with issueS::