That's just me

am i cruel?

yes, maybe..

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not

one thing about me you may not know.. maybe i am easily influenced by people, but once i'd decided on something i tend to stick to it. some people interpret it as being stubborn while others say it as being firm. either way, both are true i guess. maybe you didn't realize when did it happened. but those words you said, i just can't bare with it. (i'm sorry that i took it seriously). but the moment you said it, that was the day i decided my next path to be this. it was hard at the beginning, but bit by bit i manage to cope with it. alhamdulillah.. and now i think, being this way is much better. there is nobody to be blame. it's nobody's fault. it's just me being myself after all..

..sincerely me..