a year already?

Time does run fast these days. a year ago, something huge happen to me. someone broke my heart like i don't have one. i remember being like such an idiot mourning over a love that was never mine. i was broken.. hurt.. crippled.. unable to even say "i'm okay, i'm fine"... but alhamdulillah with time past by, i eventually able to stand up once again, saved from the fall. it's all thanks to you. it is because of  you, i learned to become a wiser person. at first, i felt like this was a bad luck to me, but then i realized it was a bless to be hurt. you actually led my way to become a better me.. thank you for the hard time you gave me. :)

And on top of all, i'm thankful to ALLAH for the hardships and troubles that came into my life. alhamdulillah.. without those obstacles, i may have gone astray.. far away from You.. Nauzubillahuminzalik

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And now, my sad love story had gone down, down, down the drain...?? haha..
nope, still remains as the lost memory inside my active working brain. unneeded to be think of anymore. just remain there as healed wound leaving an ugly scar behind...