kusut

kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita menangis tercari-cari ke mana hilangnya sinar. Rupa-rupanya Allah ingin menghadiahkan kita pelangi.
yakin dengan Allah, insyaAllah kheir...

wahai hati, janganlah bersedih kepada yang telah pergi. tetapi lihatlah kpd hikmah yang datang.

i have been a really bad girl today. i don't know why but i felt so miserable today. nothing seemed to be right. i'm emotionally disturbed. i woke up in the morning feeling like killing someone and my whole day doesn't seem right.

i can't even face the book. books are like something horrible to me. i got mad to lots of people. i say inappropriate words. i got a bad laundry. i got one less follower. i'm not studying. i am in a really really really bad mood today. i dislike everything that happen today.
Ya Allah, what is happening to me? i feel like being sooo far away from You. Ya Rabb, please take me home back to where i belong. tetapkan imanku Ya Allah. i don't ever want to be far from You. please take me home. please protect me from the whispers of satan. amin amin ya rabbal alaminnn....