the past mistake

When i look back after what had happened, i guess he's not at fault after all. myb this was all my fault. i admit myb we did share the same feelings, the same affections towards each other but unfortunately we didn't have the intimacy, the congruence, the understanding btwn one another. it's like i talked the cat's language, but you replied in dog's. we barely speak the same thoughts. you felt A while i felt B. you hoped for A while i hoped for B.

And the very lesson i learned today, the Venusians needed to learn how to receive while the Martians needed to learn how to give. And that we should stop blaming and starts supporting and forgiving.

Men are motivated and empowered when they feel needed 

while women are motivated and empowered when they feel cherished. 

It's because we didn't understand the opposite gender that we tend to misunderstand and misinterpret the other partner. so let us starts to open our hearts to receive the love from the ones we love.

Im sorry for blaming you all this while. i hope you'll forgive me for that. and im sorry that i left. didn't mean to hurt you that way. but we can't change what had happened. i just hope we both can move on with our lives and hope you'll find a better person that understands you better than i do.

Hoping also i can can start brand-new with the choice i've made. hoping that i will learn how to receive the love he's giving. learn how to motivate him by delivering him the message, "i needed you" =)

Ya Allah, help me to let go of the past and cherish the future. aminn