Lately i alwys cry thinking of mum n dad and my family. myb bcoz i know i dont hv much time left with them. im away for too long and when it is time for me to return, i hv to go with someone else. i once promised myself that i wouldn't want to be apart from them any more, let egypt be the last. but now when i think about what my near future holds, i feel sad coz i know it will no longer permissible. deep down, i hoped i did better for them and gave more. but now that i know my time is limited, i just want to make every moment i have with them counts. so that i wont be regretting this later and may it be the most valuable memory to me and to them. :)
Ermmm... ppl might just think wrongly about this post. it's not like i have a terminal disease and im dying or anything.. just say, i am near to building a new family, (which was suppose to be a happy something. and yes it is). just that when i think of how much time left for me to spend with them, that what makes me wanna cry...
Mum dad, truly your daughter misses both of you so much. sorry for all the wrong things i did and for the things i couldnt do. they never were my intentions to hurt either of you. coz mum dad, you are the apple of my eye, and the reason that i live. thank you for everything. i know i won't be able to repay both of you even if i have a mount full of golds, but the least i could do is to make you smile n be happy. love you so much and will always be loving you. although im far from you, just know that my heart is always near to you. =')
Sincerely,
Your little girl and will always be ur little girl :')
Ermmm... ppl might just think wrongly about this post. it's not like i have a terminal disease and im dying or anything.. just say, i am near to building a new family, (which was suppose to be a happy something. and yes it is). just that when i think of how much time left for me to spend with them, that what makes me wanna cry...
Mum dad, truly your daughter misses both of you so much. sorry for all the wrong things i did and for the things i couldnt do. they never were my intentions to hurt either of you. coz mum dad, you are the apple of my eye, and the reason that i live. thank you for everything. i know i won't be able to repay both of you even if i have a mount full of golds, but the least i could do is to make you smile n be happy. love you so much and will always be loving you. although im far from you, just know that my heart is always near to you. =')
Sincerely,
Your little girl and will always be ur little girl :')
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