I've been meaning to update this blog but have always turning it down just as soon as i said to myslef i would. Haha. What a dilemma! Just like when wives have dilemma about if their husbands being loyal to them or not, especially in long distance relationship situation. Hahaha. Can you even imagine what that would feel like? Heh..
Hmm, since it's the lockdown a.k.a the PKP season (perintah kawalan pergerakan) a.k.a restriction movement order, we the Malaysian as a whole happens to be stuck in our homes unable to go anywhere be it in the country or to the overseas.
To make things worse for me, I'm stuck with my two daughters unable to travel back to Japan as the PKP started on 18th March and our flight that was supposed to be on 29th March was cancelled due to the current Covid-19 situation.
And that leave us thousands of miles apart from their father a.k.a my sweethusband who happens to be in Japan right now. And it has been more or less 2 months since then.
And I'm starting to miss my husband so much and at the same time my mind starting to play dirty tricks on me trying hard to make me think of ugly things that could happen in a long distance relationship, especially when my husband seems to be enjoying himself alone there without me or the kids around. π I really hope him being temporarily 'single' won't make him act as if he is still single and available ya. I think I should warn him before bad things might really happen. Hahaha. π Whateverr ππ
But deep down, I know the only one that can hold ones heart is our Creator, The Al-Mighty and the best weapon a muslim can have is the power of du'a. Hence, I'll never stop making prayers to Him to ease our heart and rest assured that He will protect me, him, us, our marriage from distructions and nasty outsiders.
So dear mind, please quit playing games with me, coz I'm trying really hard right now to block all your negative thoughts that's been bothering me these past few days. I really Γ ppreciate if you can do that favour for me.
Well then, adios!
Just another random rants of mine~
Hmm, since it's the lockdown a.k.a the PKP season (perintah kawalan pergerakan) a.k.a restriction movement order, we the Malaysian as a whole happens to be stuck in our homes unable to go anywhere be it in the country or to the overseas.
To make things worse for me, I'm stuck with my two daughters unable to travel back to Japan as the PKP started on 18th March and our flight that was supposed to be on 29th March was cancelled due to the current Covid-19 situation.
And that leave us thousands of miles apart from their father a.k.a my sweethusband who happens to be in Japan right now. And it has been more or less 2 months since then.
And I'm starting to miss my husband so much and at the same time my mind starting to play dirty tricks on me trying hard to make me think of ugly things that could happen in a long distance relationship, especially when my husband seems to be enjoying himself alone there without me or the kids around. π I really hope him being temporarily 'single' won't make him act as if he is still single and available ya. I think I should warn him before bad things might really happen. Hahaha. π Whateverr ππ
But deep down, I know the only one that can hold ones heart is our Creator, The Al-Mighty and the best weapon a muslim can have is the power of du'a. Hence, I'll never stop making prayers to Him to ease our heart and rest assured that He will protect me, him, us, our marriage from distructions and nasty outsiders.
So dear mind, please quit playing games with me, coz I'm trying really hard right now to block all your negative thoughts that's been bothering me these past few days. I really Γ ppreciate if you can do that favour for me.
Well then, adios!
Just another random rants of mine~
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