why must i wait?

I frequently ask myself why did Allah let me find him a bit too early...? why not He save the good until 'the very right time' comes? but then i guess there must be, there should be, there is definitely hikmah behind every situations although sometimes it seems as if there's no good explanation for it.

Maybe He wants to teach me the meaning of sabr. or He wants me to be able to fight against my own lust and shameful desire, so that when it comes to a bigger hardships i can easily act upon and repel myself from getting involve into doing sins. and on top of all reasons, because i live to hv my iman tested.

Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: "Kami beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu cubaan)? 

[29:2]

So dear be strong although it's hard, but as long as you remember Allah and always be grateful with what Allah has given you InShaAllah you can make it through every hardships and be happy all time. keep the faith that everything will be fine as long as Allah is there holding you and leading you through the journey of life. =)    

nikah is a miracle

I find nikah a very strange thing yet it's miracle. just imagine, before nikah you are a total strangers but just after one lafaz suddenly you become even closer than siblings.
cth plg dekat ---> watch on youtube ::akad nikah haris & mahirah::
see what i mean? #Subhanallah. Allah knows best.

To my dear friends yg bakal menamatkan zaman bujang mereka, i wish you a very pleasant future ahead. may the 'masjid' u are about to build be the platform for you to achieve Allah's Jannah. 

Especially to my ex-classmate 5jujur kat semashur dulu, PUAN Mastura Johari best wishes for you on ur wedding day. may you be the best wife that even the most beautiful angels in heaven, sang bidadari syurga envy of you.

Congratulations SITI MASTURA JOHARI & KHAIRUL HISYAM HUSSEIN ^.~

distance isn't important, trust is

no matter what, keep pushing

It is okay, even if you are not as cleaver as the others but as long as you don't give up in learning, InShaaAllah there will be rewards and goodness for you. have strong faith in yourself and in Allah that you can and you will make it through the hardships and the unbearable stresses. don't give up! ;)

getting closer to reality

Pejam celik pejam celik daa tinggal beberapa hari je lg before final exam sem 10 a.k.a final exam for 5th year. mcm x sangka you are now not that very far from being a doctor. sounds scary isn't it. huhu. i don't really know whether im qualified to become one, im not sure myself. sometimes i feel very motivated to be a doctor so to be able to help those who are sick, but at other times i felt like im just useless. i can't even remember basic things in medicine so how am i going to help people? being a good doctor is not like selling medicine or products telling people how good is the medicine and let them live with the product but being a good doctor is when you can help your patients to be better in health or at least help them to have a better life in spite of their sufferings. and how are you suppose to make that happen when you don't even capable of looking and digging into your patient's problem??

Doctors are like investigators, who look for evidences to solve problems of their patients. diseases are like the criminals that hunts the patients and it's the duty of the doctors to search for the criminals and seize them away. thus, if doctors don't even know what to look for in the patient then how are they gonna catch the villain?

Ya Allah i pray to You to give me strength to walk this path i chose 5 years ago. the path that leads me to the person i am now and the path that will make me a 'man of hope' later.

"Ya Allah tiada perkara yg mudah melainkan apa yg Engkau jadikn mudah, Engkau berikn kuasa menukarkn perkara yg susah agar menjadi senang."

Ya Allah make me a man of knowledge~