getting closer to reality

Pejam celik pejam celik daa tinggal beberapa hari je lg before final exam sem 10 a.k.a final exam for 5th year. mcm x sangka you are now not that very far from being a doctor. sounds scary isn't it. huhu. i don't really know whether im qualified to become one, im not sure myself. sometimes i feel very motivated to be a doctor so to be able to help those who are sick, but at other times i felt like im just useless. i can't even remember basic things in medicine so how am i going to help people? being a good doctor is not like selling medicine or products telling people how good is the medicine and let them live with the product but being a good doctor is when you can help your patients to be better in health or at least help them to have a better life in spite of their sufferings. and how are you suppose to make that happen when you don't even capable of looking and digging into your patient's problem??

Doctors are like investigators, who look for evidences to solve problems of their patients. diseases are like the criminals that hunts the patients and it's the duty of the doctors to search for the criminals and seize them away. thus, if doctors don't even know what to look for in the patient then how are they gonna catch the villain?

Ya Allah i pray to You to give me strength to walk this path i chose 5 years ago. the path that leads me to the person i am now and the path that will make me a 'man of hope' later.

"Ya Allah tiada perkara yg mudah melainkan apa yg Engkau jadikn mudah, Engkau berikn kuasa menukarkn perkara yg susah agar menjadi senang."

Ya Allah make me a man of knowledge~