Frust di Hachiojiminamino

Keciwa sket hari ni. Mmg x dpt nk lindung kekecewaan ni. Maybe sebab kita expect too much kot sbb tu kecewa dia laen machiam sket. Huhuhu. 

Kenapa kecewa? Mungkin sbb rasa mcm x berbaloi. Ialah kan, perjalanan ke sana tu jauh makan byk masa, alah2 duduk sana x sampai sejam dah ajak bayar. Kalau dah bayar maksudnya dah habis shopping la kan? Walhal kita x puas lagi roaming dalam tu. Huhu. So rasa masih x puas nak bershopping and buang masa kat perjalanan je. Sebab tu kot rasa tak berbaloi dan kecewa. Hmmm..

Ok now i dah home sick. Nak balik!! Huwaaa~

Stages in our marriage

Our first year, everything seems perfect. I called it the honeymoon year. Disagreement happens but will always choose to lose to the other as long as it makes you happy.

Our second to third year, we're getting to know each other more but will choose to see the flaws rather than goodness. Trying hard to change you to be more like me. And will get disappointments and resentments all the time. What we did were just trying to blame each other for things we couldn't change. Less trust, but more egos and self center.

Our fourth to fifth year, we know that everybody has flaws and we choose to aknowleged them instead of trying to fix. We try to cope with each other, talk better and disagree less. We start seeing good in each other too rather than finding impurities in our relationship.

In marriage, it is not always as beautiful as it seems. We have our odds but we choose to respect each other. Find goodness in every act of kindness. Let down our ego and try to understand each other better. Always support and help each other. Never leave and keep holding on to one another. That's what makes us stronger. It's being TOGETHER. And that TOGETHER won't happen over the night. So keep trusting US to walk this life journey together till Jannah, inshaAllah 😊

Five years in counting and to many more years together...

I love you forever, My Love ❤

I'm nothing without You

Don't be arrogant, don't feel too smart coz you're nothing without Allah's help and mercy. May we always be protected from our evil thoughts. Amin

I miss you

Yes. That is true. I do. I do really miss you honey. When are we going to see each other again? Okay2, i know we do see each other everyday, yes we do. But only on screen. The feeling still isn't the same. =(

Dear love, i just wanna say.. i miss you. What about you?

Last call for 2018. Japan aku datang~

Tak salah kan sekali sekala merajuk berpanjangan. Hahaha.
Just becoz he didnt buy u dinner u nk merajuk. Puii.
Dinner on my oncall day eyy to be more specific.
Alkisah, dia mkn sedap2 dgn kwn-kwn, kita merana kat sini buat oncall kelaparan. Itu pasal i merajuk. Tehee..
Anyways, you are still the best for me and i love you.

21.12.18 is my last day doing oncall for this year. Then i'll be taking a long rest from work. Hmmm let say for 2 years.. heee. Seems long but time sure past by quickly that i wont be aware i'll be back on duty. Huhu.

Wish us luck on our future undertaking. New year spirit with a whole new life. Japan, please be nice to me. Cant wait to start being a fulltime housewife again but at the same time feels a bit of fear to face new challange in life. May Allah Ease!

To dear husband, i'll be by your side through every ups and downs, inshaAllah. Di sebalik kejayaan seorang lelaki adanya seorang wanita di belakangnya. Ceewaahhh.

That's a wrap up for year 2018. And hoping for something better in the near future. Aminn..

Music mode: ragaman, FT