end of year present

He just took our wedding rings at the shop today. they are beautiful. can't wait to wear it on my 'sweet' ring finger. hehe ^^

Goodbye 2012, you brought many joys into my life. too much wonderful memories to remember for this year. And welcome 2013, may the coming years will bring more joys to our life, inshaAllah.. There's so much more awaiting for next year. can't wait to be there~! ^.^

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS~!

mesh up payphone

Currently addicted to this song. ---> payphone/telephone/call me maybe
One of my favourite mesh up from sam tsui. Hey sam tsui you never failed to make me fall in love with your mesh-ups. you screwed the songs so well and i loved it! ^^

protein and esrd

Now i know how most slimming products work. they give you proteins and deprive you from carbohydrates. by doing this you'll use your excess body fats as the main source of energy. brilliant idea actually but be careful too much protein consumption may be harmful for your kidneys. overloading the kidney with proteins might end you up with kidney failure. it's bad actually bcoz ESRD will put you on renal replacement therapy for life! well that's not very helpful is it.

So to those people out there, it's okay to loose weight and get ideal body by the help of 'the helper' products but first make sure you understand the mechanism of it's action on slimming your body, then weight its benefits vs harmful side effects. after you do that, then you decide whether to use the product or not okay. well happy slimming then n good luck! ^.^       

apologize

A friend said to me, maybe you were the one who's at wrong. at some point, you were wrong. don't you want to apologize to him? i do, but i don't know how. tried before, but i guess it didn't worked out well coz part of me still harbours the resentment towards him. he reacted badly and you hated it. but it's not his only fault he became that way, part of it was bcoz of you, or most of it i think. so forgive him please dearie dear me. forgive him with all your heart. 

And now i don't even know when is the suitable time to do so. deep down i want to let it go, cut it clean, be peace to my mind n soul. each time i think of what i did, i couldn't help to think how foolish was i back then. i'm such a kid. and now i kept on thinking should i ask for an apology one more time or just ignore and let it be as it is. i wish for the best and yet i don't really know what's best to be done. does ignoring helps or one last apology would be better? deeeeep so deeep inside me i really felt sorry for him and sincerely wanted to apologize but i am afraid if it would make matter even worse and so i hold myself back. never was my intention to hurt anybody but bcoz i'm just human, i can't run from making mistakes to myself and to others, and so i'm so sorry that i particularly hurt you physically, mentally and emotionally. hope you will someday forgive me with an open heart. byanata, byane. 

The singing song: apologize - one republic

No body said it was easy

Alhamdulillah just finished with my 11th semester exams last thursday and tomorrow i will be stepping into my very final semester in this school of medicine. wow how time flies that even i didn't noticed it passed by so quickly. when looking back to the years that has gone, i can't even imagine how i managed to get pass through the roughness of the road taken. no body said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. but yet i manage to let myself into the final sem, means i can do it even if it's so so so hard, and i will finish this strong. chaiyok3! you only left less than a year to go, so don't give up!

p/s: to Mr You-Know-Who, gidalyeo? =)