giving up the ball

still thinking..... to whom shud i give up the ball? 

tot of returning it back to you, but im pretty much sure you even hate to face me again and after all, we ain't friends nemore. don't even think you will want to see me. but sooner or later i must let go of the ball. tot of just keeping it since it's unique, but think things may get worse if i keep on keeping it. even every now and then ppl still ask about you n me. felt sumwut discomfort. and for some reason, i don't want ppl to think that way. simply just don't.