Saturday, 8 January 2011

It's not safe!

Today is Christmas~!

If u wanna know, Egyptians celebrate christmas on 7th January not on 25th December like in other places.. b.bb..but why? u ask me?? how shud i know....ask them la why.. hehe

Ok don't bother bout why they celebrate today not in december, coz it's non of my business n it's actually not the reason why i wanna post this.. so let it be as wut it is.. huhu

This morning the rain was pouring a bit heavy since the early morning even until nearly afternoon. I was at my friend's house sleeping over there yesterday night. At first i decided to go home early in the morning but because of the rain i couldn't n so decided to wait for the rain to stop n then walk back home.. but after waited for some time it still does not show any signs that the rain will stop. 

Without hesitation i took the decision to not wait any further n immediately by joining my friend as she too wants to go out to visit her ex-house mate who just got married last summer holiday, i walked home Reaching the four junction road, my friend n i were separated as she took the left roadway while i took right. And so here i go from now alone along the lonely wet pathway. Then just another few steps towards the front door of my imarah, when i was just about to cross the road suddenly a silver car stops in front of me. Well guess what, there's a policeman in the car and suddenly he started to ask me questions in arabic!! 

At first he was asking me my name and from where i come.. Later on he started to ask other questions that i couldn't understand. Felt a bit silly coz eventho i had attended an arabic class before but still there'e no improvement in my arabic language!! aiyoyo~ guess it really needs practice to be good in speaking.. And so he asked if i could understand english or not.. surely yes.. Then he started to ask me about my age and other things.. Lastly he asked where am i going? Briefly i answered "home", pointing my hand towards the building across the road.. 

Then he ask if i want him to send me home.. Upon hearing this my facial expression suddenly changed. I lost the smile i had and with a blur expression full of question marks i replied him "no, it's okay. Thank you".. So he just said okay and drove his car. I was surprised he asked that. In my head i just thought of bad things that could have had happened if i had said yes. After all it's friday morning. There's not much people around in streets. Most of them were in bed enjoying the day off. Even if i screamed my lungs out most probably nobody hears me. But i guess he was just trying to look an eye on me. 

After the bombing attack last 31st December, Alexandria is no longer render a safe place for you to run around especially today since it's the day of the celebration to the believers of the religion. Not to mention what religion it is, but u shud've known urself. I'm not the only one who was been approached by a policeman. Even yesterday my friend who was on his way back from the clinic was stuck in a roadblock. Another friend of mine told me that even the day before yesterday, the police were all over the shopping malls; carefour, san stefano.. They were putting on extra surveillance and protection. 

So here is just a reminder to all Alexandrian students. For these few days, it is safer for u all to be staying at home unless if u have something important to do. If it is just to hang out to have fun or to release tension, better if u postpone it to another week. Because Alexandria is not quite safe at the time being. Just be careful keyh~!

Thursday, 6 January 2011

happy vs sad

u always like to make surprises don't u...
make unpredictable moves... changes in character.. one second u r ok, the nex minute u r not..

few minutes ago i discovered something.. sumtin gud? sumtin bad? i dunno..
rite now i dunno if im feeling happy or sad.. but i guess it's both..

happy coz even u seems like avoiding me but actually u care.. tQ *smiling*
sad coz i dunno y u r easily hurt n upset.. sumtime it makes me think wut did i do wrong..? why u suddenly mad at me..? are u angry or u juz ok..? am i making ur life harder..? n wut am i apologizing for this time again..? *all puzzled up*

but how sad, all my questions end up with no answers.. i'm left burdened by them..
dats wut hurts me the most..

i miss the time when we will only share happy moments together.. laughing at each other's joke.. killing time together doing only fun.. giving comfort, faith, hope, strength..

but lately, we barely speak..

miss the happy times... mis the u~

Tuesday, 4 January 2011

It's all about Day 3

CASE I
Alhamdulllah, presentation is over.. thinking that i had perform quite okay juz now i felt relieved! ;)
Cancer Esophagus ;; bcoz of this topic it took me a week or so to qhatam the Bailey&Love.. so rajin of me to read that book..huhu.. after all short practice je pon~! ahah.. see it for urself if it is short enuf after u read it!!
but thanks to ira for lending me a copy of ur browse.. it helps me a lot to simplify the topic as simple as possible.. without that book i think i may go crazy trying to understand all the informations written in the B&L n put them in my slidess... i may end up blank minded kott tym present.. hehe... n last but not least, thanks to all for listening :)

CASE II
Arabic Handwritting Test ;; aisyehh mann.. sriously, ur fault oke.. sape soh xstudy?? senang je kot soklan.. soh tulis2 je pon.. but bcoz u didnt do ur revision so u dunno wut is wut.. the information are not present inside ur head so how on earth wud u know?? "the eyes do not see what the mind do not know".. so moral of the story, next time be fully prepared! expect the worse.. if u think that way, surely u'll work harder.. remember keyh~!

CASE III
Chatting ;; for sooo looong we didnt ask about each other.. but today we did.. happy to spend a little time chatting with u.. may u always have a blissful life =)

CASE IV
Ready to make an exposure..??
not really actually.. but it's quite ok i guess.. hehehe
if before i juz sit back n hide behind the bush, now im coming out from my hiding place to see the world la konon.. haha

till then, take care dear (^_~)

Monday, 3 January 2011

need you now


I might look okay..
You might see me smiling..
But actually i'm not...
Mother, i really need u rite now.. 
I need your comfort.. 
I need your courage..
I need a hUg
I need u :'(

Ya Allah, give me strength

Saturday, 1 January 2011

study

Dalam kepala asyik pk pasal study je skg ni... mantaplah hanis! alhamdulillah berubah juge akhirnye.. ntah bape lame bole bertahan..hahah! xmo srabutkn ngn bende2 remeh-temeh...xberkembang minda+) mcm ayat sorg kwn sye ni.... "huh, malas nk pikir. lebih baek study pandai2" pinjam ayt ye kwn..huhu... terkesan ngn ayat ni... btul btul btul... watpe nk srabut2 pk hal2 chickiee, lets aim HIGH! it's like when u go to coffee roastery my favourite place for steak, are you there for the main dish or you just love to eat the side dishes more?? think!


We are the 100% people... we must work 100% we must act 100% we must think 100% we must behave 100%.... 100% 100% 100%... ALL 100%... kullu~!


"org yg menuntut ilmu, dimudahkan jalan baginya ke syurga"


To get the most precious thing you must work extra hard for it... and you must work smart.. people like bonuses & rewards.. when Allah says, to those who search for knowledge Allah make it easier for his path to heaven... then why don't we grab the opportunity to Allah's offer? afterall, it's not this life we are after.. it's the life thereafter :)


Today is the last day in 2010... tomorrow is another year to come.. goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011~