indirectly wounded

Never was my intention to tell the whole crowd but since someone has brought up the issue  i feel reluctant if i just keep silent, n so i tell. but i guess my pried intention was exactly what i was supposed to do but i took the risk and now i got myself wounded. i regret that last minute decision.

No wonder i was quite curious why nobody ask, how we met. coz this usually the first thing that would pop-up into mind when it comes to something like this. but i never thought people would go making their on assumptions and not wanting to ask me myself. im not an artist that if you ask me anything i would give you a typical answer, 'no comment'. then why don't you ask me? why must you ask someone else? she would never know me like i do. and actually i'm the type that doesn't simply share my life time stories to just anyone. so don't expect someone who is close to me to know everything about me, coz they don't.

I felt sorry to those i trust coz they had to be the victim of my crime, although im not sure what crime did i commit. but still, sorry my trustful friend/s. next time if anyone come to interrogate, just say to them, go ask her yourself, sure you'll get what you need. =)   

Okay, here it is... the answer is i don't get in touch with the person too much. and i am glad we are like what we are now coz if we do (in-touch so often) surely it would be such a boring and meaningless conversations. and in fact i barely know the person. sometimes when i ask something that im curious about him, he would just say, "you will know me". so i only know few about him, only the things he shares and the rest i will hv to learn and figure it out myself later. 

So next time, if you want the right answer then find it from the right person. =) 

p/s: i will never make the same mistake, sharing my secrets to 'strangers'.