I remember dreaming of telling my love story the way those 'i only love my partner after we're married' would do. those whom their love story starts after marriage. they don't even have any memories of loving their life time partner before their marriage. but i guess it would not be the case anymore.
It's tough when actually you really hoped for it but bcoz you couldn't make it short you have to go on with the flow and help convincing yourself alone that things is still the same as before when actually deep inside you know it's not. the feeling has changed. you know you care more than you used to. maybe you can control what's apparent from the outside but from the inside, your heart is still infected.
Ya Allah, hold my heart. make it full of You so that i wouldn't love anything more than You and i will love only the things that make You love me too.
It's tough when actually you really hoped for it but bcoz you couldn't make it short you have to go on with the flow and help convincing yourself alone that things is still the same as before when actually deep inside you know it's not. the feeling has changed. you know you care more than you used to. maybe you can control what's apparent from the outside but from the inside, your heart is still infected.
Ya Allah, hold my heart. make it full of You so that i wouldn't love anything more than You and i will love only the things that make You love me too.
I believe and i still believe that Allah has a bigger plan for me, a much better one ;)
Provide me with faith...
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